stupid dreams. i woke up from my mom making tons of noise as always, and i realized i hadn’t dreamed about nate. first night since he left that i haven’t. went back to sleep, dreamed about nate. of course. it was weird. i called his house to see if he wanted to hang out. his dad answered, so i asked for nate and he told me to hold on. then he said he got the message i left yesterday thanking them for letting me know nate got to africa ok. then i was like…wait…nate’s in africa. why did i call his house? and why did his dad say he was there? so i was like, wait a second, i feel stupid, nate’s in africa. his dad is like yeah, that’s why i’m wondering why you’re calling for him. lol. i felt dumb.

had a dream i was playing with korn. i was at sound check with them, and for some reason i had to fill in for fieldy so i was on stage playing bass with the band. then i had to fill in for jon and sing. so i sang “here to stay”.

my dad asked me if i had any important email from the last week. i said no, mostly junk, and a bunch from people who thought i killed myself haha.

blah. got carolyns 2nd gift, got dad’s gift…still nothing for mom. still need something else for adr. still need something for danielle cuz i’m incredibly unhappy with what i bought this summer for her. but then the things i thought to get her are too expensive. got something else for eric too, but it was only a dollar haha. i saw these 2 things i want to get for nate once i have an address for him. barnes and nobles has these little kit things…i’m not really sure what to call them, there are all different kinds. one is like, handbook for love letters, and there’s one about chinese food…aromatherapy ones…well they have this one, it’s a little triangle and it’s a grass growing kit. so you can grow this little triangular patch of grass to improve your living space and be all zen and stuff. i figure, he can try to grow some grass in the desert. the other is a sushi kit. it has these little sushi utensils and i guess it’s to practice rolling perfect sushi roles or something. haha i think it’d be funny. so that’s my plan, after xmas, go buy those. i’m gonna have so much shit to send him by the time i actually have a working address.

*edit* ok, yay for half.com got adr and danielle gifts…still think i need something else for adr. and danielle better not get a duplicate of my gift cuz you can’t return mine haha. now all that’s left is my mom…blah.