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the day is over, time for bed.

nate and i ended up renting panic room. went to denny’s since he was hungry, came back here to watch it. it was kinda funny – gave my parents the ultimatum “we rented a movie…so either you can go upstairs, or we can go upstairs”….my mom was like “too bad your room is a pigsty or you could watch it upstairs.” and she actually suggested i go clean it, so we could use my vcr…dad was having none of that “you guys should watch it down here, since we’ll be going to bed soon and you’d just have to come down here anyway” hahaha.

panic room was good. something about jodie foster bugs me though…no matter what role she’s playing, just something about her bugs me. jared leto – corn rows – bad idea. good movie tho, exciting and stuff. i already knew it wasn’t going to be what i expected when i first heard about it, so i wasn’t really surprised when it turned out to be not scary.

the highlight of the night came before watching panic room tho….i got to see nate’s movie hehe. it was so fantastically bad LOL. full of one liner jokes, and bad puns, really excellent special effects haha…it was super. definitely an oscar contender. haha

turns out he is going to dc friday – sunday. i told him he’s not allowed to gas up the car anywhere near dc, especially when white vans are around 😛 probably won’t see him tomorrow, tho i told him i’d be here watching the sabres game if he was interested in being lazy and tired and joining me. but i doubt it. since i’ll have nothing else to do with my time now this weekend, i’m going to volunteer myself out at work. a weekend hasn’t gone by where they didn’t call me in, so i figure i’ll tell them to make me first choice lol. speaking of work, mike and kristen were in a picture of the line for casino jobs in the paper today. i saw it at nate’s house – couldn’t miss kristen’s bright orange sweater lol. so we cut it out and he wrote a note on it for me to give them.

ok so yeah, bedtime.

oh wait. something i don’t get. i don’t get how fox, wb and upn all bought the rights to the same sitcoms…and then theres tnn (or is it tnt) too…you can watch seinfeld practically all day long if you work it right lol…same with the simpsons. between fox, wb and cfto you can watch at least 2 hrs of the simpsons a day. and now will and grace is on fox at 10:30 and wb at some other time…i thought only 1 channel was allowed to buy a show’s reruns…

 

work was long and boring. i felt like i was there forever. i was so hungry i was craving salt n vinegar chips and baked potatos…so i had to stop at the grocery store on the way home to get chips, had a baked potato at dinner…all good now haha.

i really have nothing to say. so yeah. bye.

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a little something i wrote about the rainbow mall experience today. i was writing it on the back of last week’s paystub and ran out of room, so it’s only about a half hours worth of thoughts. i got there at 11, left at 2.

the unemployed of WNY…

I’m sitting in a dark corner of an abandoned mall trying to read. It’s the kind of light that would make your mother say “turn a light on or you’ll go blind”

There are handfuls of people like me – educated recent grads.
There are the worn out bleach blond women – probably hoping to meet a sugar daddy if they get hired.
There is the guy sitting “next” to me – cross legged lotus positon – humming – as if he’s meditating – he has a mullet.
There are alot of mullets here. Even high class suit wearing mullets. How can I not get hired?

Three women chose to stand directly in front of me. The one keeps coughing on me.
My ass is numb. What I wouldn’t give to sit in a chair.

Coughing lady gave in and sat down. She said “I don’t know how you’re reading in this light.” She just opened her book.

Well it has begun – we all have numbers, yet everyone herded to get in line. They’re starting with 08. I’m 179….
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That’s all i was able to write down. I ended up sitting on the other side of the mall, against the old esprit store windows. A canadian man befriended me. He works at casino niagara right now. Apparently alot of CN employees are coming to apply at Seneca. I asked him why, he said the money….24$ an hour canadian or 24$ an hour american…which would you choose? lol. he started as a dealer at CN and was promoted to supervisor, which was what he was applying for here. He said dealers make 24$. I ended up seeing some ex-Mc-co-workers there, and the girl said they’ve already started calling people for jobs. A friend of hers got a dealer job after going yesterday, starts at 40k….TO DEAL BLACKJACK! see THIS is why i want the job lol.

