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yesterday: work was so friggen slow. there were no customers, i was bored to death. i left at 10, was supposed to leave at 9:30 but mgr never came and told me to leave so i didn’t haha.

today: for some reason i set my alarm for a half hour later than i normally get up for work when i work at 10:30…i looked at the clock while i was finishing doing my hair, and it said 10:07…and it takes me 20 min to get to work… yeah. flew out the door, grabbed breakfast to take with me, went 75 mph, but was stuck in construction traffic otherwise i would have been ontime. i was only like 3 minutes late, so i didn’t bother to call or anything. but then i felt all weird, cuz the restaurant opened early for the MDA “Lock up” fund raiser, so when i walked in we were already open, and the bar tender was like “nice of you to show up”….so i was like um was i supposed to be here early? i wasn’t, but if i had been i wouldn’t have known since i was supposed to work tonight but switched.

anyway, there were still no customers today. lots of the MDA fundraiser people, but only a handful of customers. so allstar and i worked on the Jumble in the news paper for over an hour. it was so frustrating, neither one of us could get them. finally i got the last 3 in a matter of minutes. haha. the whole change in music thing is already good and bad…bad=lots more elvis, good=puddle of mudd’s “she fucking hates me” and the Larry-getting-it-on-with-a-mermaid-video aka U2’s “electrical storm”… it came on and i didn’t think anything of it, then i was like WAIT! THIS NEVER WAS PLAYED HERE BEFORE! i was all excited. oh yeah, another bad=avril lavigne lol.

nate stopped by my house today while i was at work. wasn’t that nice of him. figures i wasn’t here. my mom called me at work to tell me LOL. apparently he was going from the falls back to the office in amherst, so my house is sorta on the way. but wow, he was thoughtful. SHOCK a boy was thoughtful. we’re going out tonight, dunno what we’re doing though. should be hearing from him soon (well in the next 2 hours).

looks like i didn’t get a casino job. or at least a dealer job. i keep hearing about people who’ve already started training…i’m still gonna call friday if i don’t hear anything by then. and i hate how all these people my mom knows keep telling her they’ll get me a job (mostly at banks) and they send me the applications to fill out, i send them back, and don’t get a job…don’t tell her you’ll hire me and then don’t. it sucks. thanks.

 

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGG nate’s fucking going away AGAIN. leaving tomorrow til friday for dunkirk with work, home for the weekend, then back to dunkirk for the ENTIRE FUCKING WEEK. jesus fucking christ. it’s bad enough this time is going WAY TOO FUCKING FAST, he has to be GONE all the fucking time. next week is his last week at the job, so he’s trying to get out of it so he can at least come home thursday night for halloween. if he can get out of it, i have to drive down on thursday and pick him up cuz he’ll have no other way to come home. he’ll have all of november off, he’s taking a chunk of days to say good bye to his grandma down in NJ, and swing up to see other family in NYC and Mass….and then going to indiana with me to see danielle, and then he’s fucking leaving. arg. this is so not cool. all i know is he is spending every single day this weekend with me. no fucking football on sunday for him, tough shit. not unless he’s watching it with me 😛

anyway. he came over around 6:30, chilled here for a bit, went to the mall to find his brother a birthday gift. he found a gift but wanted to get it somewhere cheaper – like comp usa, or toys r us, or best buy. no one had it til best buy, and it ended up being the same price lol. then we came back here and watched the rest of the sabres game, then he left to go pack and go to bed for his trip.

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hmm how pissed off am i?!?!?! adrienne and i drove down to the psych center. it’s a beautiful day. there were other people milling around, taking pictures of the building, but no one knew how to get inside…there were no signs, no open doors. we walked around the entire building, no sign of life. finally went into the modern hospital and asked them… oh it was only on saturday that it was open. BUT IT SAID SUNDAY 10-2! yeah we know, but it was only yesterday. ARRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!!!!! I’m NEVER gonna fucking get inside that building. walking around i scoped out places to break in, but didn’t find a really good place. i might contact the girl who’s been inside and ask to go with her the next time she’s planning on going. it’d be weird to go by myself – even with friends – having never been inside before. i’m writing the hospital a mean letter.

so now…nothing to do the rest of the day. so disappointed. still have a whole role, minus the picture of nate, of black and white film to use now. ug.

