rawk the fuck on. ozzfest @ darien lake august 11th. so totally going. ozzy, korn, manson…yeah. i’m so there. i was afraid it would only come as close as toronto (or worse, barrie) and i didn’t feel like traveling for it (especially not to barrie). but darien…yay! i’m so excited. if things keep going this way, it’ll be my first concert all year. how sad. hahah

omg i think i dreamed nate was dead. yeah. i did. i was dreaming about how i was always saying i got a letter from nate, which means he is alive…or at least was when he wrote it 3 weeks prior…and then it turned out he really was dead. ug.

went to the neurologist. i got new meds to try (one daily before bed to prevent them, one type of painkiller – the bedtime one apparently makes u sleepy, so hopefully i’ll be able to sleep good with it. i think it’s an anti depressant too…one of them is), and i am waiting for buffalo mri to call me back to schedule an apt there. they said i need permission from my insurance, so they were gonna call or…something. and call me back. that’s all i know, they’re supposed to call back. the new dr was nice…kinda didn’t like that she didn’t ask me to explain my headaches, and just went with whatever was written down in my old chart. she asked some clarification questions…but she thought i only had gotten headaches when i was a teenager. try like 2 years old i was getting headaches. so the old dr apparently didn’t write down correct things about what was wrong with me. and she still didn’t catch on to the fact that i have SHARP SHOOTING PAINS through my head. haha. but getting the mri to make sure nothing is really wrong.

work at 7 tonight. lucky me. talked to adr last night, filled her in on stuff. she might not be able to go to eric’s party cuz she works real late, but we’ll see. i’m going to try to get next friday off as well, so i can sleep for the interview at UB. i decided i really cannot do it, if i’m not getting home til real late, and having to get up 4 hours later. that would just be really really bad.