got the job. days off are mondays and tuesdays. working nights tho which is crap…shifts start at 6, 7 or 8 pm…suuuuuuck. arg. i mean i have no life as it is…but if i wanted to have one, i can’t…arg.

so i’m applying to grad school at UB and probably NU…and if i don’t get accepted, well then i’m screwed. no school for me. not looking forward to writing these crap essays… the UB one is about career goals, why i want to do the program, experience with adolescents, experience counseling, and other skills they should consider…i could PROBABLY bullshit that one good enough. the NU one asks about my theory on education, which i have no idea what that even should be about. and they ask about my professional goats…yes goats. haha i filled out all of the UB application already, and just requested info from NU. blah. i think if i do this i won’t be able to work. i’ll want to do it full time and get it done with. i wonder if i’d be able to get back on parents health insurance if i wasn’t working cuz of school…blaaaaaaaaah.

ok i was gonna go shopping today. i should go do that. it’s gonna be hell.

I
HATE
christmas
shopping.

holy jesus was the mall packed. i went in um… 3 stores. complete waste of time. got adr something else but i don’t like it. oh well. that buffalo boxer guy…baby joe mesi (is that is name?) was at the mall…i didn’t bother to meet him/get autograph. i couldn’t think of anyone who pays attention to boxing that would be impressed to have that as a gift…not like he won’t be there every other weekend the rest of this month haha. sabres are gonna be at the sports card store place tomorrow…rob ray, jp dumont and i think eric boulton. i should tell danielle. she can go meet jp and he can fall in love with her etc etc etc.

i feel like wrapping gifts already…but at the same time, i don’t want to do it. oh well.