i can’t stand the “into the void” video. i never want to be that close up to anyone. yes even trent. lol. did he get his teeth fixed since then?
i feel so crappy. i don’t know what it is. i didn’t eat all that much during the day yesterday – grabbed a bagel before going to the terminal around 6. i’ve survived on less before. once i got home around 8 i had a headache, no surprise. but then i ate more, a sandwich, ice cream, zuccini bread. woke up at 6am feeling super thirsty and barfy. got some water, half hour later i had to get up again and eat. i was all shaky inside, sat on the floor and ate some cereal then back to bed. feel slightly better now, had some turkey and crackers but i still feel so not right. and it’s not even nerves for what is going to go down tonight. i don’t get it.