so anyway. went through the screening thing. 5 questions about customer service, and exjobs etc. the usual bullshit. the table training is unpaid, but also free…8 weeks long, and they have 3 times a day that they do the class (4 hours a day i guess), so I’d still have to work at hard rock or some place else until the casino opens…you know, if i get the job lol. I REALLY WANT THE JOB THO. you don’t understand how badly i want to be a casino dealer at this moment lol.

i had to pee so bad when i left, and was going to go to hard rock to use the bathroom and get some food real quick, but decided against it. should have, since river road is all being constructed upon and i’m always waiting in traffic there. i think they might be near completion tho, because now they’re repaving it. it was so weird, since it was raining, the newly paved parts were creating so much steam you could barely see anything.

and again, i’m sorta psychic. i was thinking nate probably called while i was gone, and i was going to be really pissed if he was calling to cancel plans tonight….well he did call, but not to cancel. he’s going to come here after work instead of going home, but before he gets here has to go get his car battery replaced. so his eta for tonight is around 7 apparently. i’m going to assume he’ll be hungry so i guess that decides what we’re gonna end up doing later lol.

trying to make plans to see danielle in november one weekend, but it’s all screwed up. mom is only going to let me go if nate goes (i guess she’ll sacrifice the whole us together alone in a room thing, for me not driving all that way by myself), and dunno if things are gonna work out because of his desire to take the first week in nov to visit college friends, and both of our job situations. he might not be leaving his job in 2 weeks, depends how much money he has by then…who knows where the next few weeks will bring me as far as jobs go…then i thought i had figured out that the 3rd weekend was good, could leave thursday night – drive halfway, and have most of friday, all of saturday at danielle’s, leave sunday morning. but i forgot adr and i have sabres tickets for the 15th….so nowwww….possibly thinking about going to the sabres game, leaving afterwards at like 11:30/midnight-ish…driving til about to drop dead, sleep a bit, drive the rest of the way. that would give most of saturday, all of sunday, and then leave monday…blah i just want it all to work out.

i can deal blackjack
casino please hire me
i’m a good worker

what do you think it means if you dream about a butterfly biting you? lol

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work was really slow despite the insane amounts of people who descended upon the rainbow center to apply at the casino. i didn’t go today, because i left at 4:30 and was told it was a 6 hour wait in line. so i’m going to go early tomorrow morning, probably around 10, and wait in line til they open at 12. kristen and mike waited in line for 4 hours today – they got there at quarter after 11. i thought it was just going to be go in, fill out an application and leave, but apparently they’re doing screenings, and talking to each person – hense the 6 hour line.

so i hung up cobwebs at work for hours today. i’m covered in them. it’s all decorated for halloween with bales of hay, and corn stalks and stuff…pumpkins etc. it looks cool.

i’d really like to see nate tonight, but i’m not holding my breath. if i get my hopes up too much i’ll end up crying later i’m sure. i’m figuring i’ll get the “i’m really tired” excuse…i’m sure my mom will yell at me tonight for not doing the list of chores she gave me to do today, even tho i told her at least 3 times i had to work today, she still gave me the list…once she yells at me, i’ll REALLY want to see nate so he better be up to do something. i don’t really feel like doing anything out, renting a movie would be fine with me…no over exertion so his “tired” excuse won’t really fly haha.

 

i wish i could harness my psychic ability and make some money off it. cuz i was right, once again. called nate…conversed a while
me: well did u want to do something tonight, get a movie or something?
nate: i’m exhausted
me: all you did was peel stickers off a van all day
nate: yeah i know….blahblahblah

i convinced him to do something tomorrow night, instead of thursday (but gonna work on thurs night too haha)…he might be going to see his friend in DC this weekend. i told him he might get shot lol. he’s like oh yeah, i forgot about that lol. i guess the other friend he’s going to drive down with is being a bitch about taking off of work and stuff, so it might not happen. let’s hope it doesn’t *selfish* 😛 i’m entitled to be selfish. but really…the sniper thing, i wouldn’t go down there right now if i was paid….ok well i would if i was getting paid alot LOL. nate jokes about how he wants to get shot in Niger, he could go down to DC and get shot getting gas…haha.

mom didn’t yell at me. actually thanked me for going to get the grocerys when i got home from work. but i’ll have a list of stuff to do tomorrow, even tho most of my day will be spent in line at the casino job thing.