 

i just downloaded 2 hours of rap songs onto my computer. the cd is gonna have to be a double album. haha i keep thinking of more songs i used to like. hehe

some of the lyrics to these songs are HYSTERICAL. i never paid much attention before, but omg. hilarious. So here is the tracklisting for my cds

Awww Yeeeaah Volume 1 Yo!
1. Dr Dre – keep their heads ringin *i see you bobbin your head, but you can’t see me*
2. 2Pac & Dr Dre – California Love *quite possibly my fav rap song ever, along with Regulators*
3. Warren G & Nate Dogg – Regulators
4. Snoop Doggy Dogg – What’s My Name *used to own this single*
5. Eminem – Lose Yourself *obsessed*
6. Coolio – Fantastic Voyage
7. Bone Thugs N Harmony – Crossroads
8. House of Pain – Jump Around
9. Snoop – Gin & Juice
10. Ice Cube – It was a good day
11. Dr Dre – Nuttin but a G thang
12. Naughty by Nature – OPP
13. Notorious BIG – hypnotize
14. Blackstreet – No Diggity *still own this single*
15. LL Cool J – Hey Lover *used to own this as well*

Awww Yeeeah Volume 2 Yo!
1. Eminem & Dr Dre – Guilty Conscience
2. Dr Dre – Let me ride
3. Coolio – 1,2,3,4
4. Coolio – Gangsta Paradise
5. Fugees – Ready Or Not *throwback from my 10th grade WBLK obsession*
6. Ice Cube – Check yo self *HILARIOUS*
7. Dr Dre – Fuck wit Dre Day
8. LL Cool J – Mama said knock you out
9. Naughty By Nature – Hip Hop Hooray *reszel middle school dance staple*
10. Dr Dre – Forgot about Dre
11. Onyx – Slam *you hear that new rap song, by Oinks?*
12. Snoop – Murder was the case
13. 2pac – How Do You Want It
14. Wreckz n Effect – rumpshaker
15. Vanilla Ice – Ninja Rap 🙂

 

nate called. SHOCKED AS HELL. was NOT expecting to hear from him til tomorrow at the earliest. he was somewhere between Erie and home. it sounds like they had a really good, drunken, time in DC. it was more than just him and his friend who went down…ended up being 5 of them total. total guys weekend, etc. so i’m glad they had fun. he said he spent like 100$ and most of it was on alcohol lol. we’re gonna do something tuesday, since i work tomorrow night. i told him to come in to work and say hi to everyone tho, so we’ll see.

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there, new layout. shirley manson. yeah. obviously, the floating frames didn’t frustrate me totally. i might have finally figured them out. hahaha.

i have to work tomorrow night now, 4 to close. more hours for me. michelle called me, cuz they told her i wanted hours so i guess my note worked. something about how her and her boyfriend were going to go out tonight for sweetest (or is it sweetess) day, but he got called in so now they need to go out tomorrow night blah blah blah. yeah…sweetest/ess day…whatever. everyone is making a really big deal out of it. i had no idea it really existed. LOL. the retail girls kept telling me about it, and how they bought their boyfriends such and such gift, and how they better at least get a card. i was like um…yeah…i’m sure nate’s never heard of the “holiday”. hahah now he’s just in DC so he’s got an excuse – not like i was expecting anything to begin with.

ok bed time i guess.

 

new orgy material leaked onto the net. at LEAST 3 songs…i have names for 3 songs, but i think there are more. can i find any? nope. they’re called “beautiful disgrace”, “oblivious” and “the one”…there are no good orgy sites anymore. the only confirmation i got that songs actually were leaked is from d1music, who scheduled a chat with jay last night to talk about it. gah. need.new.orgy.material.!

freezing. need to write an mps post today (i got roped in again). need to go to work. need to eat.

OMG found the orgy songs! gah love the internet. found “the one” OMG it rocks so hard. SO EXCITING!!!!!! it’s sorta different, like they said, not as much electronics, harder…gah this is great!

 

mom was telling me about this Doors Open Niagara free tour of buildings thing that’s going on this weekend. she said i could go with nate or adrienne, and i’m like ok we’re young we don’t really give a shit about buildings…that was until she said the Buffalo Psych Center was one of the buildings. I screamed LOL. i was like AHHHHHH I’M SO GOING! lol. HOPEFULLY you go inside and it’s not a friggen tour of the grounds. i’ve walked around the grounds before. the point of this thing is to go INSIDE buildings… i’m so there. now i don’t have to break in.

