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odd dream before i woke up. that i got all gothed up and went downtown for no apparent reason. ended up parking near a bar called BombSmoke where there was a line of goth kids for some show. ended up running into emily and this girl angela from high school. walking around with them i got a text message from asking if i was at a nin show. i still hadn’t figured out who was playing at this bar. the bar was wicked cool, all roy lichtenstien-ed out. now i wanna open a bar like that haha. give the continental some compitition, as if i’d know what goes into running a goth bar.

then emily posted in her lj this morning for the first time in years. weird.

i’m looking to buy a new couch. a red one. found a cool one at fws yesterday. mom called early this morning to go to rosa’s cuz they have one too for less. then i want a big huge giant russian propaganda poster to go with it.

i should start my day then i guess…

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i dreamed of rainbows. a triple rainbow to be exact. only where the rainbows ended at the ground, they didn’t end, but became swirly as if they were made of ribbons. i kept trying to take pictures of the rare triple ribbon looking rainbow but things kept being in the way. a factory was in the way. then the backs of other people’s heads.

(Whatever the action may have been, if the main feature of your dream was a rainbow, it predicts the end of all your troubles followed by great happiness.) (If you dreamed of a busy factory, you will succeed after a hard struggle.)

i dreamed of a fence with large holes cut into it. door sized holes in places, more jagged but window shapped holes in others.

(An obstacle dream signifying difficulties ahead the interpretation depends on the results of the dream action.) (and to observe holes made by others indicates easier times ahead.) …..tho i was thinking more like DEfences, personal walls, holes in my defenses, defenses falling down….

a week or so ago i dreamed of psycho katie. it was a bit frightening really.

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after christmas i’m going to get acupuncture. because i cant take this anymore.

i dreamed i was trying to wood burn using a blow torch and i set flammable materials like paint on fire because the blow torch wouldn’t go out and there was all kind of cans of paint and varnish and chemicals near where i was working on this wood thing. big big fire i burned something down.

and i dreamed of fishing, but i was a kid, and i caught these 2 ugly yellow fishes, and then this person who was my dad caught this gigantic stripped fish thing. and then the tide suddenly went out and it was all beach and my dads idiot savant friend tim showed up.

and i was in some new version of the matrix, but it was like a video game. i had to fight all these other people before fighting the guy at the end – keanu. then keanu was in love with some samauri guy – yeah he was gay.

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i dreamed i was climbing mount everest. after climbing a long time i turned around for the first time and saw the most amazing view possible. vivid bright blue lake, with intense green trees surrounding it, perfect sky. just the perfect stereotypical view off a mountain. it was after seeing the view that i realized that i was climbing mount everest. i remembered i had a disposable camera with me and took a few pictures. but i only had 3 or 4 left so i thought i should save a few for later in the climb.

 

jerry is coming over tomorrow afternoon. i will try not to cry at him while he is here. probably won’t be doing any exploring because of time. but that is a-ok.

 

i had a very long dream about nate this morning. he had come home. i ran into him in a JC Pennys type department store, but it wasn’t a surprise. it was if i was supposed to meet him there. he was wearing all white. he looked good. we didn’t really say much, walked around the department store and cashed out at a register. it seemed like everyone knew him, or that all the girls wanted to know him. and i was getting really jealous, because i almost assumed that because he had sought me out that meant he wanted to get back together with me. the cashier was complimenting a snow globe he was holding. it was a snow globe that i had purchased on my way to the store, when i had gone through a restored central terminal, and inside the globe was the bronze buffalo from the building. i gave the girl dirty looks and said it was MY snow globe and that I had bought it, not him. and she just ignored me as if i wasn’t there talking. then we were in some kind of strange house, trying to get somewhere where we could sit and talk about niger. i left him somewhere to go use the phone so i could text lei that i was with nate. when you used a payphone it was like a vending machine, and it gave you a disposable single use cell phone (and you could also get a disposable single use gameboy). i went back to find nate and almost asked him if he had seen the new phone vending machines, forgetting that he has been in the middle of the “dark continent” for 2 years and has no idea what has gone on in the rest of the world.

not the best way to wake up today. thanks.

also massive headache.

the cat has a new routine in the morning. it’s to come sit on my head. with its face either in my neck, or in my ear purring into it. i imagine it’s quite cute but no one is ever here to see it.

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it’s starting again…the u2ness…i’m fighting the urge to post a bunch of lines from u2’s spin magazine article. no guarantees tho…

carrie said last week my aunt darleen had a dream about her aunt who died last year. in the dream the aunt came over and kept asking her if she was ready to go with her, that she was supposed to go with her. darleen told the aunt fine, but she wanted to shower first. so the aunt waited while darleen showered, but darleen was taking too long so the aunt came back in the room to ask if she was ready to go yet, because she had to go with her…

i had a dream about dubya getting drunk with dick cheyney in target while jeb bush sang showtunes.

and a dream about doing urbex on the set of the price is right.