 

duran duran is
a cool 80s band that should
come play at hard rock

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i am so tired and i don’t really know why. slept decently last night, but i’m so exhausted. and i have a headache and felt sorta sick all day. i think it was cuz i drank coffee this morning to warm up. i don’t think i can handle coffee early in the morning (or 11am haha), it always makes me feel all gross.

today’s sexual harassment update: jack touched my ass again, random touches while he talked to me about 5 times, and 2 hugs – one for giving him a table, and one to appologize for giving me a hard time (even tho i don’t recall him giving me a hard time)…and then about 398249724 times being called honey. and i asked kristen if he does this with her, and she said no…nate’s gonna have to go kick some ass haha.

i feel as if i’m on the verge of descending into that place i’ve been going about once a week since i started dating nate. but not cuz of him…for no real reason. i just feel like as soon as my mom gets home she’s going to get on my case about something, and i’m just gonna burst into tears. she left me a list of things to do today (vaccum, laundry, clean my room) as if i wasn’t going to be at work all day either…and i’m sure she’ll leave me a list for tomorrow, as if i don’t work tomorrow. and i know she’ll be like I DONT CARE YOU’VE BEEN HOME FOR AN HOUR YOU COULD HAVE DONE *fill in the blank* WHY DONT YOU GO OUT AND GET A JOB. god just thinking about this i have tears in my eyes.

i think it’s safe to say i’ve never been this emotionally variable in my entire life. i’ve never been so happy and felt like such shit, and have it change so quickly back and forth ever. haha i keep thinking of when some certain ex-housemate said she was a rapid cycler. that’s what i feel like the past 2 months. i need a mood stabilizer. lol

since when do elementary schools have dances? we had skating parties…maybe it’s me getting old, but elementary school kids don’t need to be going to dances. do they even want to go to dances? they don’t like the opposite sex – they have cooties. and i remember in 5th grade there was a sock hop and we all thought it was the gayest thing ever, no one went. but apparently, kids at meadow school want to go to dances.

have you heard the latest rumor about the Jackson family? yeah according to Latoya’s ex-husband, he witnessed the Jackson family’s ritual monkey sacrifice at the Hayvenhurst house years ago….and MJ used to physically beat on Bubbles, saying that “he’s just a chimpanze, he can’t feel it”….and that MJ injected magical formulas into his veins while chanting “i’m getting lighter, i’m getting lighter!”…come on now. if you’re going to make up lies about the family, make them semi-believable. ritual monkey sacrifice?!?! right.

 

omg i actually got rid of all the crap in my inbox. shock…i had clique submissions from the beginning of august in there. hah i’m such a slacker.

i have such a friggen headache. stupid fucking screwed up hormones. and now presenting…the kinds of headaches i get:
1. normal headache – just a normal headache…it hurts, but i don’t usually even notice them, since i ALWAYS have a headache.
2. shark bite headache (aka ice pick headache) – i think i have shark teeth growing inside my skull…every now and then my brain gets caught on one of them, thus sending sharp shooting pains through my head. i know exactly where the teeth are growing, because it’s always the same areas that hurt.
3. sinus headaches – when areas of my brain hurt when i inhale. usually my face will hurt as well. it feels like my sinuses are very dried out and empty, then in pain, which goes into my head. i had one of these at work today, but it went away.
4. migrane without aura – had one last thursday. just hurt really bad, and made me feel like throwing up. as a kid i would always throw up with them, and then i’d feel better.
5. migrane with aura – it’s like i have a stroke, but usually doesn’t hurt unless i move my head. aura includes loss of vision, loss of feeling in half my body, face, lips, tongue, feeling as if limbs aren’t attached to my body, loss of ability to speak or read. thankfully, rarely happens. haven’t had one in 4 years.

i’m not sure which kind i have now… it’s normal but bordering on migrane. it hurts alot. so it’s a bit beyond the annoyance of a daily headache.

and now for my haiku:

i know i missed some
i actually had a life
no time to haiku

i need to find a u2 cover band to play at hard rock for band night. but are there any around here? of course not.

