i guess my mom decided i’m not destraught enough to be nice to me anymore…she’s back to her normal self of telling me i look awful, my hair sucks, etc…the past 2 days…my hair makes me look like a wigger. thanks mom. love you too.

again, feel awful about nate…it’s like an every other day thing i guess. yesterday i was fine, today..not fine. really miss him. really wish i could see him…

i guess i’m gonna wrap gifts today, even tho 2 haven’t arrived yet. i have nothing else to do.

1. added pictures of the snow
2. wrapped gifts, except the 2 i’m still waiting to arrive
3. went to training class…so.much.fun. 😛 so much sitting there being bored…so much purposely not paying attention during “role play” since no one else knows what they’re doing, and end up just confusing everyone…got to sit next to the stone stupid supervisor when we went on the comps…”teacher” made me give her my comp since i don’t need practice…SHE’S SO DUMB!!! SO SO SO DUMB!!!! i am having big issues taking instruction from her. ug.
4. i’m freezing.
5. i’m bored to death.
6. heard from an old friend today…she has been MIA for about a year, since she was last visiting another friend in utah…turns out she was really sick and finally got bad enough that she checked herself into ER…and stayed there for 2.5 months, had open heart surgery and a valve replaced…!!!! she’s all better, and settling down, is in a house and stuff now (she was the nomad girl who’s been a bohemian the past few years…hopping trains and squating in warehouses and stuff)…so good for her.
7. i want to start writing again…but i have this problem where i never have plot, and never gain plot…i set up characters then have nothing to do with them, so it always just turns into a romance novel…i think i had an idea for something to start writing, but i forgot it…i forgot what it even could have been about, which makes me think i dreamed it…it also could have been some sort of autobiographical based story…but i still don’t remember what it was…all my stories end up being semi-autobiographical in some way. at least in character set up, not the actual non-plot lol.
8. freddie prinze jr is so unattractive.