1. watched the “new” jewel video for “intuition” (i think)….and it’s really funny. cuz it’s obviously poking fun at all the britney clones, and current music/music videos. but i still don’t get what’s going on with her. it’d be great and funny if the video was the end of her looking like a whore…but she’s continued the look, as if to extend the joke…but it’s not working. she just looks like a sell out, while the whole time she’s singing about selling out and shit. eh i don’t even know what i’m saying. the video is hella funny tho.

2. “st anger” is just a terrible terrible song. and it’s about 4 minutes too long.

3. i try not to like linkin park, but they are ok…but i realized i’m growing out of that whole “scene”…cuz any time i hear one of their new songs, or staind or whoever…it’s so cliched it makes me laugh. but wtf am i supposed to listen to now if i don’t identify with all that…. adult contemporary?!?!  trent needs to come and save music (again).

4. had an emergency doctor appt this morning, because i woke up to allergic reactions to my new meds. webmd.com said SEEK EMERGENCY MEDICAL HELP IF…*lists my symptoms*…so called the dr, they said to come in so they could give me stuff to counteract it. they didn’t, since it was only my lips that were swollen, not my throat, and i could still breathe lol. she gave me steroids to reduce the swelling, but it’s already gone down so i don’t think i’m going to start taking them tomorrow. and then she gave me new meds, sulfa (?) drugs, to try instead of what she put me on, on monday…watch me get bad reactions to that, since it’s pretty common to be allergic to that too. ug. at least i didn’t have to pay for her services today.

5. getting dark, so it’s off to the terminal with my nite film again.

i don’t understand myself. i don’t understand how i can go someplace a bunch of times yet not know how to get there and/or get lost getting there every time. i’ve finally established the correct, efficient way to get to central terminal once i’m on the east side. but apparently i can’t get to the east side anymore lol. went down there with adr to photo the terminal…went the wrong way on the 33…how, i dont know, cuz thats the only way i know how to get there. ended up at the airport, having to turn around, went through a redlight cuz i couldn’t stop, almost got in an accident. back on the 33 in the correct direction, and got to the terminal. o.m.g so lovely. love you terminal haha. took half a roll, hopefully a few will turn out. gonna have to waste the rest of the roll at the falls or something.

my dad’s pics on the cable access show are on at 11. gotta tune in.

or my dad’s show wasn’t on…*confused*…it IS wednesday right? and it is 11 pm right…then it should be on channel 20, but it’s not. some church show is on. gonna check back at 11:30…if i miss it, russell said he’d have a copy of it. i just wanna see my dad’s pictures on tv. haha

*update*….turned the show on at 11:30 and it came on, but it was the end. oddly enough, i know the other guests who were on the show along with russell. it was this kid that i used to talk to on AOL and his friends. this kid contacted me cuz he found my site with my dad’s terminal pics on it, and we had talked for a month or so about how to scam the construction guys to get inside. since the show wasn’t really on, i dunno why they were on it…but the one kid plugged their website novim.us and i was like, that sounds super familiar. yep. it’s that kid and his friend’s site/blog. strange.