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long long day. work was CRAZY. thank GOD i worked day yesterday, because at night there were 16 reservations with half of them being over 20 people, and a total of 138 people needing seats within an hour of eachother. the swingers convention and high school homecoming…i’m sure it was unbelievably insane after i left. it was insane when i was there. i actually worked with other hosts, and we waited on tables all day. it felt like summer. haha. no really good stories out of it though.

picked up nate on the way home from work, back to my house so i could eat and change, then got adr and headed to RIT. got there around quarter to 9. chilled for a while before heading out to the kareoke thing in the student union. apparently the guy doing it this year had an awful selection of songs (i looked, and he did…1 MJ song and it’s childhood?!?!) so eric bitched, went home got his own copy of “jump around” to do haha. eric and the crew did STP’s “plush” and eric did a solo jump around, but had issues, so it was blah. didn’t stay much longer after that – back to the apartment to chill, watch tv, play atari, and lay around on eric’s bed til 2. haha. got home around 4, slept now until quarter to 12. had some wackass dreams again, but don’t really remember them.

i decided i really don’t like sundays. they’re depressing. i work monday, tues, and thurs day shifts next week. i was supposed to close friday, but i switched for monday. so that’s nice.

and oh yeah, sabres kicked ass AGAIN! 6-1!!! 2 games 11 goals, keep it up boys.

and oh yeah again…add another animal to the list of animals i’ve killed. hit a rabbit after we left RIT…nate said my car probably looks really yummy cuz he thinks i ran over it’s head…he looked at the car when i dropped him off at home, but it was dark. i’m kinda afraid to go look cuz i’ll have to clean it. it rained last night though hahah

 

well after i blogged i went back to bed until 2:30 hah. then work. it was busy, i was up front by myself, but did an excellent job hah. a german man named jerry befriended me. could not understand what he was saying, so i smiled and nodded and every now and then was able to make something out and respond.

the new server who is all weird towards me is more weird now…he touched my ass yesterday. today he’s taken to calling me “hey baby”, “sara honey”, or “sara baby”…and it’s not cute and endearing like if nate calls me “babe”…the “hey baby” seemed really condescending, the others were just annoying. and he stands way too close when he talks to me….like on seinfeld, a close talker.

i totally forgot tomorrow is a holiday. i dunno if nate has off or not. not like it matters, i’m working all day. his friend is in town, and i’m not sure if their plans for tomorrow night include me, or if it’s a boys night out thing. i’ve never met this friend, and i’m not sure the friend knows i exist lol. this friend is in nate’s “nerdy circle” of friends, who don’t talk about feelings or if they have girlfriends or not. when i accidentally met his friend andy, andy had no idea nate had a girlfriend lol. but this friend might know me…whatever.

i’m going to apply for a job at the casino…hopefully as a dealer, but there are a bunch of things i could be trained to do there. dealers make alot of money. they’re opening the employment office for the casino on tuesday, and it’s in the rainbow center (across from hard rock) so going to go there after work on tuesday. i don’t see why they wouldn’t hire me as a dealer…

i feel 80. i have arthritic hips currently. got out of bed to shut my window sometime last night, almost fell over, my legs hurt so bad and were so weak. and all day today it hurt to walk. dunno why either. i think it might be partially due to wearing my adidas sneakers yesterday, since we ended up walking onto campus and back. they don’t have heals so i walk differently in them, and it must have stressed out some of my muscles. i was fine til i got out of the car at my house last night, but didn’t really notice til i got out of bed. and i was more or less fine at work, but sitting down now and getting up again, hurts super bad. feels like my legs are gonna detach from my hips haha.

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going to see red dragon at 9:30 tonight. hopefully nate won’t fall asleep 😛

so until then, watching hedwig, doing nothing.

sometimes i wonder what i did before digital cable…the past few days the channel guide has been out, so it says “no data” instead of what is on that channel as you surf…i’ve had to go back to surfing and guessing what shows are on! It’s horrible!! i need to know what show is on immediately! haha *spoiled*

i need a haiku for today. haha ok

i need a haiku
cuz i promised one daily
i’m such a slacker

🙂

*edit* watching the hedwig commentary for the first time (what’s wrong with me, i dunno…) shit now i forgot what i was gonna say. oh yeah. in the background of clips of an interview with some guy, he’s got one of the glowing plastic deer lamps that i wanted to buy last year. hahahah.

