i hate my room. i like it. i like the way it’s set up. but i hate that i have the roof in front of my window. normally i don’t mind this, cuz that’s how i have my room at home. but at home we have gutters. at school we don’t. so during the half hour or so long downpour at 4 in the morning, i got to be woken up by the insessant pounding of rain on the roof. and it’s not normal sounds of rain. it gains velocity as it rolls off the 3rd floor roof, and down onto mine. omg it’s deafening. doesn’t help that my head is right by the windows too. ARG. it’s so annoying. so now i have a headache. i hope they give us an end of year survey about the townhouses, and have a space for suggestions so i can put “gutters” on it….and oh yeah!! the commons building that was supposed to be done in October,….at latest November…end of December….when we get back from break in January….still not finished…however is open for us. we are allowed to go there and do laundry in the 7 whole washers and dryers they have… AND they are side loading not top loading, apartment sized washers. SO WHY COULDN’T THEY PUT A SET IN ONE OF OUR STORAGE ROOMS!!! THEY’D FIT!! THEY’RE ON TOP OF EACHOTHER!!! so pissed about that. and bill said our mailboxes have been put into the common building too, which i’m assuming means i’ll have a new address soon. how fucking annoying. it’s 1 mailbox per townhouse, so that’s cool. someone can go and get everyone’s mail….but I DONT WANT TO CHANGE MY ADDRESS WITH 3 MONTHS LEFT!

and oh yeah. leah and bill found a crumpled up walmart bag on one of our kitchen chairs… inside was 2 of my spoons, some of leah’s spoons and some of leah’s plastic bowls….so now only 1 of my spoons is still missing.

i dreamed about vampires all night. don’t remember any of it really. there was some part where i was looking at a magazine bono was in, there were pictures of him in a candystore, and then i was there. and bono had bought pixi sticks, so i wanted to as well. the lady said i could just have them, and gave me a bag to put them in. then i walked around the mall with my mom and the bag apparently said “i am satan and i’ve come for your soul” so people kept coming up to me and harassing me about the fact the bag said i was satan…anyway.

i’ve found myself liking the 2nd disc of The Fragile alot lately…which is odd cuz i used to like the 1st disc alot more…and especially the first half of the first disc. but i keep finding myself being like, yeah this is so great, to stuff on the 2nd disc. not like it wasn’t great before, i just preferred the 1st disc. yeah i’ll shut up now.

and instead of recommenting in my comments to mary…Mary: i dont consider you a NIN fan convert cuz well..it’s not like u didn’t like them, u went to the show etc..and then there’s eric…so even tho you listened to downward first thing in the morning LOL you don’t count. BUT….when you buy an Orgy cd,… then you’ll count as an orgy convert :)….like Adrienne…heheh and oh yes, you will buy an orgy cd at some point heheheh