 

*hides*i really like the new eminem song from 8 mile*unhides*

i think it’s funny most people in the country won’t get what “8 mile” means, but i do lol.

work was fine, sorta busy, but not too bad. there was 2 of us on tonight, had a good time. interesting conversations, mostly about sex LOL i reek of cigarette smoke worse than normal. there are good new changes coming to hard rock. eric won’t be able to bitch as much when he comes in about the music. they’re changing it and taking out most/all of the teenie bopper pop bands from rotation. no more backstreet boys, nsync, britney, christina etc…the only pop music they’ll play are things in the top 40, and as soon as they fall out of the top 40 they’re out of rotation. however shakira is still getting played 10 times a day…hopefully that’ll be gone soon. more classic rock is going to be added i guess. hopefully they’ll add some more korn and stuff. they play 4 linkin park videos but only 1 NIN and 1 Korn vid…?!?

that’s all for now. psych center tomorrow! the film is gonna cost me an arm and a leg to develop. oh christ they better let me take pictures.

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while the probability of nate getting shot by the sniper in DC is still very very low, it’s really freaking me out. i talked to fishy in baltimore about it last night, to see if she was scared, and she is. i guess she’s like 20 min away from where some of the shootings were. and the whole thing to me makes no sense…why would anyone do this?!?! ug. fucking psycho people. something else that is really scary, is that the sniper is KILLING people with ONE SHOT. i mean, this person must be hella good with a gun. i shot a gun when i was probably 11ish…i couldn’t hit a paint can 50 feet away. and it was a small hand gun, not alot of kickback, but enough for me to not be able to hit a target. if i was aiming at a person i’d probably graze their arm lol. the good thing is my friend said the sniper takes the weekends off, and has yet to shoot anyone between friday and sunday since they started. but then ty pointed out he has to make up for lost time the last few days :P. ug. can i just go in a coma until sunday night? so then i don’t have to worry or find anything to do with my time LOL. i’m going to be compulsively checking the news until sunday night.

right so yeah, talking to fishy i realized i have this weekend off too, and could have asked nate if i could tag along on their trip. they could have dropped me off to spend the weekend with her. but there was no way i was going to even ask if i could tag along. i’d feel too weird, and stuff. but then i was pissed i had even thought of the idea, cuz then i really wanted to do it. so now me and fishy are gonna plan a weekend to get together. probably early next year, cuz i had another brilliant idea hehe. we’re going to try to work it out so she can drive up here, get me, and then we can go to cleveland to see the U2 exhibit at the r&r hall of fame. of course there is no opening date, so we can’t plan anything yet…

i forgot to mention, there was another fire on my way home from work yesterday. big cloud of purple/black smoke. it looked like it was down on river road, but there was no way i was going to wait in the construction traffic in rush hour, so i took the long way home and never found where the fire was. plus, they put it out while i was still in the car, cuz the smoke stopped. since i stopped at the grocery store i missed the beginning of the local news to see if they mentioned it, so dunno what happened.

i work monday, tuesday, thursday again next week. i close monday, was supposed to close tuesday but switched for day, and day thursday. i wanted to switch monday so i could see nate monday night, but the day shift girl only can work days…plus i already know nate will be too tired to hang out monday, so it’s ok. but i switched tuesday so i can see him tuesday night. and next weekend off again…it’s really nice having weekends off…. IF I EVER HAD ANYTHING TO DO lol. it’s too bad we can’t go down to indiana this month…nate probably can’t take anymore days off work to go next weekend. oh well. something will get worked out. i should see how much a plane costs down there. maybe there are some deals that will be cheaper than the gas spent, and hotel for one night…

 

i’m addicted to a new computer game – bejeweled….it’s dangerous. it’s my new snood.

besides playing that, i’m working on a new design. no time table for when it’ll be up because it’s more complicated than my more recent ones. trying out floating frames again…once i get frustrated enough i’ll probably ditch this design lol. but we’ll see. i like how it’s going to turn out, if i can get the floating frames right.

we were watching the news during dinner, about the haunted harbor in wilson and mom asked me why nate isn’t involved in any local theatre groups. so i was like, “he was only involved in theatre for the girls – since he’d be one of the only straight guys there”…my mom is like, “he’s not promiscuous is he?” LOL…what do i say to that? i was like *shrug* lol she said something about how she hopes he’s not, since he’s going to africa or something. i finally thought of something to say, and was like “i didn’t say he GOT any of the theatre girls” lol. it was just sorta weird. i don’t really want to talk about my boyfriend’s past/present sex life with my parents, thanks.

