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dreamed that the space shuttle exploded. in the dream, i was sleeping and my radio came on in time to hear them speak about the shuttle launch. the launch went well and the announcers were saying “another successful space shuttle launch” and then you could hear a HUGE explosion, and they were like, oh no! it exploded. oddly i could look out my window and actually see the explosion and debris falling all around. later in the day i get up and debris had landed all over the area, and there was some that landed on a boat in the river, which was on fire. a bunch of people were on the shore watching, and i took some photos with my phone which turned out amazingly high quality. people were sort of in mourning for the shuttle, but then later in the day when i asked people about it, they didn’t know what i was talking about. looked things up on the internet and there was no information. then i realized i must have dreamed that the shuttle exploded. then again, later, i was with my parents and we were talking about the shuttle exploding again, and were real sad about it, and i was like see, i didn’t just dream it.

but i did. ha. the explosion was so real sounding i wonder if something in real life made the noise while i slept and i incorporated it in the dream. odd.

i think i missed fedex today delivering my global mobile phone for the trip. someone knocked real real loud and it was too early for me to get out of bed and find out. ah well.

i also got the bug in me that i NEEDED to get an mp3 player for the trip. i have no reason for an mp3 player and i’ll probably never use it again, but i did buy one on sale at best buy. not an ipod, since i hate having to use itunes. a samsung sansa 1gb player with expandable memory and photo viewing. onsale for 70$. so i gotta go pick it up at the store. i was not about to spend over 100 for something i’ll use only during the trip. i don’t exercise (tho i’m going to start, i’m such a fatty :P) and i have a radio in the car….i just see no other opportunity that will arise for me to use it. ah well that’s ok. also got another 2gb sd card for the cam on sale for $35…bestbuy.com for anyone interested.

such a wicked headache!!!!!

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i was in detroit for a funeral. the person who died switched between my dad, grandma and grandpa. the family was all at this strange highrise building where the viewing was i guess, and then we went outside to wait for our ride to the next place for the rest of the funeral. when it got there, there wasn’t enough room for everyone so i had to take a different car, with 2 other people. we’re driving through detroit and pretty much everything is pretty and abandoned. we drove past this red brick structure that i guess was a church, with one whole wall missing. so i get my phone to txt david and ask about it, but i keep getting distracted. then david is the person driving the car and it’s like a tour of ruins. we get near by this 2nd funeral place i guess, and get out of the car, and his mom is with us. she’s really short and small. we’re near this other ruined place, and he wants to go in just so i can see it real quickly. i don’t have a camera or anything. so the 3 of us go in, and this first floor is super rotted and dangerous, and he’s trying to get around to the other side of a big hole to the staircase. me and his mom don’t know if we should or not, i have to go to a funeral for gods sake. but we do, and we get to the stairs and go up. the rest of this place is in pristine shape, plush carpets on the stairs and everything. and lots of windows. there are people sitting on the front porch of this place which is right in front of the stairs and all the windows. we’re like crap they’re going to see us. and this is a problem because i guess it’s a big big deal if you’re caught in this building. but we continue and these people do see us – they are little kids i think, and they’re like “look there are people inside”. we’re like oh crap. david keeps going though, and his mom turns around to go back. i decide to go back to, so i start going down. and all kinds of people can see we’re in there now. we get back down to the destroyed first floor, and his mom gets out and says there’s no one there, so i leave too. then at the end of the alley that we have to walk out, all these cop cars are parked with their lights on. oh crap. i try to act like no big thing and walk toward them. but i see them handcuffing his mom. oh crap. so then i start crying and i’m like, you can’t arrest me i have to go to my dad/gma/gpa’s funeral. and the cops don’t care, and they’re going to arrest me anyway. more and more crying and begging. then i guess we jump to me having missed the funeral. i’m back at this hotel type place that we’re staying at and am still crying cuz i know my mom is going to be mad because i missed the funeral, cuz i missed my last relatives funeral too for some reason. i eventually find her and make up a story about why i missed the funeral and she wasn’t mad. then jump to some party we’re having with various relatives really drunk, and these black girls who are apparently my cousins, who are in love with some guy who is there.

