dream: for some unknown reason i was watching a tv special featuring 50cent. i can’t remember what songs he was playing, but i thought, these aren’t so bad. (tho i don’t remember the songs, i do know that they were not his own songs in real life). then he started a song and i thought, this sounds like “discipline”, and turns out it was…and trent was singing it as a special guest on 50cent’s special. he was playing a piano while singing, and doing like flips on it. very flamboyant like jerry lee lewis. i called adr2 because she never gets my text messages, and she actually answered. she didn’t say anything right away though and i could hear discipline through the phone so i knew she already had it on.
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dream: i was at a u2 show, and there was a part of the show where bono would come up on stage on a bed from below, like he was madonna or someone. and he would always bring a girl on stage (i forget the song, it may not have even been a u2 song at first, but then it turned into “angels of harlem”). so somehow i ended up wandering around back stage and told cassie i was going to go down below to try to get pulled on stage during that part, and voila bono brought me on stage. so i got to dance with bono and then back in the crowd. but then i ended up getting pulled back on stage with the full band, and i got to meet them all and it was awesome.
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was at a nin show. on the floor but it was all seats, and at first amira was sitting next to me, but later that became sarah. adr2 and bliss were down the row a bit. it was a very strange show. only remember bits and pieces of it. the band kept changing, first i don’t know who was on stage, but then it changed and robin took over on guitar, and the other members changed too. then they started playing mr self destruct with all these “guests” on stage….like ali returned to do vocals on the song, but i was thinking the stage wasn’t set up the way it should be if ali was there for that song, with him actually up front on guitar and playing. and then trent wasn’t even there anymore, ali was just going to sing. then 2 girls who were on the large side, both wearing matching red and white striped shirts were on stage to sing. then the band changed again and robin was leaving, it was supposed to be the WT version of the band taking over but i really didn’t see it as being aaron and twiggy i was just sad robin was leaving. and this whole time everyone is sitting in the seats, and i’m like why aren’t we all rocking out, but the songs were all so weird and not right. then a video was playing and none of the band was on stage, and it made no sense and i asked sarah if this was supposed to be some lame showcase of fan made videos, and she didn’t know. then it seemed to be a giant ad for something, but it was weird and i thought maybe it was somehow related to year zero. then it showed a girl in a car and the light outside the car was all really bright, so we expected “the presence” to show up. the end.
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cassie and i and someone else were depressed and mad at trent reznor for some reason, and this other person (a guy) decided we were going to blow up trent’s apartment. so we got in somehow, and he set up bombs in trent’s wine cellar. the bombs were set up through the corks of each bottle. everything was set up and the timer was set, when cassie found some sort of information that said we shouldn’t be mad at trent and we decided to call off the bombing. we ran into the cellar to get the guy to shut the bomb off, which he was trying to do but it wasn’t working. the way the bombs were in the corks it caused the bottles to spray out wine as the countdown got closer to 0, so we’re running around the cellar trying to get the bombs to turn off, getting covered in wine as if it was coming out of a sprinkler system. he couldn’t get the bombs off and they exploded. it didn’t ruin the place tho, we ended up in the living room because we were stuck inside, no way out. we were stuck, and the cops were going to come and we were going to get caught, so we figured might as well drink…cuz trent’s apartment was apparently set up like a liquor store with racks of all kinds of booze, so we decided to drink some from every bottle of rum there was. we tried to figure out ways to escape the apartment, but i didn’t think the windows opened, plus it was a long drop to the ground. looking out the window we saw someone escaping out a window across the street, i thought at first that it was mark zuckerberg, but it was michael cera. then we saw 4 other people escaping out windows, and down poles and gutters. cassie figured out the window did open, but it was still a big drop down. then magically there was a ladder onto a fire escape, except that once you opened the window and went on the fire escape, it automatically called 911. we decided to go anyway, and started running to escape from the cops. ended up in a parking ramp, where either we had a car already or we were going to steal one. but we had to pay for parking first, only problem was we had never gotten a ticket so we didn’t know how much. then i saw a sign that said to pay whatever you wanted, $2, $4, $6, so i paid 2 in the machine, but then we couldn’t find the car cuz we were on level 3 but the car was supposed to be on level 19 (something about leaving the car on the top level because that’s how we got into trent’s apt). the end.
woke up from it at 5am and had to txt cassie about it right away before i forgot it.
