i really really really want to call in tonight, but i don’t want to ruin my perfect attendence, cuz then i lose my extra personal days. work dragged and dragged again last night, again in pit 3 on black jack, again was really sucking cuz i just couldn’t pay attention. i almost gave a guy 500$ when he only was cashing in 200. i don’t know what my problem is. i signed the list to get out early, but didn’t get out til 2 anyway, which was worthless. I wanted to get home to at least catalogue my photos before scanning them, and that didn’t happen. I want to sign again tonight, cuz i’m so tired, but…blah. we’ll see. maybe if i start sucking bad i can get banned from pit 3. it sucks so bad in there. everyone’s a big giant asshole to you, cuz i take all their money.

fishy’s not coming to visit anymore, cuz she has to have surgery …it’s bad, but it’s also good, cuz that means she’ll be healed to come up in the fall and we can really explore, where as if she was still coming up in august, we’d be limited to where we could go.

i got my letter about traffic court. “the people of the state of new york versus Sara S *lastnamehere*”…that’s not me. i guess i don’t have to go to court

i feel like crap.