spent 4 and a half hours on a dead bacc game, but had fun. mucked for about an hour, and spent the rest of the night on caribbean stud. oh yeah haha. slumming it! so much better than being in high limit all the time.

tommy came in tonight. i got a message from him through dunkle who was supervising in the pai gow section. that tommy wondered if i fell off the face of the earth, and that it seemed like he really wanted me to call him. i said whatever. he ended up finding me in caribbean. it was alright seeing him. i guess it was nice but i don’t know that i really want to hang out at all. he came back again in my last 20 min and was asking if he could call me cuz he really really wanted to talk to me cuz it’d been a long time. and he was with this girl who i apparently met this summer. i don’t remember meeting her but she looked really familiar. but i think that’s cuz she looked like brian’s sister sherry. i don’t think this was a girlfriend or anything. and i really could care less. it’d actually be really great if that was a new girlfriend cuz then maybe i could hang out with him and have a good time without him thinking it was cuz i wanted to be with him. so i guess he’s going to call me on my days off or something. i dunno. haven’t talked in month in a half or so, and i still have absolutely nothing to talk about with him. besides the fact that i do pretty much nothing with my time. so yeah. not really looking forward to that.

i think i might get my moms sewing machine and just fool around with it. i can’t take the classes at the sewing store cuz they’re tuesday nights. but i really need something to do with my afternoons besides sleep til 3 and sit here playing chuzzle til i go to work. maybe i can do something cool for the upcoming shows. and dude if we have a whole summer of more nin shows i’ll def need a bigger wardrobe.

and i decided that when i’m in vegas i’m going to try to get auditions at a few places. first choice, hard rock hotel. because as i understand it they pretty much let you look however you want to look. so if i really want to give myself a real mohawk and dye it blue, they’d think it was cool. that and cuz they are one of the highest paid out there. i want to look at wynn too but i think i’m delusional to think i’d get in there. they’re also making top dollars.

OH and good news for me trying to comp nin tickets at aladdin…our old casino manager just went out there and is a host at aladdin! score! even tho i talked to him maybe once, and it was really just “hi how are you” when he was checking up on us swing shifters on some saturday night. it’s better than finding a complete stranger as a host and trying to score tickets by just looking rich hahaha.

getting up early to go out to clarence and track down some terminal light fixtures. got a tip yesterday. i’d die to actually walk into this shop and find them. gotta play it cool and score us a deal if i do run into anything out there.