i am such a wimp, but i’m a happy wimp.

i slept back in my own bed last night cuz i didn’t feel like moving my clock into the spare room. haha. the shooting pains through my lower back were almost bad enough to make me get out of bed and switch rooms but i managed through the night. slept very good until the tornado outside at 4:30am, and the phone call at 6:50.

work was fine. it went surpisingly fast, and we were pretty steady most of the day. didn’t see any of the swingers yet hehe. i occupied myself by coloring the rotation sheet as always, but then i did the word puzzles in the paper. i was doing the crossword puzzle. they make me feel so stupid because i can never get any of the words. they really frustrate me beyond belief, to the point where i want to get violent. me and carolyn attempted to do them on the plane home from detroit, but was just too frustrating. i did really well on this one tho, surprised me. so it was good cuz i was able to keep doing it and not realize that it was already 4pm. i didn’t finish it tho. the crossword puzzle was next to the horoscopes. i’m not into the whole astrology thing, but my horoscope for today was just too freaky to ignore. so i wrote it down hehe: “your moodiness will cause your mate confusion. while you are so indecisive you should be less vocal. someone close to you maybe able to shed some light on what is happening to you.” scary. cuz it couldn’t be more true. it was like they spied on me yesterday before they wrote it haha.

i ordered my free dinner that i won to take home with me 2 seconds before nate called me at work, cuz he wanted to take me to dinner. lol. gave my food to larry lol..so nate was at my house waiting for me when i got home, and we went to Shogun the Japanese hibachi steak and sushi palace. they do the whole, chop things up and cook it on a grill in front of you thing. it was really cool. and i ate, and got full, and it was good. AND i had sushi. nate randomly ordered a sushi thing, called bonito. don’t know what it was, but i tried some of it with the wasabi (i called it the green playdoh, carolyn told me what it was), and it wasn’t all that bad. weird texture, weird flavor, but it wasn’t bad. i had hibachi steak for dinner. i didn’t die. i was adventurous. i had some japanese style whiskey sour. haha. i’m proud of myself.

came back here for a while, nate left at 9. i switched shifts with larry so now i work thursday night instead of wednesday night…and then saturday day, sunday night. gotta call the temp agency tomorrow, see if they have a job for my ass…clean the house up, fill out application for hsbc bank…shit i was gonna go get gas tonight while it was still 5 cents off. ug, oh well.

it’s freezing in here. i don’t know how to turn the heat on. i wish my parents would call back so i can ask them. they only left me 2 messages while nate and i were gone for a whole 2 hrs at dinner.

i’ve thought i was getting sick since last week. every now and then my throat starts to feel all icky and scratchy. i thought it was the AC at work or something. but it keeps getting irritated, and my ears have been getting plugged up. now i definitely think i’m getting sick. blah. i hate being sick.