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dream: i was at a nkotb show with angela and melissa from work. it was at a place similar to molson amphitheatre, we were hanging out in a line outside. the guys were going to do a surprise meet and greet for the entire crowd. i realized i had nothing for them to sign, and ang gave me a wet chunk of cement they could write their names on. so i was carrying it around for awhile (she had one too) but then it was gone and i was looking around for a scrap paper and found a drawing of dinosaurs to use. i got up on the stage where they were sitting to do the meet and greet, and it was windy and after the first guy signed it (dunno which guy) it blew away and i was mad.
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dream: that i was snorting spaghetti up my nose. you know, like “silly human tricks” on david letterman, or i think it was on Jackass at some point. in the nose and out the mouth.
then i was at a concert with danielle and anna, and my mom…we got there very late, and bruno mars was playing (laaaaaaaaaaaaaame!!!) only had to listen to one song, then we were sitting there when i realized that whatever tour this was, i was pretty sure it included Train, and i was panicking that i would have to suffer through seeing Train and i was thinking about leaving. so we were trying to find out what 4 bands were on this tour, and Train was, but thankfully they were not the headliner and we had missed them.
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dream: was at a nin show, my last one (tho not in chicago like real life), and trent was closing with “The fragile”….except that half way through the song he just decided that was enough, and stopped got up, and walked off the stage. from my vantage point i could see him go back stage, knock on a door, and then walk away. and i was really upset, on the verge of tears, that he didn’t finish the song. adr2 and cassie were with me, and we were all like wtf, why didn’t he finish the song. no one threw anything at him like when he walked off during “hurt” in 06, and there was no obvious reason as to why he stopped. this upset me so so very much, because it was my last show, and the closing song, and it couldn’t have been any more appropriate than to be “the fragile”. days later, i was still upset about it, so much so that i told them i was going to have to join twitter, because it was the only way to get trent’s attention to ask him why he didn’t finish the song, and to let him know how mad i was about it.
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dream: nine inch nails had performed on the daily show years ago, it was to introduce twiggy as bass player to the world, but robin was still in the band too. don’t know which song they played but by the end of it they were covered in soap suds and robin looked really cute. then jon stewart comes out to remind the world they have a cd out…a cd titled “we just got engaged” by phil collins and nine inch nails….which was actually part of one of the nin hotline’s april fools day pranks (tho not in real life, who would ever believe nin plus phil collins LOL).
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dream: the end of the world was coming, in the form of a giant hurricane that was going to last a month and cause all kind of flooding. people were trying to prepare for it (this was all cuz i’m reading Lucifer’s Hammer before bed ha). i still had to go to work the night before the imminent landfall of the hurricane. i debating calling in because 1. most people would be calling in and 2. no one was going to be there playing since we were all about to die. then i realized, no, people will be there because they are degenerates. then i was in some sort of camp in the woods with people from work, still waiting for this hurricane. there was also a subway (train, not the sandwich shop) in the woods, that we kept taking to no where really, for no real reason. i realized that this hurricane was going to cause all this rain and floods yet no one had made the obvious connection to the bible and noah’s ark. then i suddenly had an ipad and was trying to use it to show meredith my photos of Jackson Sanitarium, (because apparently we were in/near Dansville and the “castle on the hill” came up in conversation), and it was a giant piece of crap. it was nearly impossible to type on it without making a mistake, and then the auto correct would suggest the most retarded words that were no where near ever correct. it was clunky and difficult to hold on to, and just very frustrating to use. then i guess i was back at work again, looking out the hotel doors to see how bad the hurricane was, and it was hurricane-ing snow. i thought that was weird, but hey it was the end of the world, anything can happen.
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more school dreams: i had to write a 10 page paper on the accomplishments of women in american history for mr zayatz (who was actually my 12th grade english teacher). i forgot about it until sunday night, when it was due on a monday. i didn’t even know what the paper was supposed to be about. i tried calling people to find out what it was about, and ended up trying to get into the school to get my stuff out of my locker. then i tried to write the paper and couldn’t think of any important women, and looking in my text book i was having a hard time. then i was in school still trying to write it, i only had one page, but everyone else was having trouble too cuz our textbook was pretty terrible.