 

Herbi938: i went to go get my friend for dinner and the girl who lives next door was having sex
vacant enigma: lol
Herbi938: we stopped and listened outside the door
vacant enigma: LOL

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slept pretty damn good last night. had wackass dreams about nsync and larry mullen jr, darren hayes from savage garden, and trent. insane. haha.

i’m freezing. it’s probably warmer outside. kurt is supposed to stop by around 2, so i have to make sure to be dressed by then hahah. then i work at 5. phone is ringing. i have to go pick up my new scripts from the stupid doctor, it was too much trouble for that dr to mail them to me apparently. and i get mail every day about my student loans and i don’t understand what any of it means. my loan repayment book says i owe a payment at the end of this month, but the letter i got yesterday says my first payment is due the end of december…and so now my parents want me to call and find out whats going on…well that’s fine if i knew anything about my loans and what the hell i’m supposed to be asking them. ug.

 

easy mac could quite possibly leave THE worst aftertaste in your mouth of all aftertastes possible. i’ve been being obsesive-compulsive about my teeth this week. they just FEEL gross all the time. sat night when nate, adr, and danielle were over i had to brush my teeth randomly. they felt so nasty. and today, i can’t get them feeling ungross. it’s driving me nuts. just brushed my teeth after the easy mac, and they still feel gross. blah.

kurt was just here, on time too!! gave me my stuff, i gave him his stuff. all good. i had this fear suddenly that the directions i gave him would be the complete opposite of where he was coming from, and he’d be hopelessly and depserately lost in niagara falls. but nope. haha.

i’m in a bad mood. mom induced this time. on my case about getting a job – apparently she thought the mail room would have been a fantastic position. she goes on and on about how i need to make some money, and i can’t expect to get the highest position in a company, and how i’m smarter than working at barnes and nobles (but apparently not smarter than a mail room), blah blah blah. AS IF I DON’T ALREADY KNOW ANY OF THIS. I’M NOT STUPID. how she doesn’t care what kind of job i get as long as i get another job. how if i don’t she’s going to wake me up early every morning to do gardening and cut the grass for her etc etc etc. she makes me feel so good about myself. wish i could see nate tonight, but nope, gotta work. anyway..the job thing. aunt darleen said she’d get me a job at barnes and nobles, part time only, so….i bet if i went back to mcds my mom wouldn’t be happy with that although, in her own words, she said, “get a job at a factory. i don’t care what kind of job you get as long as you get another one.” you’d think i’ve been unemployed for the past year the way she’s treating me. whatever. i have no motivation to get a 2nd job, because the only thing that WOULD motivate me would be moving out of this house, and even with a 2nd job i still won’t be able to afford it. that’s why ty’s proposition to move in with me if he moved up north was so delightful. but that’s not gonna happen anymore either. blah

 

work was fine. we had ALOT of swingers come in tonight. pretty damn interesting. OMG yeah i have a story. ok. early in the day the bartender sold an all access card to one of the swingers. when you sign up for all access you get a bag, pin, and keychain…well she bought the card because “the bag would fit all her dildos”!!!!!!!! then she proceeded to point out that man, and that man, and that woman who she slept with so far this week to the bartender. so this story was told at preshift (which i wasn’t there for) but later the woman came in, and mgr flipped out and was like THAT’S THE DILDO WOMAN! ok this woman was short, and probably 350 lbs or more, wearing a bright red “hottie” shirt… omg. unbelievable. i dunno, it’s cuz of tv and movies that i think swingers should have to be all pretty and trendy…instead they’re white trash couples. insane.

so yeah…that’s the only thing really worth mentioning tonight. tired. bedtime

OH WAIT! Sabres kicked fucking ASS tonight! woo hoo, way to start out the season boys!

ROFL simpsons!!!
skinner to the hamster: “now chew through my ball sack”

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ug *ahem* i feel like crap. i should eat something. it made the sick feeling go away last night. i only got out of bed right now cuz i was in too much pain. i almost want to throw up, cuz i’d probably feel better. but it’s not that bad that i could actually do it. ug.

