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stomach is dying again. ug. hurts so bad.

lunch was fun, there ended up being about 10 of us. it was weird though because Most Hated Player Ever was actually friendly and nice to us, and gave us a whole 8$ discount on our check. he brought over some kind of duck thing, and no one would really touch it cuz who knew what the hell was really in it (ifyouknowwhatimeanandithinkyoudo). i still don’t like chinese food tho so i didn’t eat much, and people put in way too much money for the check so they kept giving it to me so we wouldn’t tip them. since He was nice to us i sorta felt bad trashing the place. Xiao started throwing stuff on the floor though so we made a bit of a mess. ended up we were all non smokers so we couldn’t light up in there, i never bought the cigarettes like i said i was going to haha. hit a few stores with mary after and now waiting for board meeting. but i sooo don’t feel good. time to drink more antacids.

and this site is fabulous!

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i love george bush

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i somewhat randomly decided to go to canada to check out the stripper shoe store i saw when amira and i were…um…in canada, to see if they had any gothboots. so off to canada, and why on earth does everything in canada close at 5. sheesh. went to the outlets to urban behaviour, they had a cool corset that sorta fit, but i didn’t buy it cuz again, not comfortable wearing it. i decided to drive around and try to find the penn center, went through st catherines downtown which is actually sorta cute. finally found the penn center (after driving by it twice) and shopped around. bought some eyeshadow from another mac-like cosmetic counter. seriously, it HAS to be the same stuff mac sells, it all looks exactly the same.

anyway…on the way home, rainbow bridge, the customs guy asks to see the trunk. fuck. i have all the stuff that jasen gave me from his basement in my trunk still. fuck fuck fuck. first the guy couldn’t fathom that someone might actually go and shop by themselves. he was convinced i knew someone there and went shopping with them. um no, SOME people can actually handle doing things by themselves. then the trunk he was like, what is all this stuff, and i’m like…i have no idea really haha. i knew i was so totally done. so i got pulled over, and not just pulled over and searched in the parking space, but i had to drive my car into this little garage thing, and they closed me in there. i had to sit in this little room and they took my cell phone away, and they searched my car. i wasn’t really nervous cuz i didn’t do anything wrong, but really. i have no idea what was in my trunk hahah. what if jasen really had found uranium in his basement and it was in the box in my trunk. and all i could think of was jasen getting body cavity searched haha. thankfully, there was none of that. it didn’t take long, i just think they took a closer look in the trunk, looked through the back seat, and were done. they didn’t really say anything to me or ask me anything except why would i go shopping by myself in canada (they asked me again haha). oh they did ask me about work, and if i had my gaming license, tho i don’t know why that would matter. i didn’t have it and he didn’t press the issue.

so if i wasn’t already, i’m sure that i’m now on an FBI list of subversives. gotta remember to take that stuff out of my trunk before i go to canada again. we joked about it last friday. who knew it would happen. damn george bush. damn terrorists.

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work has been weird. well rather, people at work have been weird. i had told a bunch of people i was going to the party sunday night when i really had no intentions of going. didn’t feel like paying 20$ to not drink. whatever. the next day i saw siu and asked how it was, and she was like “Good but i was disappointed you didn’t show up.”….ok. and she’s confirmed with me 1000 times that i’m going to lunch at Most Hated Player’s Restaurant with her and a bunch of people on thursday. then today anna was my supervisor, and i was on a dead game when our new scheduling boy was picking stuff up in the pits. and she randomly said that i should go out with him. ok. weird. whatever. i went on break and later came back and she brought it up again. ok. now we don’t talk. we hardly ever work together, and she intimidates me so i don’t really know what to say to her. so it was weird that she’d just start in on this. then later, she brought it up again, offering to tell him and set us up together. wtf. and i got another message on my space from someone who knows who i am from when i was a pit clerk. and i have no idea who this person is. if i hadn’t just been contacted by someone i actually liked and got along well with in high school i’d just delete my account.

i really want to go to coney island.

i found tons of stuff on ebay that i want to buy. i’ve resisted so far but there is one thing i’m definitely sniping once i find out a shipping price. hehe more junk for me to move yay.

and haha there’s apparently a new trent feud going on…trent and jerome, stemming from jerome’s new interview with mtv. trent posted on his “blog” and quickly deleted a nice little message to jerome haha “A few thoughts / corrections on Jerome Dillon’s latest press attempt to create interest in his project:
First, the facts:
I was impressed with his demos that ended up being his record.
I thought the choice of using Claudia was fantastic – I love her voice.
I did not offer to produce his record.
I did not attempt or ask to use any of his tracks for the “Tapeworm” project (which was long dead by the time I heard his music).
His recollection of the events leading to his departure from the band is once again inaccurate.

Now I venture into commentary:
Jerome continuously has to see himself as the victim in all circumstances. He lives in a world where he is always being wronged by someone or something. That could be me, that could be management, that could be his drum tech, that could be the girl who mistakenly washed his permanent press designer jeans, that could be the person that didn’t cook his chicken properly before the show, or that could be the record label that wont give him tour support for his new band to play a show. On that topic, what in the hell do you need tour support for? You’re a new band with no record sales yet… do what any new band does – practice in the garage, pack your shit in the car, play a goddamned show and quit whining about it.
p.s. You look like an asshole in your picture. ”

hahaha

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still thinking about the egg donor thing.

i realized today that i never got billed for my little drunken trip to the ER. nice.

i bought some clothes from fredericks of hollywood (seriously ha). i got one today, the other is out of stock. i’m not sure i’m going to keep it tho. i like it, but i am not comfortable in it. i have time to decide. haha. i hope the other one comes tho, it has sleeves haha.

i bought edy’s whole fruit frozen juice bars. the orange-creme one tasted vaguely alcoholic haha.