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the day is over, time for bed.

nate and i ended up renting panic room. went to denny’s since he was hungry, came back here to watch it. it was kinda funny – gave my parents the ultimatum “we rented a movie…so either you can go upstairs, or we can go upstairs”….my mom was like “too bad your room is a pigsty or you could watch it upstairs.” and she actually suggested i go clean it, so we could use my vcr…dad was having none of that “you guys should watch it down here, since we’ll be going to bed soon and you’d just have to come down here anyway” hahaha.

panic room was good. something about jodie foster bugs me though…no matter what role she’s playing, just something about her bugs me. jared leto – corn rows – bad idea. good movie tho, exciting and stuff. i already knew it wasn’t going to be what i expected when i first heard about it, so i wasn’t really surprised when it turned out to be not scary.

the highlight of the night came before watching panic room tho….i got to see nate’s movie hehe. it was so fantastically bad LOL. full of one liner jokes, and bad puns, really excellent special effects haha…it was super. definitely an oscar contender. haha

turns out he is going to dc friday – sunday. i told him he’s not allowed to gas up the car anywhere near dc, especially when white vans are around 😛 probably won’t see him tomorrow, tho i told him i’d be here watching the sabres game if he was interested in being lazy and tired and joining me. but i doubt it. since i’ll have nothing else to do with my time now this weekend, i’m going to volunteer myself out at work. a weekend hasn’t gone by where they didn’t call me in, so i figure i’ll tell them to make me first choice lol. speaking of work, mike and kristen were in a picture of the line for casino jobs in the paper today. i saw it at nate’s house – couldn’t miss kristen’s bright orange sweater lol. so we cut it out and he wrote a note on it for me to give them.

ok so yeah, bedtime.

oh wait. something i don’t get. i don’t get how fox, wb and upn all bought the rights to the same sitcoms…and then theres tnn (or is it tnt) too…you can watch seinfeld practically all day long if you work it right lol…same with the simpsons. between fox, wb and cfto you can watch at least 2 hrs of the simpsons a day. and now will and grace is on fox at 10:30 and wb at some other time…i thought only 1 channel was allowed to buy a show’s reruns…

 

work was long and boring. i felt like i was there forever. i was so hungry i was craving salt n vinegar chips and baked potatos…so i had to stop at the grocery store on the way home to get chips, had a baked potato at dinner…all good now haha.

i really have nothing to say. so yeah. bye.

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a little something i wrote about the rainbow mall experience today. i was writing it on the back of last week’s paystub and ran out of room, so it’s only about a half hours worth of thoughts. i got there at 11, left at 2.

the unemployed of WNY…

I’m sitting in a dark corner of an abandoned mall trying to read. It’s the kind of light that would make your mother say “turn a light on or you’ll go blind”

There are handfuls of people like me – educated recent grads.
There are the worn out bleach blond women – probably hoping to meet a sugar daddy if they get hired.
There is the guy sitting “next” to me – cross legged lotus positon – humming – as if he’s meditating – he has a mullet.
There are alot of mullets here. Even high class suit wearing mullets. How can I not get hired?

Three women chose to stand directly in front of me. The one keeps coughing on me.
My ass is numb. What I wouldn’t give to sit in a chair.

Coughing lady gave in and sat down. She said “I don’t know how you’re reading in this light.” She just opened her book.

Well it has begun – we all have numbers, yet everyone herded to get in line. They’re starting with 08. I’m 179….
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That’s all i was able to write down. I ended up sitting on the other side of the mall, against the old esprit store windows. A canadian man befriended me. He works at casino niagara right now. Apparently alot of CN employees are coming to apply at Seneca. I asked him why, he said the money….24$ an hour canadian or 24$ an hour american…which would you choose? lol. he started as a dealer at CN and was promoted to supervisor, which was what he was applying for here. He said dealers make 24$. I ended up seeing some ex-Mc-co-workers there, and the girl said they’ve already started calling people for jobs. A friend of hers got a dealer job after going yesterday, starts at 40k….TO DEAL BLACKJACK! see THIS is why i want the job lol.

