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what the hell i slept til 4:15 today. such a waste of a day. and i even went to bed “early”, at quarter to 5. 11 hrs of sleep! ug.

but i did have a dream about a tsunami. i was at this weird mall type place. but it was also some kind of museum. i was trying to find a bathroom, and was looking at all these exhibits. they had alot of things that would spill out water, but it wasn’t water. it could wash over you and you wouldn’t get wet, it would just go back into whatever it had came out of. looked sort of like mercury but not as thick. it was weird and very cool. i stopped at one of the cafes at one point, and there was something about me holding someones baby that had fur like an animal. so i was wandering around this mall place, and some workers told me there was a tsunami coming so we had to go into the main corridor of the mall. i thought, if they knew a tsunami was coming why wouldn’t we all just evacuate, and they said that you just don’t do it that way. so we were walking toward the main part of the mall and we get to it and look to our right and we can see the giant wave coming. i started running back into this other corridor to escape the tsunami but of course, it didn’t really matter. so the wave destroyed the entire place. pretty much the mall was now completely full of debris. for whatever reason a bunch of us landed on top of the debris but who knew how many people were trapped underneath. so we started looking for people, but it turned into looking for makeup – specifically cool shades of eye shadow. then i realized my parents were trapped under the debris, so i went looking for them where they had been sitting in the mall, which was some restaurant. i was really upset and then my mom comes walking up, apparently they hadn’t been at the mall to begin with hahaha.

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weird dreams
1. finding a book about the history of fetishism in western new york. there was alot about fetishism at niagara falls
2. meeting with developer X about bct in some kind of family dinner that my parents arranged, which involved showing him slides of my family wtf
3. living somewhere near downtown, jogging to hsbc arena to shop at the sabres store, using my season ticket holder discount
4. driving through the east side and seeing everything being remodeled into high class condos. stopping at a strip mall to find me shoes for work.

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kitty is going nuts watching the snow. i guess he forgot what it looked like since winter haha. this is the earliest i ever remember it snowing.

murph thought of a way for me to make money with my new camera. taking pictures of little league sports. i get to practice taking pics of his son playing hockey, then once i’m good, i can sell pics of each kid to the parents for large amounts of money. he said the people who already do this gouge the parents, so if i make myself a bit cheaper, good for me!

watching a few shows on cbc, which i think are the canadian equivalent to the daily show. this hour has 22 minutes and the rick mercer report. i really don’t get it. i didn’t know canada even had any problems hahaha

i had a dream that i was in high school again, chemistry class. and in the middle of class i started putting some kind of rig together, with test tubes and piping, and apparently i began making crystal meth. the teacher was like !! and tried to be secretive about talking to me and asking me why i was making crystal meth. i told him i had always heard that you could make it simply with household items, and i was just trying it out to see if it was true, and it was.

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strange strange dream before i woke up today. i was at work which was sorta like school and i noticed i was missing a tooth. 3rd from the back, left lower set. i kept tounguing it and was all wtf where is my tooth. i noticed there was a little stub of a tooth still in the gum and i wondered if it had cracked apart, or what happened. looking in the mirror i realized the tooth was still there, but had sunk way down into my gum. it really hurt, but i was able to pull it back up, it was like it was floating in my gum. i freaked out and i went to the emts to call my mom and get her to call my dentist for an emergency appt. there was some reason why i couldn’t go to the dentist until i got treatment from the emts. but of course there was nothing they could do so i went to my dentists office anyway, with my dad, and was talking to the receptionist about how my tooth was floating and how messed up it was. and i was able to pull all my front bottom teeth out, still in the gums, to show her that the tooth kept moving. there was still some reason why they couldnt help me so i went home, to my parents house. and cyndi and her friend candy were there for some reason, exchanging gifts. candy said she bought cyndi rice cakes so cyndi wouldn’t eat all of mine. they were only staying for 5 minutes tho, so they were going to leave right away, so i left too, with my messed up tooth, to go back to the dentist… weird.

anyway. today i got to play model for dustin. he needed pictures of someone at their job for an assignment. so i got to stand around in the concourse while he took photos that i’m sure make me look retarded. haha whatever.

