this can’t be for real. i got a spam email with the subject “how one can become a terrorist.” needless to say that caught my attention more than penis enlargment or buying cialis emails normally do. so i looked at the email:

Welcome to our web site

Please use in case of our domain outage.

You\’re invited to shop for large selection of bombs and different kinds of rockets such as surface-to-air, surface-to-surface and weaponry available at reduced price. With the following types of rockets you will be able to commit terrorist attacks, destroy buildings, electric power stations, bridges, factories and anything else that comes your mind. Most items are in stock and available for next day freight delivery in the USA. Worldwide delivery is available at additional cost. Prices are negotiable.

Please feel free to inquire by ICQ # or contacting us
directly:
Today special:

******* AIR BOMBS *******
OFAB-500U HE fragmentation air bomb
Fuel-air explosive air bombs -Not in stock
BETAB-500U concrete-piercing air bomb
ZB-500RT incendiary tank
500-KG SIZE RBK-500U unified cluster bomb
RBK-500U OAB-2.5PT loaded with fragmentation submunitions
RBK-500U BETAB-M loaded with concrete-piercing submunitions-Not in stock RBK-500U OFAB-50UD loaded with HE fragmentation submunitions

******* UNGUIDED AIRCRAFT ROCKETS *******
Main-purpose unguided aircraft rockets
S-8 unguided aircraft rockets
S-8KOM
S-8BM-Not in stock
S-13 unguided aircraft rockets
S-13, S-13T, S-13-OF, S-13D, S-13DF
S-25-0
S-25-OFM
S-24B -Not in stock
RS-82
RS-132-Not in stock

******* ROCKET PODS *******
B-8M pod for S-8 rockets
B-8V20-A pod for S-8 rockets
B-13L pod for S-13 rockets

Recently received *NEW*

Hydra 70 2.75 inch Rockets
Air-Launched 2.75-Inch Rockets
FIM-92A Stinger Weapons System
Stinger 101: Anti-Air

Our clients are well known Al-Qaida, Hizballah, Al-Jihad, HAMAS, Abu Sayyaf Group and many other terrorist groups. We are well known supplier in the market and looking forward to expand our clientage with assistance of Internet.

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Impatiently awaiting for your orders,
WHATTHEFUCK!!!!

 

i’m such a basket case. i was laying in bed reading “vivian lives” (the sequal to the autobiography of vivian, which i finished last week) crying my eyes out through the oh…last 8 chapters or so. lol. i really can’t help but laugh at myself. it really is like i’m reading about myself. and while i haven’t had anywhere close to the same experiences, i’d probably react the same way. a neurotic scarred insecure basket case who pretends to know what she’s doing.

and i still can’t figure out if she is a real person or not.

either way i think it was supposed to be a bit encouraging and inspirational, but some how, at this moment, that backfired, and i feel more insecure and doubting than i normally do….the book plus other..issues to blame of course