so anyway. went through the screening thing. 5 questions about customer service, and exjobs etc. the usual bullshit. the table training is unpaid, but also free…8 weeks long, and they have 3 times a day that they do the class (4 hours a day i guess), so I’d still have to work at hard rock or some place else until the casino opens…you know, if i get the job lol. I REALLY WANT THE JOB THO. you don’t understand how badly i want to be a casino dealer at this moment lol.

i had to pee so bad when i left, and was going to go to hard rock to use the bathroom and get some food real quick, but decided against it. should have, since river road is all being constructed upon and i’m always waiting in traffic there. i think they might be near completion tho, because now they’re repaving it. it was so weird, since it was raining, the newly paved parts were creating so much steam you could barely see anything.

and again, i’m sorta psychic. i was thinking nate probably called while i was gone, and i was going to be really pissed if he was calling to cancel plans tonight….well he did call, but not to cancel. he’s going to come here after work instead of going home, but before he gets here has to go get his car battery replaced. so his eta for tonight is around 7 apparently. i’m going to assume he’ll be hungry so i guess that decides what we’re gonna end up doing later lol.

trying to make plans to see danielle in november one weekend, but it’s all screwed up. mom is only going to let me go if nate goes (i guess she’ll sacrifice the whole us together alone in a room thing, for me not driving all that way by myself), and dunno if things are gonna work out because of his desire to take the first week in nov to visit college friends, and both of our job situations. he might not be leaving his job in 2 weeks, depends how much money he has by then…who knows where the next few weeks will bring me as far as jobs go…then i thought i had figured out that the 3rd weekend was good, could leave thursday night – drive halfway, and have most of friday, all of saturday at danielle’s, leave sunday morning. but i forgot adr and i have sabres tickets for the 15th….so nowwww….possibly thinking about going to the sabres game, leaving afterwards at like 11:30/midnight-ish…driving til about to drop dead, sleep a bit, drive the rest of the way. that would give most of saturday, all of sunday, and then leave monday…blah i just want it all to work out.

i can deal blackjack
casino please hire me
i’m a good worker

what do you think it means if you dream about a butterfly biting you? lol

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work was really slow despite the insane amounts of people who descended upon the rainbow center to apply at the casino. i didn’t go today, because i left at 4:30 and was told it was a 6 hour wait in line. so i’m going to go early tomorrow morning, probably around 10, and wait in line til they open at 12. kristen and mike waited in line for 4 hours today – they got there at quarter after 11. i thought it was just going to be go in, fill out an application and leave, but apparently they’re doing screenings, and talking to each person – hense the 6 hour line.

so i hung up cobwebs at work for hours today. i’m covered in them. it’s all decorated for halloween with bales of hay, and corn stalks and stuff…pumpkins etc. it looks cool.

i’d really like to see nate tonight, but i’m not holding my breath. if i get my hopes up too much i’ll end up crying later i’m sure. i’m figuring i’ll get the “i’m really tired” excuse…i’m sure my mom will yell at me tonight for not doing the list of chores she gave me to do today, even tho i told her at least 3 times i had to work today, she still gave me the list…once she yells at me, i’ll REALLY want to see nate so he better be up to do something. i don’t really feel like doing anything out, renting a movie would be fine with me…no over exertion so his “tired” excuse won’t really fly haha.

 

i wish i could harness my psychic ability and make some money off it. cuz i was right, once again. called nate…conversed a while
me: well did u want to do something tonight, get a movie or something?
nate: i’m exhausted
me: all you did was peel stickers off a van all day
nate: yeah i know….blahblahblah

i convinced him to do something tomorrow night, instead of thursday (but gonna work on thurs night too haha)…he might be going to see his friend in DC this weekend. i told him he might get shot lol. he’s like oh yeah, i forgot about that lol. i guess the other friend he’s going to drive down with is being a bitch about taking off of work and stuff, so it might not happen. let’s hope it doesn’t *selfish* 😛 i’m entitled to be selfish. but really…the sniper thing, i wouldn’t go down there right now if i was paid….ok well i would if i was getting paid alot LOL. nate jokes about how he wants to get shot in Niger, he could go down to DC and get shot getting gas…haha.

mom didn’t yell at me. actually thanked me for going to get the grocerys when i got home from work. but i’ll have a list of stuff to do tomorrow, even tho most of my day will be spent in line at the casino job thing.

