insomnia. “when you have insomnia nothing is real. everything is a copy of a copy of a copy.”

can’t sleep can’t sleep. i’m tired all day long, but when it comes time to sleep, can’t. i almost fell asleep in the dentist chair, with metal things shoved in my mouth. but i get in bed, can’t sleep. i was laying in bed for 45 min, after watching tv and reading. not sleeping, so i got up came on the comp. the cords to my blinds are hanging in the window and i keep seeing them out of the corner of my eye and i think its someone walking in the street. but its not, every time, its still just the cords.

the brightness of my screen is hurting my eyes, but last time i was on comp in the dark and turned the brightness down i never got it back to the correct level. it bugs me if my blacks aren’t really black.

maybe i’ll play sims for a while. i have nothing to do, and can’t sleep. tired of laying there. i could work on my hedwig redesign….maybe.