worked for about 4 hours, then got sent home. it was real slow. we were only seating the back room cuz the main floor smelled like paint, and it never filled up. that’s how slow it was. i forgot to take my meds today so i have a wicked headache i’m trying to get rid of now.

my halloween costume has turned into being Janis Joplin…i only agreed cuz that means i could carry around a bottle of jack daniels haha. but mom bought me a wig, missy brought over a leather fringed vest, we have brown leather boots…just need some kind of skirt and then beads. oh got the wire rimmed glasses too. no one will know who i am, but it’s ok haha.

there is a radio show on right now about teenage depression. so of course, my mom suddenly thinks i have depression because i fit into all the symptoms they were describing. well, you’re about 8 years too late on that one mom. i’ve been happier the past year than i have been since i was a kid. wait til december, we’ll see what happens 😛 jk. seriously tho, it’s been a year since i saw u2 in hamilton, which was like, the turning point for my mood – with exception of january/february of this year, with all the geneseo shit. other than that, i’ve been pretty damn upbeat 😛

i’m getting involved in another web project with the 2 girls i worked with on the mps. since the mps is dying in january, we decided to do something else together. we got big dreams for this one, hehe.

oh yeah, it’s supposed to snow tonight.

1. parents are going away again. sometime mid november, to california. and i think they’re going away for thanksgiving too, for my cousin’s baby shower. but i’m not positive on that one. that would be the weekend right before nate leaves.
2. new bed by friday. taking my bed apart tomorrow, making room for my new frame etc. i guess my parents’ new mattresses come on friday.
3. i’m trying out a new hairspray – same brand, but less powerful. since my hair is too long to spike anymore anyway, i figure i should try something that claims to be more flexible.
4. mega friggen headache, not helped by playing “noah’s ark” for the past 5 hours and finally getting to 5 million points, where my rank is actually Noah…the next rank was at 999999999 and i was not about to play til that. but i figure you get to be god at that score LOL. for those of you who don’t know the game, popcap.com. it’s so dumb, but addicting.

my deep thoughts for today: people are so self centered. me included. but sometimes it really amazes me just how self centered some people are. it’s usually not something i think about, but today…something just opened my eyes, and it’s like wow you really think the world revolves around you. but i’m doing the same thing right now haha. we all suck.