Category Archives: Personal

aaaaaaaah queen of the damned!!!!!! so great!!!!!!!!!!!! i was right…you can’t go wrong with vampires and rock music!!!!!! gah it was so great. so what if people who read the books and then saw the movie don’t like it. any movie that has a nipple ring in the first 5 minutes MUST be good 🙂 it was like a giant rock concert with vampires, and AHHH it was just SO FUCKING GREAT!!!! so hyper now!!! me and danielle had to go buy the soundtrack LOL.

spring concert… moxy fruvous and guster… WHO THE HELL ARE GUSTER?! fucking fuckers. last semester here and we have a shit concert AGAIN!

ok this is it. WHO THE HELL ARE FUCKING GUSTER?!?!?! because APPARENTLY they are well known enough to charge fucking 20,000-40,000$ FOR A SHOW?!?!?!? NO ONE KNOWS WHO THEY ARE. THEY DONT HAVE A NEW ALBUM. AND I HAVENT HEARD OF ANY OF THE SONGS ON THEIR OLD ALBUMS. SO WHO FUCKING THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA?!?!?!?!

GOD I HATE ACTIVITIES COMMISSION!

 

 

i managed to not wear a coat to class today even tho it was snowing. haha go me. it wasn’t cold out i didn’t think. i have a fleese thing on, and i was perfectly fine (although snowed on). i hate wearing my coat to class cuz it’s so big, it’s hard to put it on the desk chair and stuff. so no coat today = good thing. mainly it’s not cold cuz it’s not windy at all. yay.

now this sorta oddly coincides with eric’s mtv rant from last night. last night danielle and i watched mtv cribs at ozzy’s new house while eating our nachos. they always play music in the background (if you didn’t know) and they were playing Sunna’s “I’m not trading”. we were like OMG THIS IS SUNNA! and so then in adolescent psych today we watched an episode of MTVs Flipped about bullies. the very beginning of the show they played Econoline Crush’s “Make it Right”…then later on they played Disturbed’s “down with the sickness” (even tho i hate them), and something else that was cool, and then APC’s “3 libras” i was like DUDE they use cool music in their shows, why don’t they ever fucking play the videos for any of these songs?!?! fucking retards. i need to get a job with them. end of story. they should let me host my own show. i could be a female carson. play cool vids for an hour, interview people, oh yeah. i’d rock.

also in adolescent psych today we were talking about peer status (popularity) and what the characteristics of popular people seem to be when people conduct research on them. just proves my point that the jocks and cheerleaders who are commonly associated with the popular crowd in all reality aren’t popular. and that people like me and my friends actually were. in terms of how many people actually like the people in various groups, i am right. because those in the “popular” crowd were only liked by the other people in that crowd. everyone else hated them. in the studies of this stuff researchers ask kids to list 3 or 5 people who are their friends, and then 3 or 5 people they dislike. on my list, all the dislikes would be “popular” kids. because they were assholes, and stupid. not to say that these “popular” kids would be then put into the rejected peer group, because they’d still get nominated as friends by the other “popular” people…they’d be considered controversial kids, because they are both liked and disliked. the characteristics that researchers find make up popular people i can’t find in any of the “popular” kids in my high school. the people who posessed these characteristics were my friends. and this all makes sense as to why Brooke was prom queen. because she was nice, and smart, and had all the characteritics of popular kids in the research. everyone liked Brooke because she was nice to everyone. so i consider her to be “the most popular girl in high school”. i can’t think of anyone who would say they hated her.

i know i’ve mentioned this before (at least i think so)…but i didn’t realize when i was in high school how many people knew who i was. because i wasn’t in the “popular” crowd, so i kinda just blended in. or so i thought. but then more and more i’m finding out that certain people knew who i was, or “looked up to me”…people i’d never seen before congratulated me on being in the top ten later on the night it was announced when they came trick or treating to my house. i was like woah, i don’t know you, but thanks. and then this girl who was dating julie’s brother a few years ago turned out that she knew me, and thought i was cool cuz i was smart (she was a year younger than me, and in the “popular” crowd)….so it’s just weird. i dunno. nevermind.

in comp art right now. finished my project 20 minutes ago. yet i still sit here doing nothing and being bored cuz i dunno if i’m allowed to leave. he keeps interrupting everyone working to show us stuff, so i feel as if i need to stay. but i’m SO BORED and have nothing to do and nothing else to work on. not my fault i was fast with my stupid page layout.

i need to update my resume…anyone wanna do it for me? wanna make up some creative language that makes me employable, since i’m not. i need some special skill that makes me highly employable for a high salary. lol. but no i’ll be working at mcds. come visit me.

blah, need to find something to do. dont care, i’m leaving at 12:30.