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HA i had a dream about nkotb last night. i thought my dreams revolved mostly around urbexing something also called spaulding in las vegas that involved water and the tide coming in and out and weird stuff. but that was only the beginning. was urbexing and then i realized what time it was and i was supposed to meet my friends, so i left and went to find them, and they were in a treehouse type thing in a playground. we were discussing what we were going to do, and i mentioned that me and someone who turned out to be angela had tickets to nkotb tomorrow and that after the show we’d be leaving to go back home. except our flight was at 7pm and the show didn’t start til 8. that made me realize that the show was that night, and not the following. and here we are all scummy from exploring but we had no time to shower and change or anything. so we went to the hotel where the concert was, and it was a reunion show, and an extra special one at that because it was to be the only one, and jon even gave in to being in the show. i was running around trying to find the box office, because for some reason the tickets we got sent were just preliminary tickets and we had to turn them in for the real tickets at the box office. i had to run around and deal with stupid crap before finally getting the tickets and going back to where they were playing…oddly they were playing live, and there was a section of seats, but they were also broadcasting it on a big screen in another room for overflow from the main room LOL. i managed to score 4th row tickets. i went to this lobby area where there were ppl standing around to try and find angela and i found my other friends. and at this point we were a half hour late for the show. found angela and that was about it….hahah

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remembered another part of the nin dvd dream…that one of the clips was of alex and me and adr2 were like, aww they included alex. and he was totally all “animal” from the muppets…going crazy, hair all over the place, standing up and drumming.

attempting to dye my hair red again. this time i’m going to attempt to sleep with a bag on my head, and not to get red dye everywhere. so far, red all over my hands, scalp and neck, but we’ll see how much stays on my hair…i’m gonna wake up and think i was stabbed or something haha.

it amuses me that every time i get in bed to read the asbestos book i start coughing haha

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dreams…something about a nin dvd coming out, so i went to the store and bought it, brought it home to watch with adr2 i think…and some others. it wasn’t a concert video, but clips of different stuff. and after watching the first set it stopped working. so i decided to go back to the store to get another one, and a radio station was there doing some kind of promo where you could win the dvd. but i didn’t win. suddenly chris and alex were there so i kept trying to make them go try to win the dvd for me. then i was on a trip with the toronto ue meetup group, camping or something. and that whole thing was weird. then for whatever reason i was at the richardson complex. i think chris and alex were there to begin with, but then disappeared. other ppl i didn’t know were there, and i don’t know why we were there, except that we were inside the fence just hanging out. then we watched as a guy who was also inside the fence got out through a hole in the chain link. i was like oo!!! a way in!…even tho we were already inside the fence…then leighanne was there for a short time, and i was like, look at the hole in the fence, we could get in except it’s way too visible to the functioning hospital. so we were trying to think of a way to get inside the fence that we were already inside without anyone seeing us go through the hole. she disappeared, and suddenly a person was opening the door to let ppl inside for $25. so hell yeah i was going to pay $25 bucks to finally get inside the kirkbride. and conveniently i had my brand new dSLR camera with me, so it worked out. we walked into an area that looked familiar to me from other photos, tho i don’t think that’s the case in real life. i was so amazed i sat on the floor and started crying hahhah. i thought about texting dan that he was visiting too late, cuz now i had finally gotten into the last frontier of buffalo urbex without him. looking around more, it didn’t look like a hospital at all. went downstairs into another floor/basement, which apparently had been used in a horror movie cuz there was all sort of scary crap and bloody maniquins and stuff. walked by a lunch counter, which i said i had a photo of from when the hospital was open. then upstairs to a room with either skylights or no roof, and you could see city hall and other buffalo buildings as if the hospital was down town. so i was trying to take a picture out the skylight of city hall but it kept moving haha. then i was trying to take a picture of the 2 towers of the hospital out the skylight..even tho i was in the hospital….made no sense.

and i just remembered that in the dvd part of the dream, one of the vid clips of the band had the band members in storm trooper costumes and me and adr2 cracked up laughing

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recent dreams:

the government decided to restart it’s nuclear testing program, and started detonating atomic bombs at the nevada test site again. when i found this out i wanted to try to be one of the people who got to observe the tests from the press hill. i guess i found out right before any of this was happening tho and i wasn’t able to. then i thought, oh adrienne must be able to see the tests from las vegas. then suddenly i was in the area or something, and i got the bright idea that if they were doing tests, i should be able to see them from any of the surrounding areas. so i was gonna drive out to the desert to try to watch. i got delayed and the test was performed, and it was so huge that i was able to see it from wherever it was that i happened to be.

