Category Archives: Personal

one more day til back to school. gotta read my articles before this afternoon starts. joe’s supposed to call and let me know what’s going on today when he gets out of work.

went out with eric last night. lol we have such exciting lives. we went to target, walmart, drove around a lil bit, then to denny’s for a while, then to the 24 hr walmart which is not actually 24 hours anymore 🙁 now what are we gonna do?!?!?!? i guess that means 24 Tops is the only thing left….

finished interview last night when i got home. the ending was entirely different from the movie. and the book made alot more sense with the whole death of claudia thing. in the movie i was really confused about what the hell was going on. but the book it’s a bit different, and it makes more sense. so it’s all good.

oh and i don’t like the fact that there are actually movies i want to see now. i want to see panic room, and so i guess me and danielle are gonna go see that when we get back to school sometime. then at the movie yesterday we saw a preview for “murder by number” that is way better than the tv commercial. AND tommy gnosis is in it!!! soooo have to see that now. i don’t like spending money on movies! too expensive!!

since when do elementary schools have dances? we never had dances…we had skating parties at rainbow rink…we had a sock hop that no one went to in 5th grade. but now they have dances? was driving by my first elementary school, and there was a messages on the front board about the Valentine’s Day Dance….(yes it IS march lol)….do elementary school kids even want to go to a dance? they don’t like the opposite sex. i mean come on, even in middle school boys and girls segregated most of the night…i can’t imagine an elementary school dance. then of course u probably get the few slutty kids who are like, freak dancing, at 10 years old…all the girls look like britney spears, and they’re all shaking their ass…omg…this is a horror movie. must stop thinking about it.

since i’ve been home, ive put on mtv 4 times, and every time has been the exact same video. some black girl. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME! and what a great song it is… “oops there goes my shirt over my head… oops there goes my skirt dropping to my feet…” WTF IS THAT?!

that reminds me. i went in to a store in the mall, and there was this song playing…dunno what it was but.. it was the theme song from The Price Is Right… i’m like OMFG I CAN’T BELIEVE SOMEONE MADE A SONG AROUND THE PRICE AS RIGHT SONG!!!!!!

went to the neurologist today. they had room for me, woke me up at 9:30. so went there. then had to get blood work done. did that. and he gave me medicine..it’s heart medicine. apparently works on heads…but i still think he’s dumb, cuz i still think i have an aneurism, and one day i’m going to die because he didn’t give me a brain scan.

so since i was down on elmwood, i was gonna go to frisbees. yeah they were closed. or at least it appeared that way. there was a shady looking character standing outside, and all the lights were off inside. so i just kept driving. then went to the mall. tried on 3 things at hot topic. the dickies dress, another dress that was just like it except it wasn’t dickies brand and it had big giant saftey pins on it, and this other skirt that had these clip things on it. dunno how to explain that one. well the skirt was really rad, except id need a large and they didn’t have one. oooh and they had the first skirt i wanted, that i tried on in rochester, and they had it in the right color…but not in my size. but anyway…the 2 dresses were really cute. but yeah. they are really short. and i’m so not used to wearing short things. so i didn’t buy it. gonna think about it still….tried on a dress just like those 2, but different material, at express. it was longer than the hot topic ones, so maybe i’ll buy that one. but arg… everything is super short. so anything i buy is gonna be weird. and my mom’s all like, you’re going to look like a slut… and i’m like, um, yeah that’s sorta the point.

so now i guess i’m gonna go find something to do, read or something. cuz it’s super cold down here.

well i’m shocked. i got email from the sleep lab. they want me to give them names of references to contact because they were impressed by my experience…and i still gotta email the head director guy…must do that tomorrow. yes.

must see death to smoochy…. so love ed norton. but for some reason, in clips from the movie, i still cant see him as anyone other than “jack” in fightclub. really wanna go rent american history x now tho.

heather sent me some pics from yesterday. the one i look horrible in, it’s me and ty sitting on a bench in eaton center. this girl was about to walk right into the picture (u can see her coat in it) so i was cringing and so i look all dumb.

but now, got my haircut, look horrible. 😛

we’re getting digital cable! or at least my dad has to call adelphia because he wants to get digital cable, but needs to find out about splitting it to the other tvs in the house.. or something. but when he said it i was like OOH! he’s like WOAH WHAT i’m like MTV2 AND VH1 CLASSIC! hahah

snl rerun….waynes world…best and worst of summer 91 hahahah…omg so funny.