 

duran duran is
a cool 80s band that should
come play at hard rock

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i am so tired and i don’t really know why. slept decently last night, but i’m so exhausted. and i have a headache and felt sorta sick all day. i think it was cuz i drank coffee this morning to warm up. i don’t think i can handle coffee early in the morning (or 11am haha), it always makes me feel all gross.

today’s sexual harassment update: jack touched my ass again, random touches while he talked to me about 5 times, and 2 hugs – one for giving him a table, and one to appologize for giving me a hard time (even tho i don’t recall him giving me a hard time)…and then about 398249724 times being called honey. and i asked kristen if he does this with her, and she said no…nate’s gonna have to go kick some ass haha.

i feel as if i’m on the verge of descending into that place i’ve been going about once a week since i started dating nate. but not cuz of him…for no real reason. i just feel like as soon as my mom gets home she’s going to get on my case about something, and i’m just gonna burst into tears. she left me a list of things to do today (vaccum, laundry, clean my room) as if i wasn’t going to be at work all day either…and i’m sure she’ll leave me a list for tomorrow, as if i don’t work tomorrow. and i know she’ll be like I DONT CARE YOU’VE BEEN HOME FOR AN HOUR YOU COULD HAVE DONE *fill in the blank* WHY DONT YOU GO OUT AND GET A JOB. god just thinking about this i have tears in my eyes.

i think it’s safe to say i’ve never been this emotionally variable in my entire life. i’ve never been so happy and felt like such shit, and have it change so quickly back and forth ever. haha i keep thinking of when some certain ex-housemate said she was a rapid cycler. that’s what i feel like the past 2 months. i need a mood stabilizer. lol

since when do elementary schools have dances? we had skating parties…maybe it’s me getting old, but elementary school kids don’t need to be going to dances. do they even want to go to dances? they don’t like the opposite sex – they have cooties. and i remember in 5th grade there was a sock hop and we all thought it was the gayest thing ever, no one went. but apparently, kids at meadow school want to go to dances.

have you heard the latest rumor about the Jackson family? yeah according to Latoya’s ex-husband, he witnessed the Jackson family’s ritual monkey sacrifice at the Hayvenhurst house years ago….and MJ used to physically beat on Bubbles, saying that “he’s just a chimpanze, he can’t feel it”….and that MJ injected magical formulas into his veins while chanting “i’m getting lighter, i’m getting lighter!”…come on now. if you’re going to make up lies about the family, make them semi-believable. ritual monkey sacrifice?!?! right.

 

omg i actually got rid of all the crap in my inbox. shock…i had clique submissions from the beginning of august in there. hah i’m such a slacker.

i have such a friggen headache. stupid fucking screwed up hormones. and now presenting…the kinds of headaches i get:
1. normal headache – just a normal headache…it hurts, but i don’t usually even notice them, since i ALWAYS have a headache.
2. shark bite headache (aka ice pick headache) – i think i have shark teeth growing inside my skull…every now and then my brain gets caught on one of them, thus sending sharp shooting pains through my head. i know exactly where the teeth are growing, because it’s always the same areas that hurt.
3. sinus headaches – when areas of my brain hurt when i inhale. usually my face will hurt as well. it feels like my sinuses are very dried out and empty, then in pain, which goes into my head. i had one of these at work today, but it went away.
4. migrane without aura – had one last thursday. just hurt really bad, and made me feel like throwing up. as a kid i would always throw up with them, and then i’d feel better.
5. migrane with aura – it’s like i have a stroke, but usually doesn’t hurt unless i move my head. aura includes loss of vision, loss of feeling in half my body, face, lips, tongue, feeling as if limbs aren’t attached to my body, loss of ability to speak or read. thankfully, rarely happens. haven’t had one in 4 years.

i’m not sure which kind i have now… it’s normal but bordering on migrane. it hurts alot. so it’s a bit beyond the annoyance of a daily headache.

and now for my haiku:

i know i missed some
i actually had a life
no time to haiku

i need to find a u2 cover band to play at hard rock for band night. but are there any around here? of course not.

