Category Archives: Dreams

dream: i was at work with all the casino workers but we worked at walmart. for whatever reason, someone suddenly said the rapture was upon us, and everyone started panicing and running around, running towards the front of walmart. there was a group of us who were like, no way is the fucking rapture coming. i found some religious book in the toy section about the rapture and i was going to read it to the people amassed at the front of the store waiting to be taken to heaven (i guess) but another coworker said they’d never understand and it would probably make them mad. alot of people had left the store but i stuck around because i thought the situation would be very humorous hah. people kept telling them that it was not the “fucking rapture”. then i went back to the garden section where the leader of the rapture group and another person were tieing someone to a christmas tree and beating the shit out of them, as if it was jesus on the cross. then i realized this was sorta getting out of hand. so i grabbed what turned out to be a mic stand and tried to start beating the 2 guys with it, but it was really heavy and i didn’t do a very good job. so i left them and went back to the front of the store to find my friends and we were going to leave, but then the leader of the rapture was like “There’s no way you’re getting out of here”. he and his cronies started moving the shopping carts in front of the doors to block anyone from getting out. someone told me to escape and call the SWAT team, so i launched myself over the carts and out the door into the parking lot. i ran to my car hoping no one was following me to take me back inside, and made it, and started driving home – which was my old town house near the air base. there was a really funny colored sky like a big storm had just passed. i tried to call 911 but it wouldn’t ring, because the power was out from the storm and phones weren’t working. i tried again and got through and told them some cult took over walmart claiming the rapture was coming, and they were like…what?!?! hahahahah

dream: i was talking to someone on IM and she asked me if i had been at the creed concert in cleveland the night before. and i said no, and asked if she was, and she said yes. and so i asked, was that because you actually like creed. and she said yes, and that the concert the night before was actually in boston. and i was like OMG you went all the way to boston to see creed and she said yes. so i said that she totally lost all credibility in a NIN line for liking creed. then she was sending me pictures that i thought were from the creed show, of people in weird outfits and costumes, like a girl dancing around in a pink bee costume, but then she said no they went to a rave in a high school when they were in boston. then suddenly i was there at the rave and someone asked me why i wasn’t dancing, and i said because i was actually sober. so i was walking around the school and some girl kept following me. the school seemed really old, but she said that it was still in use, they just clean up from the rave before the kids come in in the morning. ha

then another dream that bono was organizing some environmental summit in buffalo, and somehow i had gotten his email address, so i emailed him and was asking about it. we started corresponding and i was pretty sure it was really bono, and eventually he asked if i wanted tickets to this summit (apparently it wasn’t a public thing, but for politicans and famous ppl etc). i really wanted to meet him and hoped he’d be there, so i said yeah i wanted tickets, and i asked leighanne if she wanted to go but she was out of town.

dream: it was like i was watching a new movie. there was a couple who was looking at houses to buy. they toured one that was really nice, but looking at the people’s stuff, they thought they were terrorists because they had a book that was about jihad. then they were out somewhere, apparently this was nyc and they saw a missile launch. everyone stopped and was watching where the missile was going, and the trajectory had it hitting the golden gate bridge (which you could apparently see from ny haha). just as it hit the bridge, they saw another missile come out of the ocean, and then go back down into it with a huge mushroom cloud. everyone starts panicking and it’s like Armageddon. it’s all smoky and everyone is running around. this couple finds the rest of their family among the crowd and the woman looks up and sees the statue of liberty, and says they need to go to her. so this mass of people start walking to the statue (despite that it’s on it’s own island…). someone jokes that the statue is going to come alive to save them like ghostbusters. but instead they see this small part of the statue moving, and it’s this statue of an indian with bull horns coming out of his head, which apparently is part of the statue of liberty that comes alive, and he comes down to talk to the crowd of people about needing them to form an army to fight these attackers who are apparently coming across land from the west coast. it was really scary and intense but i can’t explain it right.

