i’m wondering if there is anyone with MTV who hasn’t seen the christina agulera special, considering that every time i turn the channel on, that show is on. i missed bono’s africa special, and has that been rerun? not that i’ve seen. but christina gets played every day.

i have a massive headache which is cutting into my mall plans. i dunno if i can handle it or not, so i’m gonna wait a bit for the drugs to hopefully kick in.

talked to danielle on the phone last night for an hour. that’s gonna be one massive phone bill – but at least it was a sunday night, aren’t rates supposed to be cheaper then? she keeps saying there is nothing to do out there, so we’re trying to think of things. we might go to indianpolis on saturday, but she found out Shannon Hoon from blind melon is buryed not too far from her, so we’re going to go find his grave LOL like we’re even blind melon fans, it’s just something to do. and she’s going to try to find axl rose’s house so we can do that too.

and i hate girls. we’re such bitches. some more than others. like…something that’s gone on for a few months now, i just don’t get how someone can do what this person is doing. it really pisses me off. i totally couldn’t do that to someone else. obviously, i can’t really talk about this in anymore words haha. so i’ll just leave it at that. girls are bitches. i hate them.

why i love frisbees
see: 1$ u2 “last night on earth” single
see also: 1$ u2 “discotheque” single
see also: free u2 best of album flat

haha. so yeah, went to the mall and frisbees. got new shoes for 10 bucks, they’re ugly, but better than those horrible 70s retro shoes that everyone has. almost bought 2 more jackets LOL. well really only 1…red fur LOL it was so rad, but then realistically i’d never wear it, so i didn’t buy it. then leather limited has the red leather coat i want, 119$…guess had a really nice one too for 199$…everyone has the exact coat i want, just not in red, and it annoys me. no halloween stuff either. there was no halloween store at the galleria, so i could only look at costumes at spencers and they were picked over. i found cat stuff, but it doesn’t come with the outfit, just the ears and tail…and i’d have nothing to wear them with (of course nate wouldn’t mind :P). well, i lie. hot topic had a black vinyl cat suit but… not really diggin that LOL. the other things they had were too much money for me to spend to wear for like 2 hours. like, red leather skirt and stuff…can’t afford it.

update on the bed thing: i guess we’re gonna take my bed apart now, and i get to sleep in the spare room til the mattress switch goes down. whatever. i just want it to happen soon.

i’ve been in total depeche mode…mode LOL (god i amuse myself) so i watched half the dvd.. only half cuz i got bored in the middle. few things. anton corbijn should stick to taking pictures and not directing films/concerts. there was some wack ass camera work, that was just…dumb. and it seemed like the sound mix wasn’t right – the vocals were too loud, sometimes you couldn’t hear the background music. but maybe i’m just spoiled with how good the nin dvd was in capturing the actual experience – making it feel like you are there, even on my 13″ tv lol.