so yesterday was the big toronto excursion to meet ty for the first time. i thought it was gonna be really weird meeting him, but it wasn’t. lol it was alot less weird cuz heather was there and i already know her. so it was like, i knew him forever. so it was cool. we took the Go train to toronto, and went to skydome. had lunch at hard rock cafe cuz ty had never been to one before. then went to the CN tower. the whole glass floor etc. i thought the entire observation thing was the glass floor, but it’s really just like 1/8th of it is glass LOL. but it’s cool, very weird. so we did the CN tower thing, and the skypod thing. it was cool. took some pics that will turn out bad i’m sure lol. the outdoor part of the observation level is all fenced/wired off so you can’t jump off it, but that means you can’t send postcards flying off of it either :(…so no chucky p moment for me. so after cn tower we were going to go to the eaton center. well since none of us knew where we were going, we got off the subway at bloor…then walked all the way back down yonge (4 subway stops or something) to the eaton center LOL. yeah we’re retards. feet hurt so bad. so we went around eaton center for a bit, then back to the Go train to oakville. got dinner at the golden griddle or something, and we were THE only people there. it was bizzare haha. so headed back home after that. i don’t know what my problem is, but i cannot drive slow in canada. i was going 85/90 the entire time.

omg this is one of the best snl’s ever. the gay beer commercial HAHAHAHA schmitts gay hahaha.

ok so joe called me when i was driving home to see where i was, to know if i was gonna go to his house to watch Fear. so him and nick waited for me to get there to watch it. yes that’s right A NEW SEASON OF MTVs FEAR!!!!! omg it was so great. at first we were like, these ppl are wimps..the first guy didn’t want to do his dare, which was push down this big cross inside the church to allow the whatever spirit to come in…it was in mexico. so it’s some big aztec legend thing about this spirit of nature that haunted this silver mine, and all this stuff….so we were like god, these ppl are so stupid. but then the 2nd dare they had to go to the hospital across the river, and there was all kinds of creepy shit going on. like the people were FREAKING out. so 2 girls quit, then 2 guys went and did it and the 1 guy quit…sent out a new guy to join the one still out there and while they were out there, the power went out in the safe house. so the navigator girl was alone in the dark in the safe house with all these banging noises around her, the 2 guys were out by the hospital all alone. finally the power went back on and they managed to finish the dare. but they were so freaked out. then when they were supposed to go to bed it got super cold, and the walls were like, glowing or something…it was freaky ass shit. all 6 people ended up quitting… the first time ever on the show. so next week they send a new team into the mine to do it…MUST WATCH!! sunday night TV is back hehehe

went to my neighbors funeral today. they didn’t talk about the superiority of christianity so it was ok. normal funeral except they had a girl minister.

TOTALLY FORGOT TO MENTION…heather, ty and I walked onto a movie set yesterday LOL… they were filiming some movie in union station. we happened to walk by as they were about to film the scene. didn’t see any actors that we knew…i think it was just some filler scene. it had some people walking up the stairs, and 1 woman walking up the stairs carrying a suitcase…and then a guy coming down the stairs…blah. but we couldn’t see what the movie was called… new york something… or something new york…yeah. haha it was rad.

and oh yeah. went to barnes and noble today to waste my gift certificates. bought interview with a vampire (book) and deadeye dick by kurt vonnegut… use my GCs and they gave me the difference back (a whole 4$) but that was good cuz now i don’t have to worry about that anymore.

and i told my mom i wanted to go to galleria to buy the dress at hot topic. i told her i could show her a picture online. so i go find it. yeah hottopic.com changed the picture, so now the dress looks all slutty. so she’s all like ehhh i dunnooo…if it’s really short dont buy it cuz ur tall and then u’ll just look like a slut (well that was kinda the point of me buying a short dress :P) but whatever. gonna try it on and if it’s cute it’s being purchased.

went to dinner with my parents and their friend don tonight. cost 200$…it was a thank you to don for him mentioning the job my dad got to him back in january. and of course, we have hot waiters and restaurant staff when I LOOK LIKE SHIT! my hair is so damn long. arg.

anyway. i think don thinks i’m gay now. thanks to my mom. he was talking about an article in the paper about the gay bathhouse in buffalo, and my mom says to me “oh you should know about that” and i’m like ?!?!?! why the hell would i know about a gay bathhouse?…and she’s like, well you have gay friends. i’m like yeah but i haven’t talked to them in years. so whatever. i think she realized what she said and tried to cover herself but whatever.