 

didn’t end up staying in class til 12:30. at quarter after i was like screw this i’m leaving. so i did. came back here had lunch watched old SNLs went back to class. INXS was on SNL today… so that was rad. the 2nd episode featured probably the best cast line up ever…dana carvey, mike meyers, chris farley, adam sandler, denis miller, phil hartman, chris rock etc etc etc. all the good 80s cast members. always figures that i can’t watch them when they’re good cast episodes, cuz of stupid class.

i actually talked in clinical psych today. and i didn’t die. i didn’t volunteer my thoughts however. he did like a class survey of a question, and since i raised my hand, he’s like ok tell us. but i didnt freak out, and i didnt choke on my own vocal cords, which is what i usually do. so that’s a plus. too bad i really didn’t have anything to say LOL.

just listened to the Planetary demos on planetarymusic.com…Planetary is Jose from Liquid Gang’s new band…yeah sounds just like Liquid Gang (well 2 out of 3 songs did)…and that’s not a bad thing, cuz LG was great. and Jose sounds drunk in all of them, cuz he slurs so badly. he did on the LG album too, but the 2nd song on the page, I forget the name of it, it’s SO badly slurred, it’s like listening to Ozzy talk LOL…

and speaking of Ozzy all day yesterday i remembered to watch the Osbournes show on MTV…even at 10 i remembered. It wasn’t on til 1030, so of course i didn’t remember til quarter to 11. so i only saw not even 10 minutes of it. but it was still funny. they swear at eachother all the time. lol the little girl is telling ozzy to fuck off, and he’s saying it right back, and sharon osbourne just sits there until the girl and the boy start physically fighting, then she steps in. haha so great. so will have to try to remember to watch again next week. yeah that won’t happen.

i dreamed about gatorade last night besides dreaming about trent and julie. i’m not really sure about the gatorade dream either. i think i bought some cuz i was really thirsty, but then i couldn’t find where my mom put it. i dunno.

i hate our laundry facilities. ok not HATE but dislike. first of all, the fact that we have separate laundry facilities, and not a washer and dryer in our own house annoys me. it annoys me even more because the washers and dryers are above one another, not side by side, which means they would fit in any one of our 3 storage rooms. the washer is so small you have to do 500 loads, but then the dryer is huge so you can dry all 500 loads in one dryer. how does that make sense?

secondly. the washers are front loading washers, not top loading washers. well my first 2 loads i did completely wrong, because i’ve never used a front load washer before. how was i supposed to know you’re supposed to put the detergent in this little pull out tray on the side. the pull out tray looked like the lint trap for the dryer. so first 2 loads i put the detergent right into the washers. i don’t really think this was a problem, but how should i know. my 3rd load i did the correct way. there is also a sign on the washer that says “to avoid over sudsing use only 1/4th cup of detergent not a full cup”….well that’s spectacular except for the fact that if you get one of those huge industrial size detergents you have a bigger cup than if you get what i have, one of the tiny little bottles of detergent. so exactly how much am i supposed to use. i don’t think i used enough since there were NO suds at all. then later this kid came in and put in 4 loads, TOTALLY oversudsed all 4 loads. the entire washer was full of suds. i was like, yeah, no way are all those suds gonna rinse out of your clothes in 1 rinse cycle.

so besides all that, the fact that there is only 7 washers and dryers really is a problem. i went at 1pm on a tuesday to do laundry…lucky for me i was able to snag 2 washers, so i only had to sit there for 3 hours instead of six. there’s approximately 180 people in the townhouses…and 7 washers?!?!?!? i was under the impression that at least half of the common building would be for laundry, but instead we get a tiny little room that has 7 machines in it. it’s absurd.

the only good thing really, is that it’s free. but all of campus laundry is free this year 😛

but anyway. i was hoping a certain other townhouse resident would happen to come in and do laundry. i had this whole plan to ask her what she is doing after graduation since she was supposed to go to medschool, and to tell her i was moving to Austria. just to see what her reaction would be. and speaking of the Austria situation, my dad said the company confirmed that they got his resume, so even though him getting the job is a long shot, it’s still a possibility. he at least really submitted the resume (i didn’t actually think he would) so all my religious friends should pray my dad gets it so that i can spend 3 years bumming around europe getting cultured (and avoiding having to really enter the “real world” in may for another 3 years without going to grad school haha).