 

today’s haiku

mom’s cooking something
making me very nauseus
wish that she would stop

 

i still feel sorta sick. i went back to bed for a while, half asleep. got up and had some tea and toast. when i eat, it makes the sickness go away, sooo i should keep eating. since i am hungry despite the nausea. the sickness should be going away soon. dr adrienne said so haha.

i’m making it sound like i have morning sickness LOL. so to ease your worries, i don’t LOL.

i’m thinking i should take a shower before my dad gets home. he’s always weird about when i’ve been lazy around the house all day, or he comes in to say hi and i’m in bed reading or something. so what if i’m still in my pjs and it’s 3pm, i’ve been sick!

 

have i ever expressed my belief that i was an exhibitionist in a past life? this is something i’ve thought for a long time, not a recent revelation (despite the answers of this quiz and the porn one lol)…seriously for some reason, i think i was a flasher or something.

 

yahoo headline “Shuttle docks with ISS, delivers salsa” hahah

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ug slept so wrong in the spare bed. my back/neck is all screwed up now, i feel like my head is gonna fall off. blah. this hurts.

someone keeps calling and not leaving a msg on the machine. i didn’t want to get out of bed to answer it, but they won’t leave a msg and now it’s kinda freaking me out. that’s why i’m awake.

 

sometimes i wonder if the life i’m living right now is really mine. cuz so much of it has changed recently, that it’s like… is this me? and am i doing this? lol.

it was adrienne who kept calling. she didn’t want to leave a message.

i’m so friggen cold. and the thermostat to the house is in the warmest room in the house, so the furnace won’t go on until that room is cold. it’s already set at 70, blah. i am fearing taking a shower, because i’m gonna freeze to death, but i figured i should get started on my day. i already sorta cleaned up the kitchen, but i need to do some laundry, find my winter clothes, and then do some job stuff. i think i might go apply at brylin hospital again. for the 3rd time. now that i’ve actually graduated maybe they’ll give me a job. doubt it. but i don’t feel like driving down there today, so i’m not gonna :). of course i could go take pics of the psych center while i’m down there…hmmm…see where i can break and enter. nah, i’ll just stay home. adr will be by after work, parents should be home around 11pm.

 

omg the amount of scratches on my car is unbelievable. esp on the passenger side. i don’t know what you guys do getting into my car but holy crap. and these aren’t even surface scratches, i dunno wtf kind they are but they’re white…what is that, primer? when my dad sees them he’s gonna yell at me. but i don’t get it. i don’t know how i keep getting them i just do…my parents have cars for 10 years and don’t get scratches in them, i have mine for a year and have tons.

i went and did my errands. paid my credit card bill that i forgot about, got gas….don’t give into that whole discounted gas with purchase of a car wash thing, cuz they didn’t give me any damn discount. i still paid 1.55, not 1.45 as the sign says. arg. i called to renew my prescriptions since i have the new mail order drug thing…and i called temp agency. i could have had a job starting tomorrow. mail room clerk..sorting mail, entering simple things onto a computer, long term position. while she was explaining it to me i was thinking of what i should say because i didn’t want it. MAIL ROOM CLERK FOR CHRISTS SAKE I’M A COLLEGE GRADUATE! i’m not fucking sorting mail for 7$ an hour. but it started tomorrow, so i got to use the excuse of having another job where i need a weeks notice.

oh yeah i forgot to mention, i figured out what job i need to have. waitress at the harbor club at HSBC arena. you take people’s orders in the 200 level seats…i can walk up and down the stairs while watching the game taking orders on a palm pilot. but i figure you gotta know someone to get that job lol. a season of free games, how fantastic would that be. getting paid to be there for the games even better hehe

i’ve been getting myself slightly motivated to start a webdesign “company”…create a site for myself to advertise my services. and i’ve even thought about possibly “hiring” kristen at work to do graphic work for me, if it came to that. she’s a graphic designer, i’d pay her for what i’d need done…so i might work on that today…figure out what i’d need to put on the site and stuff. make up some dummy sites as examples of what i can do, that sort of thing. it’s just that i see what’s on the web and i see how much better i can do it. and i see that there is a need for really affordable web design, which i can provide. god 500$ a site would make my day, and “professionals” charge over 1000$ for simple sites. small businesses can’t afford that…so there’s my niche lol. i gotta get back to my flash lessons too, because that’ll make me more marketable i think.

trying to work out some plans to go see danielle in november. gotta see if nate will go with me. that’s the only way my mom is going to let me drive out there – oddly enough. it’s cuz nate could drive my car, no one else can. the first 2 weekends in nov are good for her, so gonna see what’s up on this end since nate claims he won’t be working in november.

oh and for what seems like no reason, but there is one, i’m gonna say this again. i have really amazing friends.