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dream: everyone in america had to go to iraq to see what it was like to actually live there and be in a war. it was beyond scary. i guess i was in the army (assuming so just cuz i was wearing camo) and we had to shoot at airplanes with these big machine guns, but we weren’t suppose to hit the planes. just shoot at them and purposely miss, just to scare them i guess. all around us was getting hit by shells and all you could hear was the rat tat tating of machine guns. scary scary scary.

 

if i had the opportunity to get to know the members of u2, mr the edge would be my soul mate. i think we’d get along marvelous.

“Edge was just up all night, as he usually is anyway, on the Internet, pulling down some weird shit. The book follows the record, in that it starts out with fear and ends with faith. So in the fear half, Edge has got all kinds of information on how to tie up a prisoner in your own home, the art of the samurai sword, how to build your own bomb shelter. He’s researched all kinds of phobias. Then when we get into the faithful half, he’s found other things on trust.”

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i had another dream about being in asbury park. i don’t get it haha. this time…we kept saying we were going to the palace but the whole time we were at the casino. it was set up differently, with the carousel house on the right instead of in front. there was a crowd outside the building because the carousel house was on fire. the back part of the casino was open and we were sticking our heads in to finally see inside. we could see the smoke coming into that section of the building from the carousel house. then suddenly i guess the fire was out, because there was no more smoke, and we wanted to go inside. we started inside and someone said that only people volunteering to sweep the floors were allowed inside. i’m game! i guess the reason we were there in the first place was because there was going to be a clean up. russell was there, apparently he owned it. so we went inside to start sweeping the floors. it was all sand. getting distracted i started digging in the sand to find souvies to take, and there was all sorts of fun stuff buried there. in one corner, under a tree, i had found broken necks of guitars…then digging more, someone buried piano keyboards. we had to go someplace else so we covered the stuff with more sand to come back for it later. went somewhere else, and came back. dug around more, found a bunch of vinyl records… so i took a bruce springsteen one for leighanne, along with this thing that looked like a lighter, or my digi cam battery, that said bruce springsteen on it. then there was tons of mj stuff…vinyl records and books i had never seen before, and i used to have everything. i debated taking them to resell on my site, but passed them up. then i heard russell saying something about how it seems things are getting stolen from inside the building. do do do, not me, i didn’t take anything. then there was more about realizing we would need to find a hotel, cuz we didn’t want to miss the chance to see more of the inside, and kicking myself for deciding not to bring my camera to the building.

then last night i dreamed about the clintons. i was at some sort of political rally…i dont know if it was inaugeration for kerry, or the DNC, but some big political thing. big crowd, people all over. and i happened to be standing next to bill and hilary. there were cameras video taping them and someone had been joking with them about bill having sex in the white house. so they started laughing and joking around about it, and were having alot of fun. they were really cool nice fun people, and i was really impressed that they could joke around and laugh about that whole time period now.

and i dreamed i was driving somewhere, and got lost on the reservation. i think i was trying to go to someones house, but missed their street, and got more and more lost on the reservation. ended up driving into a lake in an SUV but not sinking, because i was scared to stop and ask any of the natives how to get to where i was going. i didn’t want them to shoot me. then i started to see natives that i worked with, so i was able to stop and ask them, but they didn’t really know so they tried drawing us a map that was really unhelpful.

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i’m getting sick. i have the sore throat from hell. make it stop. i can hardly swallow. all the cigar smoke blowing my face tonight didn’t help much either.

ctrc business tomorrow afternoon, then work again. dealing monday so hopefully i can get out lots early.

for anyone in the immediate viewing area who wants to come to movie night…be here, 8 ish wednesday. 2 full length movies, and one who knows how long film about the infamous ninj. and food and drink and friends and fun and all that. tony is no longer coming cuz his girlfriend cant come, and apparently he is no longer allowed to hang out with me without her. whatever.