yeah i dunno. haha. no exploring today. feels like -4 out, not leaving the house today. so i *should* finally do the dishes and clean and put my xmas gifts away…

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super bizzare dream that i was on america’s next top model, in the final 2. at some points in the dream i was tyra and would give the models advice. in other parts i was one of the models. the final 2 didn’t do a runway show though, they did a sort of talent show type thing. i was the girl who was “in the lead” i guess, the front runner, and the other girl was sorta sucky and everyone thought there was no way she could win. then came the talent show, and me, as tyra, had told her that she wanted the girl to be edgy and do something really different for the final show. so the girl came back with purple hair, and tyra was like, purple hair does not make you edgy. then we’re at this final talent show thing, and the other girl went first, and it ended up being this big production with her acting in the drew carey show. and suddenly everyone was like oooo she may have taken the lead now, her show was so good. then came my show, where i was recreating the video to thriller LOL. i randomly recruited people from the audience to be zombies and without practicing we did our show.

never found out who the winner was.

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weirdo dreams.

i was at blockbuster looking to rent a movie to watch while i was doing something, forget what. ang was there, and the place then turned into a restaurant and we were in line to get food. i sat down with someone else we were with, and she sat with someone on the other side of the place. then music started playing and i look up and it’s peaches doing a show in this restaurant. so i go get ang and i’m like, you have to come on the other side with us cuz peaches is there performing. so she came over, and we rocked out with peaches. then that turned into me going home to look for my guitar, cuz apparently i had caught a guitar at some show too. so i’m in my parents basement looking and i find one, but it’s not my guitar, it’s my dads. so i ask my mom where it is and she pulls out this big super metal metallica looking black bass guitar. she had bought it for me at a garage sale. so i’m looking at it and on the back of it is this real familiar logo…the nintendo logo. and i’m like woah i didn’t know that the original NES had a game that came with a guitar controller. so i wanted to try it out but my mom insisted that it was broken. she was just lying cuz she didn’t want me to play it. it came preloaded with all this 80s music, like bowie’s lets dance album. then it turned into something about white water rafting or some water park or something.

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dreamed that an episode of southpark, specifically season 3, episode 13/6, contained some sort of story line which brought them to a train station. it was a futuristic train station that was modeled after buffalo central terminal. i was watching it, and this drawn terminal, which didn’t look exactly like the building, but contained definite similar elements came onto the screen and i was like WOAH did you see that? and whoever i was with was like, yeah, that definitely looks like BCT. so i went to try to find out which episode it was so i could download and frame cap it to show people they modeled the station after ours.

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dreamed i was on america’s next top model. and for some unknown reason i made it to the final 4. and then skipped ahead and had made it to the final 2. the final photo shoot was really like a physical challenge that we had to pass, and it was we had to cut through a tree with just one swing of an ax. so of course i was totally spazzing and resigned to the fact that i was going to lose, cuz no way could i do that. so we went to the final shoot and tyra was doing our makeup, at a makeup counter at a department store in a mall. and she put some weird last forever lipstick on me and i had to hold my lips a certain way for so long until it dried i thought they were going to get stuck that way. never got to the photo shoot. apparently we were in chicago, and after the final shoot which never really happened tyra asked what we were going to do before the final judging, and i was like, pfft there’s nothing to do in chicago it’s so boring. and she kinda got mad cuz apparently she lived there. then i thought, i’ll go do urbex and go to gary. yeah, all dressed up and model-y, good idea haha…dunno. haha

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strange dreams that i ran into tommy at a walmart type store. and recovered a repressed memory that his dog once put his head in a big pile of rubber cement. and i was pissed that tommy let his dog’s head get all glued together. the dog kept trying to wipe it off and it was all stringy the way rubber cement gets. then an exploring dream that i took someone around buffalo and richardson was on an island in the river, also near by the terminal, with a tunnel that ran from the terminal to richardson, where there was a hot topic where a bunch of people were playing a video game i created. and then a work dream that i was pulled off the floor to get trained in surveillance, because there was finally an opening in that department and they thought i was a good candidate for it.

i really feel like going to the mall. which is a ridiculously bad idea. i know that as soon as i get there i’ll be completely pissed off at every person there, and i’ll spend about 15 min there before turning around and going home. and i’ll find nothing for anyone for christmas. so i’ll just stay here and watch the finale of america’s next top model, even tho i accidentally read a spoiler and already know who wins.