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long long day. work was CRAZY. thank GOD i worked day yesterday, because at night there were 16 reservations with half of them being over 20 people, and a total of 138 people needing seats within an hour of eachother. the swingers convention and high school homecoming…i’m sure it was unbelievably insane after i left. it was insane when i was there. i actually worked with other hosts, and we waited on tables all day. it felt like summer. haha. no really good stories out of it though.

picked up nate on the way home from work, back to my house so i could eat and change, then got adr and headed to RIT. got there around quarter to 9. chilled for a while before heading out to the kareoke thing in the student union. apparently the guy doing it this year had an awful selection of songs (i looked, and he did…1 MJ song and it’s childhood?!?!) so eric bitched, went home got his own copy of “jump around” to do haha. eric and the crew did STP’s “plush” and eric did a solo jump around, but had issues, so it was blah. didn’t stay much longer after that – back to the apartment to chill, watch tv, play atari, and lay around on eric’s bed til 2. haha. got home around 4, slept now until quarter to 12. had some wackass dreams again, but don’t really remember them.

i decided i really don’t like sundays. they’re depressing. i work monday, tues, and thurs day shifts next week. i was supposed to close friday, but i switched for monday. so that’s nice.

and oh yeah, sabres kicked ass AGAIN! 6-1!!! 2 games 11 goals, keep it up boys.

and oh yeah again…add another animal to the list of animals i’ve killed. hit a rabbit after we left RIT…nate said my car probably looks really yummy cuz he thinks i ran over it’s head…he looked at the car when i dropped him off at home, but it was dark. i’m kinda afraid to go look cuz i’ll have to clean it. it rained last night though hahah

 

well after i blogged i went back to bed until 2:30 hah. then work. it was busy, i was up front by myself, but did an excellent job hah. a german man named jerry befriended me. could not understand what he was saying, so i smiled and nodded and every now and then was able to make something out and respond.

the new server who is all weird towards me is more weird now…he touched my ass yesterday. today he’s taken to calling me “hey baby”, “sara honey”, or “sara baby”…and it’s not cute and endearing like if nate calls me “babe”…the “hey baby” seemed really condescending, the others were just annoying. and he stands way too close when he talks to me….like on seinfeld, a close talker.

i totally forgot tomorrow is a holiday. i dunno if nate has off or not. not like it matters, i’m working all day. his friend is in town, and i’m not sure if their plans for tomorrow night include me, or if it’s a boys night out thing. i’ve never met this friend, and i’m not sure the friend knows i exist lol. this friend is in nate’s “nerdy circle” of friends, who don’t talk about feelings or if they have girlfriends or not. when i accidentally met his friend andy, andy had no idea nate had a girlfriend lol. but this friend might know me…whatever.

i’m going to apply for a job at the casino…hopefully as a dealer, but there are a bunch of things i could be trained to do there. dealers make alot of money. they’re opening the employment office for the casino on tuesday, and it’s in the rainbow center (across from hard rock) so going to go there after work on tuesday. i don’t see why they wouldn’t hire me as a dealer…

i feel 80. i have arthritic hips currently. got out of bed to shut my window sometime last night, almost fell over, my legs hurt so bad and were so weak. and all day today it hurt to walk. dunno why either. i think it might be partially due to wearing my adidas sneakers yesterday, since we ended up walking onto campus and back. they don’t have heals so i walk differently in them, and it must have stressed out some of my muscles. i was fine til i got out of the car at my house last night, but didn’t really notice til i got out of bed. and i was more or less fine at work, but sitting down now and getting up again, hurts super bad. feels like my legs are gonna detach from my hips haha.

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going to see red dragon at 9:30 tonight. hopefully nate won’t fall asleep 😛

so until then, watching hedwig, doing nothing.

sometimes i wonder what i did before digital cable…the past few days the channel guide has been out, so it says “no data” instead of what is on that channel as you surf…i’ve had to go back to surfing and guessing what shows are on! It’s horrible!! i need to know what show is on immediately! haha *spoiled*

i need a haiku for today. haha ok

i need a haiku
cuz i promised one daily
i’m such a slacker

🙂

*edit* watching the hedwig commentary for the first time (what’s wrong with me, i dunno…) shit now i forgot what i was gonna say. oh yeah. in the background of clips of an interview with some guy, he’s got one of the glowing plastic deer lamps that i wanted to buy last year. hahahah.

 

Herbi938: i went to go get my friend for dinner and the girl who lives next door was having sex
vacant enigma: lol
Herbi938: we stopped and listened outside the door
vacant enigma: LOL

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