October 16, 2002
stuff i dont remember….then…i was at my house and remembered that i owned fish, they were in the basement, and hadn’t been fed in over a month. i figured they were dead, but i went downstairs to look in the tank and see. at least then i could throw them out, etc. they were still alive. happily alive, and had actually grown. there were also 2 frogs in there, and a butterfly. it was a really pretty rainbow irridescent butterfly like i had seen at the butterfly conservatory. the butterfly flew out of the tank, and landed on the wall. then i was at work, and the butterfly was on one of the registers in the service bar. marlow, one of the bussers, touched one of its wings. i started yelling at him because once you touch their wings they can’t fly anymore. so then someone else touched the other wing, since it was already not going to be able to fly. i went over and took the butterfly and was holding it in my hand, and it sank its teeth into my palm. so i’m standing there with the butterfly in my hand, biting it, and i’m wondering if this is a problem…if this was some poisonous butterfly and now i was going to die from it’s venom. then i wondered, and asked my mom, who was there too, if butterflies even bite. i pulled it off my hand, and i dunno what happened after that.
lots of dreams about getting hired at the casino. one, was that they offered a car to transport you to and from the training sessions daily. they treated the employees very well.
posted by sara @ 3:46 PM
October 10, 2002
i was driving through the plaza parking lot. behind me was a red camero, and inside was larry from u2. he had a sign that said “pull over, or else”. so he was tailgating me, and i was trying to pull over so he could go around me, but he kept following me instead. so i turned down an aisle to park, and he followed me too. so i kept going around in circles trying to get out of his way. justin from nsync was standing outside of block buster and i waved to him, because i guess we were friends. i turned back onto the main drive of the parking lot, and i hit chris kirkpatrick from nsync who was riding a bike, with my car. he wasn’t hurt, and he looked at me and said hi to me. i managed to lose larry, and i guess park the car, because then i was going over to justin to find out where JC was, because i was dating JC. joey fatone walked by and said hi to me too. then JC started walking over because he had been in a different store. then everyone disappeared, so i was trying to find them again, and i went into fashion bug to see if they were shopping inside. the store was all torn apart and set up differently so that nsync could have privacy while shopping. i couldn’t find them in there so i left with my mom. we got in the car and were going to go home when michelle from work came up to the car and asked if we could drop her off at the doctors office that was across the street from the high school. we said sure, but instead of getting in the car she was going to hang onto the door. then i had a flashback, or premonition of what was going to happen to me in the future. in the future, justin was going to profess his love for me and steal me away from JC. i saw myself lying on a bed crying, and Justin leaving me. he was being really harsh, and unfeeling, and apologizing that he was leaving, but you could tell he didn’t care. he said that he couldn’t be with me anymore, but he’d send Darren from savage garden over for me next. darren came over and i expected him to rape me or something, but instead we just talked, and he acted like a shrink and helped me. then i was back to reality of driving michelle to the offices. my moms cell phone rang so i answered it because it was for me (i just knew it was for me). i thought it was Justin because he was the only one who knew my mom’s cell phone number. but it turns out it was trent, and he was my boyfriend and he was calling to see how i was. he had gotten out of work early and was making himself a drink. i could barely hear him so i never knew if he was still on the line or not. then we passed the doctors offices without letting michelle off, so we had to stop and let her get off the car. then we went home and i was still on the phone with trent, who i guess was actually nate. he was making a new answering machine message, and was just going to use some korn song as the message. i was irritated because i couldn’t hear on the phone, and i didn’t know if he was still on the other end or not so i was just like, i’m hanging up now, bye.
there was some other wackass dream i had but don’t remember what it was now.