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was going to a nin show, apparently here in buffalo. i walked in and hardly anyone was there, but S was up at the rail so i went and joined her. V came back with food and we were just chillin. they had decided to come to the states for the one show here before europe haha. the opener came on and it was these 3 girls in 1980s spandex leotards who do covers of nin songs. we didn’t quite understand the point of having a nin cover band open up for nin. anyway. after the opener we left and went to my house – apparently because that’s the thing to do between the opener and the main act. we were talking and they mentioned they were renting a motor home to travel during the europe shows. and i thought that was the most brilliant idea ever.

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i had this total wack dream. i was driving around with someone in a car, filming trains, and we are off roading now, and we pass this industrial looking building, that we realize is something that loads the train cars up with whatever. lots of inclined conveyor belts and stuff that looks like the remains at beth steel. then as we pass by i realize that it was a church converted into something that loads train cars. so suddenly it was even more interesting so we turn around and get out of the car. there is an exhibit out front and it turns out it’s called 13 mile creek house, and i remember hearing about it being super toxic, and also haunted. it was the home of the lady on the water, which was some indian who walked on water, and died and now haunts the area. so we start looking around and it’s really pretty and i suddenly remember i have a camera. so i’m about to start taking pictures and something always ruins my shot…the cam not working, not focusing, and by the time i focus it something is in the way. so we go inside and it’s super weird, really pretty in an urbex way, but totally weird and evil. we have to walk on this suspended walkway, real indiana jones like, and it starts moving and falling apart, and we realize it’s the ghosts messing with us and trying to kill us. so we leave and we’re back outside. and now sean and all his crew show up and i’m trying to take pictures and they’re constantly in my way, or hitting me so my shot gets ruined, and i just keep getting more and more pissed until finally i yell WHAT THE FUCK I’M TRYING TO TAKE A FUCKING PICTURE STOP GETTING IN MY WAY!

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the big news of the day is that adr made the sabres telecast! and she missed it! (and so did i but i have a better excuse haha). eric called and left me a message that adrienne was just mentioned during the intermission – because she made and sent a pillow to rick jenneret, since someone stole his last week. how cool!! i want to see pics!

and the other big news, the short version, is that our season ticket account got hacked and someone stole the tickets to wednesday’s game. because the fucking RETARDS who set up the myticketreplay system on sabres.com set everyone’s default passwords to their zip code. how many zip codes are in WNY? 15? trial and fucking error will get you into people’s accounts, if they never logged on to change the password (which we didn’t). spent an hour at the arena figuring out what was going on, and we’re basically at this point, getting nothing in return… no refund or anything. phill’s mom was livid and they went back down to the arena again, and were told that now they’re doing a police investigation because “it goes beyond just this”…though we looked at our account status there, and no other games were affected. i had asked if this had happened to anyone else, and at the time they said no, but maybe the discovered it had happened. or phill suspected it may have been an inside job – as in inside the sabres organization – and that they’re investigating that. either way, they know the name of the person who used the tickets, and i would imagine that the system has logs, and they should be able to trace IPs to who logged in and transferred the tickets etc. whatever. so aggravating.

2 weird dreams. one was about going to a nin show with adr and bliss. i had met them there, but they had been late and the show was supposedly already going on. we tried to find the spiral entrance and couldn’t, so we went in through a loading dock door and ended up right on the floor. and no one was inside yet, and no one cared that we were there. so we went up front, but it was this steep incline…i’m talking almost vertical. so we had to almost climb up this barrier and sit on the top of it to see anything. then people came and got in our way, and i dunno the rest.

then one about seeing u2 on tv or something, and bono had a huge tattoo on his back of like…an astrological chart, with zodiac signs and circles and stuff. and me thinking i needed to talk to kate and find out if this was new, or something i just never heard about before cuz i had never seen his back haha.

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