 

ha guess who signed a 2 year deal with the sabres 🙂 BOUT FRIGGEN TIME!

didn’t expect to hear from nate today, but he called a bit ago. he had to check in on…something. i guess the plan is to go see “red dragon” later in the week (assuming friday or sat night) with his friend andy, and adrienne. my feeling is that he should pay for adr’s ticket too, but i’m not gonna express that feeling LOL. nate’s whole “we’ll do something later on in the week” line should be patented. he’d make alot of money from it lol.

do i seem irritated again? cuz i’m really not this time. it’s hard to convey feelings in type, but oh well. i’m quite content at the moment. bored, but content. and sorta hungry even tho i actually ate dinner tonight.

 

canadian airing of the osbournes… so friggen funny *love being a border baby*…the bubbles quote is 2984294 times funnier when it’s unbleeped. now i wish i’d been taping the unedited ones all along, cuz it’d be great to have unbleeped ozzy wav files haha. and you can put on closed captioning and see what ozzy is actually saying. but yeah. hiiiiilllllaaaarious.

so in honor of the osbournes, the first edition of my to-be-daily haiku poem.

ozzy is so great
can’t use the remote control
no bubbles for him

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i am such a wimp, but i’m a happy wimp.

i slept back in my own bed last night cuz i didn’t feel like moving my clock into the spare room. haha. the shooting pains through my lower back were almost bad enough to make me get out of bed and switch rooms but i managed through the night. slept very good until the tornado outside at 4:30am, and the phone call at 6:50.

work was fine. it went surpisingly fast, and we were pretty steady most of the day. didn’t see any of the swingers yet hehe. i occupied myself by coloring the rotation sheet as always, but then i did the word puzzles in the paper. i was doing the crossword puzzle. they make me feel so stupid because i can never get any of the words. they really frustrate me beyond belief, to the point where i want to get violent. me and carolyn attempted to do them on the plane home from detroit, but was just too frustrating. i did really well on this one tho, surprised me. so it was good cuz i was able to keep doing it and not realize that it was already 4pm. i didn’t finish it tho. the crossword puzzle was next to the horoscopes. i’m not into the whole astrology thing, but my horoscope for today was just too freaky to ignore. so i wrote it down hehe: “your moodiness will cause your mate confusion. while you are so indecisive you should be less vocal. someone close to you maybe able to shed some light on what is happening to you.” scary. cuz it couldn’t be more true. it was like they spied on me yesterday before they wrote it haha.

i ordered my free dinner that i won to take home with me 2 seconds before nate called me at work, cuz he wanted to take me to dinner. lol. gave my food to larry lol..so nate was at my house waiting for me when i got home, and we went to Shogun the Japanese hibachi steak and sushi palace. they do the whole, chop things up and cook it on a grill in front of you thing. it was really cool. and i ate, and got full, and it was good. AND i had sushi. nate randomly ordered a sushi thing, called bonito. don’t know what it was, but i tried some of it with the wasabi (i called it the green playdoh, carolyn told me what it was), and it wasn’t all that bad. weird texture, weird flavor, but it wasn’t bad. i had hibachi steak for dinner. i didn’t die. i was adventurous. i had some japanese style whiskey sour. haha. i’m proud of myself.

came back here for a while, nate left at 9. i switched shifts with larry so now i work thursday night instead of wednesday night…and then saturday day, sunday night. gotta call the temp agency tomorrow, see if they have a job for my ass…clean the house up, fill out application for hsbc bank…shit i was gonna go get gas tonight while it was still 5 cents off. ug, oh well.

it’s freezing in here. i don’t know how to turn the heat on. i wish my parents would call back so i can ask them. they only left me 2 messages while nate and i were gone for a whole 2 hrs at dinner.

i’ve thought i was getting sick since last week. every now and then my throat starts to feel all icky and scratchy. i thought it was the AC at work or something. but it keeps getting irritated, and my ears have been getting plugged up. now i definitely think i’m getting sick. blah. i hate being sick.

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