i hate support ribbons.
dreams: i was getting a new tattoo the whole length of my right leg. it was supposed to be just some big swirly design thing. the girl who was doing the tat however was putting flames on me. i guess that was what i asked for, but they were hideous. she started coloring them with red orange and yellow even tho i wanted black only. so that session ended and i was upset and was like wtf. i didn’t know how to tell her that wasn’t what i wanted and she needed to fix it. then i went to mcdonalds with adr1 and was showing her, and it had magically changed to a bridge like structure. the tattoo changed, not mcdonalds. and it looked pretty cool so i was happy again. then leaving mcds we had to go into a parking ramp that was part of a school. we ended up getting locked in with all the other students, the school was holding everyone hostage for some reason. it was mostly people from work inside though. so then there was panic and all that goes with that, and trying to find some way to communicate with the outside world to tell them what was going on and to send cops. all cell signals and internet was blocked and there was no way for us to get help.
also nightmares about giant spiders, and scorpion type things.
so the buffalo bills player who is probably paralyzed from the spinal cord injury sunday…i knew him from work.