adr2 bliss and i were trying to go to bethlehem steel, and we met at some location, and bliss was driving. she was like, wtf are we gonna do, we can’t walk in through the gate with armed police standing there. and i was like DUH we’re gonna go in near the marine star, and they were like oh, yeah smart. so bliss started driving toward the marine star from wherever it was that we were and we couldn’t find the right street. so we got out of the car and started walking down this very strange stone path, much like the trail through watkins glen, just not pretty. then suddenly there would be weird pipes and machines blocking the path, and one pipe spontaneously combusted, and it all seemed really dangerous. so we decided not to go. then i guess it was another day and i was trying to talk to adr2 on IM about going that day, and she said “only” in response and i was like wtf does that mean, and it was some sort of thing she bought and it really made no sense. but i guess it meant they weren’t gonna go. i really wanted to go shoot the coke plant at sunset so i was just going to go by myself, but i knew my mom would freak out so i didn’t.

i was doing something at the richardson complex, outside, and i was in the back of the property when i noticed someone going through a revolving door in the fence. so i figured, hell i’m gonna go in too and finally get to see the building. so i got my laptop bag to look professional and i went in, and walked in the back door which led you into the lobby of the admin building. the whole thing was pristeen and perfect looking. i had some sort of thought about it being the nicest kept kirkbride in the country.

in other real news, i’m so totally excited about this slide show i put together on dvd for the terminal. someone had one up on youtube and bev liked it and asked if we could show it on a loop at the train show. well the persons slide show didnt necessarily use the best and most recent photos, so it really gave the impression that it was still a bombed out shell. so i put a new slide show together last night, took me about 6 hours (including searching the web for photos i wanted but didn’t have), and i set it to the unfortunately titled – for this slide show – nin song “leaving hope”. i set it to “ripe with decay” first, cuz that also seemed to be appropriately titled, but besides the odd coincidence of a weird background noise that sounded like trains playing right when i began showing trains, it didn’t really fit. too many loud points that didn’t coincide with the images. “leaving hope” worked much better. but i’m a dork cuz i’m really proud of it, and i swear if russell picks it apart and tells me what i should have done i’m gonna stab him. *edit* ok i just watched it again, and i’m really really really proud of it. i think it looks great. haha well done me!

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dreams from the past 2 nights…

1. something about taking a shower in goth clothes as some sort of voyeur, dominatrix, paid thing…ppl watched me take a shower fully clothed. yeah cuz that’s at all hot

2. that i went to joann fabrics and they had an excellent selection of fabric including a whole section of only black knit fabrics. i’m a dork

3. that i was in college and thinking about dropping out because the degree was going to be useless, but it was my last semester and there was no point in dropping out at that point

4. train derailments. i was at a small train station, but going to be taking a car. the 20th century limited was pulling out of the station and i pointed out to my mom how gorgeous that train was. except it only had 3 cars, and they were red and orange. then we got in the car and started following behind the trains. there were 3 sets of tracks, and 3 trains on them, the far left train being cargo i think, and the far right train being the 20th century. the middle train i dont know what it was. the last car of the left train suddenly derailed. i was like holy crap that can’t be good and told my mom to pull off of the tracks before we hit the car and the other cars derailed and there was a big accident. conveniently there was a dirt road going off perpendicularly from this track road, so we pulled off right before the 1st derailment caused the derailment of the other 2 trains.

5. stress dream featuring a tornado or 2.

6. stress dream about taking a calculus test in high school and not being able to do it. i hadnt even gotten past the first question, which actually was some sort of simple addition problem that i just couldn’t get. i left the room to relax and came back and saw that all these stupid ppl from work were in the class and were doing fine on the test which made me feel even more stupid.

7. some sort of urbex road trip

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due to the official revelation of lance bass’s gayness i had an elaborate dream about justin timberlake. nsync was at some award show, don’t know why since they weren’t still together anymore. i was there, and after the show i went to find them because apparently i sorta knew them. or at least i knew justin, had met him before somewhere. so i found them and they were all walking to their cars so i went up to justin and he remembered me and we were talking. lance’s gayness came up and justin said he was cool with it. we get to justin’s car and i expect to say goodbye and whatever, but he puts me in the car. from that point on we were inseperable and falling in love or something. and we were in new orleans. we were walking around the garden district and suddenly there were big empty lots and it occured to us, oh yeah, katrina, all these houses are gone. and i swore we were in the area of trent’s old house, and it wasn’t there anymore either, which was sad. i thought about going to see if anne rice’s house was still there too but for some reason we didn’t. then it was more of us being together and having to go to someone elses wedding, but the wedding was interrupted because the bride gave birth. then i was looking up real estate prices in the area, because i didn’t want to go home and leave justin, who apparently lived in new orleans. but a house like my parents was 2.5 million, so there was no way i’d be able to buy anything. then i guess we were engaged because i just stayed there.

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