question 1: why do i like justin timberlake?…actually, i think i’ve figured this one out. on a certain level he reminds me of nate. no they do not look alike, and the only time i heard nate sing really, was in his movie. he doesn’t have a popstar voice, he has a “i’m trained in theatre to sing real loud so you can hear me in the back” voice. it’s just that justin reminds me of nate for reasons only nate and i know. well actually, probably i only know them. he’d know them if i reminded him. but you know guys, they don’t catch on to things like girls do. so i think that’s why i like justin timberlake. and he’s damn sexy in that video.

question 2: why do i like eminem? this one i have no answer for. ug. i heard that “Superman” song on the radio to and from work the other day and i thought it was kinda cool. i’m ashamed.

question 3: why do only fat goofy/dorky looking guys only talk to me at work? why can’t one of the 4 floor sups who i think are sorta good looking talk to me? ok i should take that back, cuz they do talk to me sometimes, but only the fat dorky ones get disappointed that i don’t sit with them on break lol.

supposed to go to work tonight for dinner with the parents, but not sure anymore. dad had to go to the doctor cuz something is very wrong with his leg that got crushed 8 years ago. so depending on how that goes, and like…if he had to get admited into the hospital cuz he’s about to die or something…it will decide if we still go. i have to stop at the wardrobe ppl first, to return my pants again cuz they are no bigger than the size 4 they gave me first.

and i gotta call walmart to make an eye appt. mom says they’d be able to tell if i’m really going blind, so that i could make an appt with a real eye doctor. i still think it’s my brain tumor and not my retina that’s making me go blind. but better check it anyway.