June 10, 2001 – My family was good friends with Johnny Knoxville’s (from Jackass) family. We lived on the same street as they did and Johnny came to visit from California for a day. He was my age, and we had been good friends as kids. So he came over to my house to see me while he was home. When I saw it was him I freaked out because it had been so long since I had seen him. So we were all hugging and stuff, and we started talking about Jackass. He was leaving the next day because he had to go back to Cali to film more episodes. I joked with him about how he doesn’t get hurt anymore because now all his friends do the stunts. He laughed at that. He kept hugging me and telling me that he missed me so much while he was away. So then he decided he didn’t want to go back to Cali because he didn’t want to be away from me. So then I guess we were a couple, and we were in high school. All the kids at school made fun of him because he was the “new kid” and they didn’t realize he was from Jackass. After school we were at my house, and I must have done something to piss him off because he was really mad at me. He wouldn’t talk to me, and was trying to get away from me, but I kept grabbing onto him and hugging him because I was trying to make him forgive me for whatever I did. Someone was there with us, and was telling me that he wouldn’t forgive me and to just give up but I didn’t believe them and I kept trying to get him to talk to me and forgive me. So then I guess we did break up, but since our parents were such good friends we saw each other all the time. I was miserable and depressed because we had broken up and he wouldn’t speak to me. Our parents were having a big party for a bunch of people, and we had to go to it. So I was there and I was miserable because Johnny was there and he wouldn’t talk to me. Our parents kept trying to sit us together so we’d talk and get back together, but Johnny wouldn’t talk to me and I just sat there miserable. So then after dinner, I was just standing around and Johnny came over to me and started talking to me. He told me I looked nice (I had on an ugly yellow dress). I was so happy because he was talking to me again, and so then we were back together. So then we went to school and after school we went to this store because he had to buy a suit. It was like 1970 or something because all the suits were really ugly polyester tweed couch material suits. So he picked out this suit, it was brown couch material, but then it was turquoise. I tried the pants on and they were like 2 feet longer than my legs. I could pull them up to my armpits and they were still super long. So I told Johnny he couldn’t get this suit because it was way too long.
possible explanation: well the fight and not forgiving me is a lot like what is happening on GH with Sonny and Carly. I saw Johnny Knoxville on the MTV awards looking hot as usual.
possible interpretation: there was some kind of thing about snakes in the dream too….that symbolizes temptation and evil according to my dream book….adam and eve, snake, etc…it also means health and well being…and a phallic symbol that appears often when a women conceives a child… well that certainly is not happening to me so….it means i want to have johnny knoxvilles love child 🙂
Dunno the dates
I was penpals with Bono from U2. We had been writing letters back and forth to each other. He said he was going to write me once a month while on tour. He sent me this one letter and he was telling me about this dream he had where he was looking for something and he couldn’t find it. I told him I had dreams like that where I couldn’t find where I was looking for. I was typing the letter and I realized that his dream is like the U2 song “I still havent found what I’m looking for” and I laughed.
I was someplace, and for some reason I had a gun in my pocket. I didn’t know I had the gun until Snoop Doggy Dogg and some other black rapper came up to me and asked me for my gun. At first I was like wtf no you can’t have my gun. Then I realized that Snoop was collecting guns for a public service thing to get illegal guns off the streets. My gun was fake, it was just a toy, but he wanted it anyway so I gave it to him and he broke it in half.
Helena from GH was sabotaging things at McDonalds. I can’t remember now what she was doing.
I was in a play ground place, with the plastic tube tunnels. They were like the tube waterslides but without water. So I was going in one because I think I was looking for something. Danielle was there and I told her I was going to get stuck, but she made me go in anyway. So then I was sliding down the tube, and I came out the other end, and I was in munchkin land. There were munchkins all over, and I guess they were trying to kill me. Then Danielle showed up. But I told the munchkin that there was no way they could kill me because they were only 2 feet tall and I was bigger than them. I guess that was very politically incorrect, so I was part of this big controversy. Then Danielle and I were transported to Howard Sterns show because he was going to plead our case to the public, but of course since it was Stern we had no shirts on. Then I think I was the only one there at the studio, and I was waiting for Howard to start talking about me and the munchkins but he never did.
June 17, 2001
My old friend Dan was being brainwashed by Helena from GH like Lucky is on the show. Except instead of the Ice Princess being the trigger, it was baby strollers. Every time he saw a baby stroller he went into a trance and did bad things. Then she was going to try to brainwash Gia, and she started doing it right in front of Nikolas. She was freaking out, and Nikolas wasn’t doing anything about it even tho he was really upset. Finally he got her away from Helena, but everyone was scared they were going to be the next to be brain washed. Then there were baby strollers all around and everyone was scared that they were brainwashed and didn’t know it.
there was something about New Kids On The Block too
possible explanation: sorta following the storyline from GH. Watched NKOTB E true hollywood story last night.
