i have a big hard lump in the back of my head and it hurts. and it wasn’t there before, and i don’t have one on the other side of my head. my brains are falling out haha. maybe that girl did kick me in the head….
there is this little older asian lady at work who likes me for some reason. she calls me “boo-tee-ful dealer” haha. she was playing with me today and said she lives alone and gets lonely so she comes to the casino and then she gets to play with the beautiful dealer hahaha. and she gave me 70$ and specified it was “for kitty kat” hahaha.
i really don’t know how to explain my relationship with u2 right now. cuz i so totally despise politician bono. and i really don’t care for the last album. and the shows were eh. but i still love 90s u2, and listening to them today, even “all that you can’t leave behind” still makes me happy – er well the first 5 tracks, and new york. new york actually gives me chills because it was so great live. and especially the 2nd version post 9-11. i really do enjoy the first half of that record. coldplay steve copied the vertigo dvd for me but i don’t really want to watch it. cuz i’m just so eh on them right now. gah. but i have thought of a bunch more u2 icons to make haha
dying my hair blueblack…scalp is so totally bright blue. yikes. i really hope i did ok on the back of my neck and there aren’t big blobs of blue skin showing. i dont have a hand mirror to even try to look either.
trent in 1 day!
i haven’t gotten to watch much of the olympics this time around, although i have tried to catch the short track from time to time. you know, since apollo is so hot and all 🙂 i’m so shallow haha. anyway….i gotta say skeleton is the most insane event at the games. head first at 70 mph?!?!? insanity. saw some of it last night and me and this kid at work just stopped talking and stared at the tv watching, then both agreed that it was completely nuts. a coworker of mine used to be a luger. he almost made the olympics in 84, but they took the top 2 instead of every other year when they took the top 3. he trained at lake placid for years. pretty cool eh? ski jump is probably totally cool, just like flying. oh and watching the snowboarding races makes me want to learn to snowboard. of course, i’d kill myself that’s for sure. i just didn’t realize they had snowboarding races, i just thought it was the halfpipe stuff, and solo timed races. very cool.
i wish i had more vacation time because i’d really like to go to europe this year.
i have to say that i really do love my hair short.
i keep having reoccuring dreams about the same urbex location that doesn’t actually exist hahah. it’s really beautiful though. it may be a manifestation of the very pretty building on hamburg turnpike. just in a different location. a same fictional location in all the dreams, but haha…not the hamburg turnpike.
i need to make a list of things to be included in the Soundtrack of my Personal Hell. in it will be alanis morisette for sure. *stuck in my head and won’t leave gaaaah*
i really don’t have anything to say.
ha carolyn, click here LOL i didn’t make it either. but it made me laugh. i think that page is still up somewhere. i recall looking at it somewhat recently.
my meeting went well. very interesting few hours. not sure how it will pan out though. anyone have 20,000$?
i actually just told kitty “no soup for you”….bad kitty trying to get my soup can out of the garbage.
so tonight, i got to slum it for 6 hours on the fucking MONEY WHEEL. it was bad. seriously, the stupidest people play that “game”. listen, i don’t want to hear you bitch about how the number 1 always comes up, when there are 35 number 1s on the wheel. ARE YOU FUCKING RETARDED!?!?! i guess that’s why they call it redneck roulette. there was one guy who played for 7 hours. THE MONEYWHEEL!?!? FOR SEVEN HOURS?!?!?! wtf.
i’ve begun leaving work early again. BAD! need money. trent needs a new car LOL.
kitty is being so bad lately.
anyway. i’m really excited about my discovery today!!! no details yet. tis not safe 🙂
roseanne is eating a pudding pop and i really want one.
i should have stayed at work. i have nothing to do at home. i’m gonna sit here for 2 hrs doing nothing. gah. 40 hours next week for sure. even on my 6am day saturday. plus with the holiday it should be good tips.
today’s lamp hunting mission was fruitful yet not fruitful. Because the shop I was looking for, as expected, does not exist anymore. We stopped in a lamp restoration shop, talked to the guy, and he gave me a fount of information. Which I just very easily followed up on. Sent out a few letters and hopefully I get some responses. We’ll see.
*edit* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
spent 4 and a half hours on a dead bacc game, but had fun. mucked for about an hour, and spent the rest of the night on caribbean stud. oh yeah haha. slumming it! so much better than being in high limit all the time.
tommy came in tonight. i got a message from him through dunkle who was supervising in the pai gow section. that tommy wondered if i fell off the face of the earth, and that it seemed like he really wanted me to call him. i said whatever. he ended up finding me in caribbean. it was alright seeing him. i guess it was nice but i don’t know that i really want to hang out at all. he came back again in my last 20 min and was asking if he could call me cuz he really really wanted to talk to me cuz it’d been a long time. and he was with this girl who i apparently met this summer. i don’t remember meeting her but she looked really familiar. but i think that’s cuz she looked like brian’s sister sherry. i don’t think this was a girlfriend or anything. and i really could care less. it’d actually be really great if that was a new girlfriend cuz then maybe i could hang out with him and have a good time without him thinking it was cuz i wanted to be with him. so i guess he’s going to call me on my days off or something. i dunno. haven’t talked in month in a half or so, and i still have absolutely nothing to talk about with him. besides the fact that i do pretty much nothing with my time. so yeah. not really looking forward to that.
i think i might get my moms sewing machine and just fool around with it. i can’t take the classes at the sewing store cuz they’re tuesday nights. but i really need something to do with my afternoons besides sleep til 3 and sit here playing chuzzle til i go to work. maybe i can do something cool for the upcoming shows. and dude if we have a whole summer of more nin shows i’ll def need a bigger wardrobe.
and i decided that when i’m in vegas i’m going to try to get auditions at a few places. first choice, hard rock hotel. because as i understand it they pretty much let you look however you want to look. so if i really want to give myself a real mohawk and dye it blue, they’d think it was cool. that and cuz they are one of the highest paid out there. i want to look at wynn too but i think i’m delusional to think i’d get in there. they’re also making top dollars.
OH and good news for me trying to comp nin tickets at aladdin…our old casino manager just went out there and is a host at aladdin! score! even tho i talked to him maybe once, and it was really just “hi how are you” when he was checking up on us swing shifters on some saturday night. it’s better than finding a complete stranger as a host and trying to score tickets by just looking rich hahaha.
getting up early to go out to clarence and track down some terminal light fixtures. got a tip yesterday. i’d die to actually walk into this shop and find them. gotta play it cool and score us a deal if i do run into anything out there.
dear god we’re gonna go broke
“Trent has already confirmed a Summer ’06 “Amphitheater” tour”
gah! amira emailed me about last night’s show. possible no soundcheck/meet and greets this leg.
and i realized that i can wear the fishnet-dress-i-bought-even-though-i’d-never-have-a-reason-to-wear-it dress to the vegas show since we have seats and won’t have to sit out side in the freezing cold all day 🙂 yay!
kitty is in the middle of his first experience with a helium balloon. i’m not sure he knows what to make of it. he grabs the ribbon and pulls on it, the balloon comes down and kitty gets scared. he’s freaking out ahha. it’s funny.
and sabres lost 🙁 but they managed to get to overtime in the last 30 sec of the game. that was good haha.
my mom is funny. she emailed me cuz she found a potential urbex location for me hahaha. and she saw jason pominville from the sabres on the news today and thinks he’s the cutest thing ever haha. she made me look him up on line to see how old he was.
and after a few years….our schizophrenic friend called my mom while i was over there!! gaah! mom is back to screening calls now. it really felt like forever since she would call all the time.