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“Tupac to Join Celebrities at Wax Museum” – why is that news??

news over here…i found out a way to fund this tour. i’m going to contribute to the advancement of medicine by donating my eggs to science. for $4000. and i’m totally serious. does anyone know anyone who’s had this done? apparently somewhere in rochester, probably Strong, does it. steph at work has a whole pamphlet on it, that came home from pre-school with her stepson hahahaha. it apparently takes about an hour, it’s a local, you’re done and on your way with $4000. i see no negatives about this, except for a bit of pain i’m sure. but FOUR THOUSAND DOLLARS…i don’t need all those eggs! you can also do it once a month too LOL. *grr initial look seems like i couldn’t do it if i wanted to. gah. now what am i gonna do to raise funds, open a lemonade stand?*

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today consisted of being very very VERY cold. i spent 4 hours or so with some photographer/explorers from downstate and NJ at the terminal. i dressed warm, gloves, hat, sweatshirt, big jacket, but after 4 hours it was horrible haha. couldn’t feel my feet at all. they were all very cool people, and they’ve been EVERYWHERE haha. i may be going to Grail#2 with them this weekend if things work out right time wise.

tonight consisted of tripping up to toronto with kate and lei to go to the big st patty’s day party with u2 coverband Elevation playing. unfortunately when we got there, there were no more tickets left. it wasn’t a huge surprise, so we made alternate plans and went to dinner at hard rock cafe (where i spent 14$ on a drink and a hot fudge sunday wtf). then we were gonna go to get me tattooed at new tribe, the only tat place i know of in toronto, but we couldn’t find anywhere to park that didn’t cost 20$. so we just came home, stopped to buy candy at a gas station, and found jalepeno pringles (so good!) and dill doritos (so bad!).

i realized it is probably easier for me to go to toronto to go to H&M than to go to rochester to H&M.

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i got the apartment so it looks like i’ll be moving next month. now who wants to help?

and if anyone wants 3 arcade game cases, and a chicken egg vending machine that doesn’t work, let me know.

sabres 1 point back from ottawa…gah! must win saturday!

oh and my dad somewhat randomly decided to buy me a new printer. so yay. i’ll be able to print in black again.

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i filled out an application for the apartment. it is owned by one of NTHS’s most popular teachers. it has some poor wallpaper choices, but it’s nice enough. it’ll be good if i get it. and he said kitty is ok. so we’ll see.

i think i figured out who i’m taking to the terminal…but it appears that he wants to go on friday now…not over the weekend…

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i wish i could be a heartless bitch. cuz phill said he was going to the casino tonight, and he would give me half of whatever he ended up with to fund the summer tour. but i totally cannot take his money. i totally should. poor kid i’m sure he gets it all the time. but no. i’m too nice. dammit!

and speaking of being a heartless bitch, i talked to tommy yesterday. he called again on monday to see if i was home from nin week. so i actually called him back when i was at the store and it was almost nice to talk to him. we sorta had things to say, it wasn’t just complete dead silence like it was in november. he had to go back to work (shock he’s actually doing his community service finally) so he said he’d call back, and he did, but i didn’t answer cuz i didn’t really have anything else to talk about at this point. but whatever. he didn’t mention the girlfriend. as if i care hahaha. i mentioned my trent molesting of course, and he was actually sort of excited about it – or he faked it real well. whatever.

i feel really really sick again…

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oh jesus christ trent, you really are trying to make us declare bankruptcy aren’t you? nin summer amphitheatre tour with bauhaus. i see at least 14 doable dates. most of them are…”we’ll if we go to this one, we’ll already be right there for the next one, and then the next one…” i can picture virginia beach, dc, camden nj, holmdel nj, wantagh, ny (which crap is on tony’s wedding day), saratoga ny, hartford ct, boston, toronto, detroit, cleveland, columbus, pittsburgh, chicago…oh hey, columbus is on my birthday. happy birthday to me, my own mini tour again, all through june. jesus christ i really just need to take a leave of absense that month. seriously. all the presales are in or around vegas…crap. i could take out virginia beach and dc…stick to nj and new england. could take out chicago to but the flights are so cheap! gah

so i guess that means that i really better like the apartment i’m going to look at in NT on wednesday. it’s a lower of a really nice looking house on Ward. $550, includes water. Right there, that’s like a $400 a month cut if gas and electric keeps this shit up. no pets, but we just won’t mention kitty. with my tax return my bank account looks more healthy so i should be able to afford the deposit and first rent, and not have 0 dollars left. i just hope that i get this security deposit back, that’ll help. but i’m not getting my hopes up. who knows what this place will look like. i just really need cheaper rent, i got ANOTHER tour to fund.

this week filled up fast, something going on every day now this week. next week is filling too, and i need a haircut before vegas. a bunch of us are going to patronize the restaurant of one of my most hated players, so we can make a mess, treat them like shit, and not tip. siu is supposed to call me about it, and wow that’s gonna be a train wreck. i can barely understand what she says on person, let alone on a phone where i have trouble understanding good english. should be a fun time though. i plan to start smoking that day, so i can smoke in the restaurant and ash all over the floor.

i bought a shadow box for the tambourine today, but the only ones that it fit into that weren’t completely hideous were unfinished wood. so now i get to paint it. which could be cool…but i couldn’t find any good paint/weathering kits at the store, everything was spray paint, and i can’t remove the plexi to spray it… so i dunno…michael’s has 50% off custom framing, so i should probably get the Toronto litho framed finally. it would be neat to be able to get the 2 to match but i’m not that good at painting wood unless i just get a plain black or silver frame. hrmph. we’ll see i guess.

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