Possible interpretation: think its definitely just a GH reference
June 24, 2001
Totally disturbing dream. It was very movie like. I was at school, it looked more like a high school than college. Bono was one of the professors. Danielle and I were in the dining hall getting food, it must have been the first day or something because we didn’t quite know what line to go in, etc. There were lots of people there looking around for what kind of food there was. Then Danielle was like, this place is retarded, you can only get like 1 food item in each line, so if you want a whole meal you have to go in all these different lines. I cut in line in front of a bunch of people to get in line with Danielle for some kind of noodles. Then cut to next scene. I was (or it was more like a camera) was looking at the building, and there was this giant tree outside, right up against the building, almost like ivy, but it definitely was a tree. At one point the tree had been some big monster. Well it came alive again and it had a face like the scary old tree character that used to be in McDonald’s play lands that talked, or those talking trees in Wizard of Oz. It had a face, and it started moving the branches. They were like big scary arms. Well the arms/branches moved in front of one of the windows it was next to (it was inbetween 2 sets of windows). Some kids saw it move and they got scared. Then it went back to playing dead. Cut to some other scene I don’t remember. Cut back to tree. The tree then moved its other arm/branches in front of the other window. Now lots of people were realizing that the monster tree was alive again. It was only moving a little bit and then back to its original position because it needed to gain strength. Then it had gotten some strength back, and it smacked its right arm/branch into the classroom window and shattered it all over the students inside. Now people were way scared of the tree again. So the people near the window on the other side of the classroom decided to push the glass out of the window so that the tree couldn’t smash that one too, but when they were pushing on it a bunch of kids fell out of the window with the glass and died. Cut to a city street. There was a woman walking across the street. She was lost, or some how out of place in the scene. She was black, and she was in a black neighborhood. Well she crossed the street and there were 2 younger black kids/men standing there. They sorta frightened her, and so she crossed back across the street again. She was looking for directions or something, and she felt threatened by the 2 kids so she didn’t want to ask them. Cut to the tree again causing mayhem. Cut back to the woman, shes crossing the street again, and there is an old man crossing. She holds out her hand to shake hands with him, so she could ask him directions, but he pulls out a gun and shoots her. So she staggers in the street, and she has 2 bullet holes in her shirt.
By now in the dream I’m kinda scared, it’s nightmare-ish, very disturbing, so I think “insert Trevor”. So I try to make Trevor Hurst get into the dream somehow to make it not scary anymore. But it doesn’t work and it cuts back to the woman in the street shot. No one is helping her, and she is bleeding. I keep thinking “insert Trevor” but it doesn’t work. Eventually my alarm went off.
possible explanation: none that i can think of. Inserting Trevor is a result of seeing Econoline Crush sunday afternoon. I guess that would have made the dream more happy, unless he went on some killing rampage or something.
possible interpretation: let’s consult the book…tree: familial lines, free will and ability to choose, life, knowledge and wisdom, tree of self, personal branching out…. ok nothing seems to make sense regarding a killer tree. window: do windows in dream appear open, closed, shuttered…the opening indicates how open-minded you are as an individual… so does that mean i’m completely open minded? have my beliefs whatever been shattered? i dunno about that. ok gun is not in this book. that seems to me like it would be a pretty significant symbol…oh wait, its under weapon :P…guns are violent but impersonal…reveal a source of anger or anxiety that you would prefer to keep at arms length… omg this sorta makes sense. at work this black woman who is a lesbian apparantly thinks i’m attractive. since then i’ve been kinda bitchy to her. i dont want her dead or anything, but the whole window/open mindedness stuff and the black woman getting shot…kinda makes sense. however even if i was going to experiment with bisexuality/homosexuality it wouldn’t be with her LOL. so that part doesn’t make sense. the trevor part, well… he’s hot. lol. yeah i’d sleep with him (ok so not really, cuz that would never happen for many reasons haha) he’d make me happy…self explanatory. wow i think this is the most analyzation ever… is that a word?
June 26, 2001
Well I lived somewhere on the coast, near the ocean. I was going to school there, and I was friends with Bono from U2 but he was same age as me, and in college too. Apparantly we had some kind of relationship. We weren’t dating, but I guess we always wanted each other when we were drunk. And I guess we had slept together before. Anyway, we were at the beach, it was either dusk, or really cloudy, because it was kind of dark out. We were with a few friends. I don’t know if they were going to leave, or what, but I wanted them to stay. We all had exams to study for the next day, but I didn’t want to leave. So we went on this row boat, which was tied to the land, so we weren’t going anywhere, just floating on the water. We were talking about how we should go because we had to study, but didn’t feel like leaving. So we stayed on the boat, drinking I guess, because then I guess I wanted to leave with Bono someplace. Our friends wouldn’t let us go, because I guess they knew what always happened when we were drunk together, and they thought we were going to ruin our friendship and they didn’t want us to go. So we stayed on the boat, then this huge ocean liner came speeding up and was going to hit us. Since we were tied to the land, we couldn’t move out of the way so we were all knocked out of the boat.
possible explanation: i dunno
possible interpretation: stagnant or anchored boat: worried that life isnt moving in the way you feel it should be. taking a journey by boat may be literal or figurative death…well it wasnt a journey cuz we werent moving anywhere.
June 28, 2001 – my birthday
I was dating Trent Reznor. he lived in my town (hah right) and i was still in high school. he was significantly older than me, maybe 10 years, in the dream (hes 15 years older in real life). Apparantly my parents didn’t care that i spent my nights at his house, which was a few streets away on Remington. So at night I’d go over to his place and spend the night there. He was always really nice to me and stuff. Then for some reason we decided we wanted to be cocaine addicts. So we caleld up some guy who was a dealer to come bring us some cocaine. Well the guy showed up and we were in the street and i had cup full of liquid cocaine, and I asked the guy if he wanted to try some. Then Trent was like, what the hell are you doing, we’re in the middle of the street. So I was like oops, and we all went inside. So the guy gave us the cocaine and left. So then me and Trent were coke addicts, and whenever he got high he was a real big asshole to me. I didn’t want us to be coke addicts anymore because I didn’t like when Trent was a jerk.
possible explanation: just a lovely birthday dream about dating trent 🙂
possible interpretation: same as above 🙂