 

gah my throat

had the most weird ass scary dream. i had gone to mexico with a bunch of people, possibly some sort of field trip. there was some big scary mexican gang working in the city we were in. for some reason, they kidnapped one of our group members. we didn’t know what to do to get her back, but we ended up coming up with this big elaborate plan to trick them into giving her up. it involved lots of secretive stuff…an apple IIe computer that had wireless internet, a library/store…we had somehow figured out they were going to be bringing her to this library/store, so we figured we could be in the library/store pretending to do some kind of work, and then when they get in, we had this big ambush plan. but it didn’t work right, of course. for some reason tons of other people joined us at the library/store and when the gang came with our friend, they saw the crowd, and they saw us inside, and they took off. so a few from our group took off after them, and chased them for a few blocks but then lost them. since we had done all this, we really pissed the gang off, and they killed our friend. so then all the rest of us were scared shitless that they were going to come after the rest of us. i was walking down some street on my way to the travel agent to book the next flight back to buffalo, and one of the gang members, a girl, came up to me. she asked if i had been talking shit about her, so i faked and pretended i was on the gang’s side of things, so she wouldn’t kill me. when i got to the travel agent’s all of my group was there also trying to get out of mexico asap. we couldn’t get back to buffalo but we could fly to cleveland, so we did, just to get away from the gang. we left all our luggage in the hotel because we were so scared to go back.

messed up.

i can’t swallow.

 

leighanne saw sex toy girl with no shirt on ROFLMAO

and either sex toy girl, the boyfriend, or both are moving out of their apartment. WHY CANT THE PPL UPSTAIRS MOVE!!! at least sextoy girl was entertaining.

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got out of work early, which was nice. for a few minutes i thought i was gonna get stuck past 5, but instead i got out at 20 to 4 haha. dealing tomorrow night.

i guess i don’t have anything else to say.

omg i forgot the funniest part of thursday night. danielle was telling us how her friend burned her a cd and said it was new dave navarro videos. so danielle put it in the comp to watch it. and it turned out to be tommy lee and pam anderson’s home video porn. so danielle says “when i realized it wasn’t kinky stuff i stopped watching” ROFLMAO

 

not happy today. not lame anymore. slept til 3:30 cuz i had nothing better to do with my time.

 

so i’ve sorta let my dream site go stagnant..hasn’t been updated in ages despite all the dream i have. so i decided i’d go look up major symbols that have stuck in my head from recent dreams…or the symbols closest to what i dreamed…

Fry- A dream of frying anything indicates unhappiness in love, unless you burned it, in which case you will soon be consoled.

Bacon- Cooking bacon in your dream augurs a surprise, or gift, which will please you very much.

Bed – your own bed promises security

Hair – A dream of combing (or brushing) your hair signifies a solution to an annoying situation which has been plaguing you for some time. To cut your own hair, or have it cut, is a sign of success in a new venture or sphere of activity. Curling or setting your hair pertains to emotional affairs and promises either an improvement in your marital relations or a new romance

Ice – To slip, slide, or fall on ice indicates coming difficulties

Spider – Spiders in a dream are a sign of general good luck; to kill one signifies good news; if it was spinning it augurs approaching money; climbing a wall it’s a harbinger of success in all that concerns you most deeply

i can’t find anything on ferris wheels…that’s all i remember.

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so amy came down from rochester this afternoon. i had taken a shower while she was en route, and then the shower wouldn’t turn off. so when she got here, we had to sit around and wait for the land lord to show up. kinda felt bad we just sat there and watched tv and stuff. once the shower was fixed, and the closet door was fixed, we headed out to dinner. ended up at buca’s, and besty, another geneseo-ite, met us there with her boyfriend. had lots of food, had a giant piece of chocolate cake, and then came back here where we commensed tv watching again. but it was really fun, good to see her again and chat and everything. too bad danielle wasn’t around too. amy was going to stay the night, but then decided not to. so after she left i went to the grocery store, and of course the minute i leave the house it starts sleeting haha.

i always find it interesting to see who else goes grocery shopping at 1am lol.

came back here and updated digital undertow with the road trip photos. tomorrow i gotta fix my resume to send to russell, i keep procrastinating it. blah.

 

lots and lots of trent dreams all night. firstly that the new record will come out in april. that trent will die of cancer. that i was going on a tour of his house. and the big dream…i was in whatever town trent lived in (cuz it wasn’t new orleans) and walking by his property. he had a big huge piece of land that was all fenced off. there were streams and ponds and all sorts of stuff on his property. i was hoping that he’d somehow see me walking by and be enchanted by me and all this. apparently he was, and he sent some employee of his to come get me. when they found me i had already crawled through a hole in the fence and i was hiding by one of the ponds. the person took me and this black girl that was with me, to this dark shed type structure. we had to wait there to be crucified. apparently everyone who trent let in his life had to be crucified, to prove their loyalty or something. so first, the guy started to crucify the black girl. once that was done, he came to me and hammered the nails into my hands. apparently trent had special powers, because after we were crucified, he came to see us and take us down off the crosses, and he’d heal us and we wouldn’t die. but he didn’t want the black girl, so he ignored her, and he just came to me. he took the nails out, and held me and told me he loved me.

isn’t that lovely.

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