but don was good for something, besides thinking i’m gay. he let us in on a little secret.. ok not a secret. but he mentioned this bar near the arena downtown, that he goes to after sabres games, and sabres players often go there. and it’s NOT pearl street… it’s called Cobblestones. It’s apparently a real dive, made to look like prohibition era speak easy or something. it’s like, behind the arena on the cobblestone street. he said last time Tim Conolly was there, and he made a face (cuz Tim is underage)…so i mentioned going to pearl street and seeing underage sabres drinking there…oh i probably shouldn’t put this on a public blog, since i could get the bar in trouble. oh well.

so tomorrow i’m off to burlington/toronto to hang with heather and meet ty finally. hopefully i won’t ge tlost trying to find the hotel. since NO ONE EVER GIVES ME RIGHT DRIVING DIRECTIONS! arg. lol

well…i’m home. it’s freezing down here. so i’m gonna make this short
1. most likely not going to get the job. everything went really well i thought…but the director went onto tell me that what he’s looking for is a “pro”…someone who’s apparently does research for a living (which i can’t imagine considering it’s barely a living wage)…someone who is a pro…someone who’s going to stick around for 5-10 years doing this work…he’s tired of the turnover rate of every 2 years getting new undergrad kids…or something. and he said there are 2 pros who are first in line for the job, and they look real good….so the big question is… why did they advertise to undergrad schools recruiting for the tech spots? he said if i really want to work there, to keep following up and bugging him… there are always part time spots, and volunteers depending on the grants that go through etc. but hello?! i need to find a job that is going to pay me. so i dunno what i’m going to do. i’m supposed to email him and tell him why i’m great. so…i’ll do that, and keep bugging him and see what happens. time for plan b… anyone wanna tell me what plan b is?
oh, and the sleep lab… TOTALLY NOT WHAT I EXPECTED… i was thinking control room, 1 way mirror or a glass window… hospital type bed they get hooked up to. NOT! it’s called a “sleep suite”…and it’s nicer than my house. there’s a kitchen, glass topped eating table, leather furniture, tv, vcr, 2 bedrooms with queen beds, nice fluffy pillows, 300ct sheets (yes they pointed this out to me, cuz i almost know what that means)….yeah. it’s super.
blah, i want that job. i guess the bright side is i won’t have to be working nights wherever i end up finding a job.
2. i wish, just once, someone would give me correct driving directions. it’s a really good thing that my class got out at 2 instead of 2:30… left at quarter after, headed up to rochester. followed his exact directions…had me turn right off the East Henrietta exit….WRONG…i ended up in Rush… which is like a 15 min BACKTRACK…so had to turn around. ended up being 5 or so minutes late. and besides that, i could have gone on to the west henrietta exit, instead of the east, and been like RIGHT THERE! but whatever…
3. my dad reads my blog regularly. that’s not happy lol.
4. oooh myyyy goddd…. new rolling stone magazine with Shakira on the cover… FOUR PAGE PHOTO SPREAD OF APOLO!!!!! and i’m talking SOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!! omg. totally scanning these….must turn on other comp to scan. sooooooo cute. of course back to back photos blah.

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

the ONE day that my housemates dont have to get up early in the morning, which means the ONE DAY they won’t wake me up, what time was i awake at?? 6 FUCKING 30!!!!!! and why was i up at 6fucking30? because of the lovely mr snow plow man scraping the pavement unbelivably horrendously loud. and then mr snow plow man decided to stop and let it run in front of our house. then go again after a few mintues. so i laid there… at 6:30 when i don’t to get up for another 2 hrs. no problem i’ll just go back to sleep, i go back to sleep more or less every day when housemates wake me up… did i get back to sleep OF FUCKING COURSE NOT!!!!!! so i spend 2 hours laying in bed thinking about how the weather must be really shitty, and the roads are gonna be horrible for when i have to drive to the hospital for my interview, and how i should probably call the guy when i leave if it’s real bad to let him know i’ll be late etc.

so i hear danielle’s alarm go off at 7:30 and i haven’t fallen back asleep. then one of the wonderful geneseo brush snow plows goes by a few times.. so i’m thinking wow, more snow plows, it must really be shitty.

so i look out the window. AND THERE IS NO FUCKING SNOW!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN SEE BARE PAVEMENT… YOU CAN SEE GRASS!!!!!! there isn’t even an inch of snow… there isn’t even half a fucking inch of snow!!!!!!!! THERE WAS ABSOLUTELY NO NEED FOR ANYONE TO BE PLOWING ANYTHING BECAUSE THERE IS NO SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a bit of salt may have been a good idea… BUT EVEN IF THE FIRST PLOW SALTED, THE BRUSH PLOW HAS NOW BRUSHED ALL THE SALT AWAY!

i’m going to kill someone.