strange dream: adr2 bliss and i were traveling in seemingly the boston area. we stopped at an old house turned hotel to get rooms for the night. at this point it’s afternoon and adr2 and bliss went in to book rooms and i stayed in the car. for hours and hours and hours. finally i call adr2 and she doesn’t answer, so i call bliss and she doesn’t answer. i get out of the car and yell HELLO really loud down the street but there’s no one around. i start to go up to the house and call adr2 again and i hear a phone ringing. her phone is on the ground next to me, she threw it out the window. it’s an iphone so i pick it up cuz at least then i can play with it. i go back to the car to call the hotel and see if i can get them on a room phone. the guy answers and i ask for them and he said there’s no one with that name. so i ask for the white girl with pink hair and the black girl who asked for rooms who left me sitting outside in the car for the last 6 hours. he said i’m not allowed to talk to them. i’m like wtf. he starts explaining to me that i can’t see them, that no one can, because they have a disease that in the final stages shows up as a big skin infection, and that they are dying. only a day or 2 left to live. really adr2 has the disease, but bliss wanted to stay with her and it turns out she had already caught it anyway. i can’t see them because they didn’t want me to catch it. so i ask the guy why is he letting them stay and putting himself at risk then. he said something about how he felt bad and that he had a duty. i sorta convince him to let me go to their room, and he tells me how to get there – turn this way and that way and down that hall and i’m like wtf is this place a maze. then he starts giving me a phone number that was bizarrely long that i didn’t remember. finally i’m like whatever, is there another hotel i can stay at, and he gives me directions. so i go to this other hotel and get a room and i’m really fucking pissed off at everything. magically adr2 shows up in the room and i’m like wtf i thought you were dying. i guess there was some miracle and she wasn’t really dying. so i’m like what the fuck, you were just going to fake your death and not ever tell me you were still alive? like i wouldn’t end up seeing you around town or at a show, and then what, how were you going to explain that? and she’s talking about how she’s glad she envisioned me taking this better (cuz i guess that means this wasn’t real and when it really did happen i was going to take it better?) i was so fucking mad and she kept talking and i just stood there glaring at her. then people came to take us off to the psych ward for some reason.

also i’m totally not feeling halloween. i don’t want to dress up for work cuz i really don’t have a costume. i was just going to wear my fishnet dress and my boots i bought some devil horns so i could say i was something, and not just wearing show clothes. i’m also going to freeze in it at work (if it still fits at all). so i dunno what to do…

i dreamed about julie. it was not a significant dream…i was at work, she came to my table, apparently pai gow, and said hi. she looked good, same as i remember her, she said she was living in california and had a son, but was still on probation/house arrest/whatever for 2 more years. she started to play pai gow but was still standing (you have to sit down to play), and then was picking up extra cards as if it was rummy or uno, and i kept telling her she couldn’t do that.

see, not significant. but every time i dream about her something happens…

dream: this crazy girl at work was giving me a ride home, and we were on a street that had rail road tracks before a red light. she went over the first set and stopped and i started getting paranoid that a train was going to come and hit us while we sat at the red light. and what do you know, there was a train. she saw it and jammed the car into reverse and backed off the tracks. and kept going. we were now really far away from the tracks and watched the train go by. then another went by, and so we had to wait for that, and she backed up even more. i guess even tho she was sitting on the tracks earlier she got paranoid that the trains would derail and hit us even way back there. so trains finished and we kept going, but instead of taking me home she took me to this hospital, and suddenly mary was with us. i thought she was going there to talk to some guy she liked real quick but we got out of the car and went into this room where there were other people all getting massages or alternate healing techniques done on them. i’m like um…i just want to go home. they said it wouldn’t be long so i waited and looked around, and the building behind where we were was really really gorgeous, old, fantastic architecture and apparently we were still in niagara falls. i had never heard of this place before, so asked mary about it and she said it was a hotel. i said, i figured it must be, even tho it looks all foreboding and intimidating like an old asylum, since the windows are too big for it to have been a mental hospital. cuz yes apparently asylums had to have small windows so the crazies didn’t escape. we were there forever, the sun had come up and i just wanted to go home, and they were talking about how they should have taken me home first, duh.

in other news i got hooked up on my fridge and got it basically at cost. woo. painting my bedroom a dark red, 2 coats done, needs one or 12 more 😛 so streaky. the official move is wednesday. i met some of my neighbors…old lady next door my mom met, next to her is a family with kids who said they’ll cut my grass. next to them is a young girl. across the street is this firecracker old italian lady who said if i hear yelling just to ignore her, and she swears alot and has pinky hair hahah.

dreamed i was going to the niagara wheatfield prom. i don’t know who with, since i don’t know anyone in high school, but there were work people there also. there was tons of security and a dress code. if they didn’t like what you were wearing you had to go in this big classroom and change in front of all these other people. i guess i had to change so i had to go find some clothes in this room, then went out into the hall. i saw dan from work and he was bored as hell, his date ditched him. people kept looking at me funny, like why is she here when shes not in high school but dan is even older than me and no one cared. then just like that it was over and they were making everyone leave. i was like wtf kind of prom is this that it’s only 2 hours long.