leighanne is driving up tomorrow afternoon, to avoid the storm. yay. i’m so glad.

i’m really tired of being upset all the time. i’m upset about everything. and i’m really just tired of it. and no offense to adr, but i really wish i lived by myself right now. i really don’t want to have to see anyone. i’ve thought about taking a leave of absence from work for a week or so, but i need the money. i’m just so so tired of being upset.

so people who seem to be coming on saturday, from work, are…kevin, tony, robert, brendan claims he is, tho i told him i wasn’t expecting him to show, old tom and his girlfriend. a few others said they would stop by, but i doubt it.

 

i have no hair…again. i took her the picture of how i wanted it, but it didn’t end up looking like that, so i had her cut off more. it’s not as short as it was last summer, but it’s definitely short again. no more curling it every day, but now i’m back to 1001 hair products. or just two. i bought this hair goo, that seriously is goo. and hairspray. gotta fool around with it, since it’s not exactly like it was last time it was short. it’s more like how it was the mullet summer…what was that, summer 2001? yeah. the back is longer than it was when my hair was all short.

it’s going to take some getting used to again. and i know everyone i know, especially those at work who didn’t know me before, are going to hate it and be like “Why the hell did you do that?” they were already asking me that when i said i was cutting it off again, and they said that when i dyed it last month. except doug and kevin. they liked my hair dyed. oh well, cuz i almost care.

did some errands but more to do afterclass, hopefully he won’t decide to keep us longer than an hour today. i gotta clean, take bottles back, clean, etc. and then more destroying my hair with bleach and dye. yay.

 

tower pictures set 1 are up on institutional green. decent shots. no clue when set 2 will get developed.

i got a bunch of ideas for things to do for photog class. since i had photo-ed mer des noms for my first photog class, i think i’m going to try to photog thirteenth step as well – but doing something a bit different with them when i actually print them. i just need to figure out what i want to photo for each song. i have a few ideas for some, but others…no clue. i probably won’t do them all like i didn’t do all the songs on mer either. i forgot what my other idea was LOL. it’ll come back to me.

leighanne should be here somewhat soon. mom is arguing no way will she be here in 6 hours like yahoo said, she insists it takes 10 hours. mom is full of crap. it might be more than 6, but it’s definitely not 10.

eric stopped by to fix adr’s comp. it’s fixed. listened to thirteenth step. he agreed it definitely doesn’t sound like mer, but that it’s a good thing. as i put it, it’s definitely more atmospheric and ethereal. this one song, “the stranger” it sounds like maynard says “Move away you fuck tomatos” but it’s really “move away you fucking tornado” hahah.

 

leighanne is here.

my hair is orange.