i also realized that i spent all this time the other day, sunday and monday reading the WRONG political science chapter. great so i read the correct one while doing laundry, and now have to read the part i’m supposed to read for this week later. BLAH. it’s kinda funny, because my textbook is from 2001 yet it’s outdated. i read a part on terrorism and how the US has pretty much been devoid of terrorist activities on home soil…that usually attacks against the US were on foreign soil…and yeah, how wrong is that LOL. that whole chapter needs to be rewritten.

a few people have been talking to me recently about interesting/favourite/weird words…so while doing laundry i thought of a few. first of all, more words need to use latter alphabet letters like V and Z…end of story. that’s why russian (at least russian translated into english) is so cool…lots of Vs and Zs…and since I think that Nikita Khrushchev is the coolest name ever i figured i should learn to spell it correctly. so there you go hah. and Vladimir is also an extremely radass name, but doesn’t really fit unless you’re actually some sort of slavic. i can’t remember any of the cool words i had thought of, other than “ultra”…i adore that word, i don’t use it enough in everyday lanuage. and “pseudo”….love that. i use that more than “ultra”…pseudo reminds me of Phil Collins “Sususudio” rofl @ all the phil collins references lately hahaha.

orgy anniversary day 2. adr, danielle and i took a quite lengthy excursion to the rochester weekend thanks to the COMPLETELY WRONG DIRECTIONS eric gave us! I really think he enjoys getting us lost. because he gave me directions to house of guitars WHICH I FOLLOWED EXACTLY….where did we end up? no mans land. because eric told us to take 104 east when you were supposed to take 104 WEST!!!!!! so 104 turns into a highway with stop lights, in the middle of fucking no where. me and danielle were like uh, this is so not familiar… so we turned around figuring we missed the Hudson street exit. And then since the directions from HOG to Greece mall were to take 104 west, we figured we’d eventually get to the mall instead. So we are back on 104 WEST and what do we find?! HUDSON STREET EXIT!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOO we take that…but once again incorrect directions. he told us to turn right, we turned right, went on that street…it wasn’t hudson street…it was carter street…and carter street didn’t run into hudson. we ended up in a residential neighborhood. so we turned around, figuring we should have turned left off the exit instead of right. so we turn around…where do we end up this time? THE FUCKING GHETTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Total complete ghetto. we stop at a gas station to ask where the hell hudson and or titus ave was, the gas station attendant was behind bullet proof glass. yeah. great. so he tells us to go down this one street, turn on this other street and we’ll get to hudson. this other woman said to go back on the street we were just on and u run into hudson. well we followed the guys instructions (i couldn’t really understand him, very foreign) and we finally got to hudson street. got to titus ave, and didn’t realize we were coming from a different direction than normal, so ended up with HOG on the right instead of the left like every other time i’ve gone there. so it came upon us quite quickly.

so after an hour of driving we got to the HOG. danielle and i are cornering the market on Rough Cutt shirts cuz we found another one like the one she got last year before the orgy weekend! So i got that…so then we went back on 104 WEST to go to the mall, which we found. tried on my hot topic skirt…well not the one i wanted, cuz they didn’t have it, but they had the same style in red plaid. so i still sorta want the skirt unfortunately. it’s SUPER short tho so it’ll be weird to wear if i actually buy it on hottopic.com. so i dunno. but then i bought a Project Mayhem pin there, and then at the slut store (which had a serious lacking of slutty clothes this time) they had pleather pants for 10$!! so i bought some. LOL. when i’ll wear them i dunno, cuz vegas and new orleans will be way too hot for me to be prancing around in pleather pants.

but anyway. got 6000 miles on my car now, thanks to all the EXTRA DRIVING we did today because eric seemed to forget steps in our directions. if we would have gotten shot in the ghetto i bet he’d feel real bad

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my 7th grade science teacher died….heart attack… last month. no one told us (us=me, eric, danielle)…and i was just talking about mr guido being dead… he dropped dead of a heart attack a few years ago…blah. oh and yeah eric just reminded me about mrs forton…she’s dead too. 7th grade english teacher….and our high school principal is dead…and mr skibinski who i never had is dead…and mr frank who i never had…

 

so…yeah. temporary redesign in anniversary of the ONE YEAR ORGY ANNIVERSARY! this is not the next delirious redesign that i mentioned in previous entry…this is only in honor of the anniversary. that’s why it sucks. i mean, i really don’t like it, but it’s ok for 3 days.

I can’t believe it’s already been a year! a whole friggen year!!! gahh…it was such a great 4 days…*sob* i miss them. the anniversary isn’t really til tomorrow, but whatever.

 

a thought just occurred to me (of course cuz i’m doing homework)…how is buying used cds any different than downloading mp3s? because artists and record companies aren’t getting any money from the sales of used cds. it’s pure profit for recordstores who sell them. and since i refuse to buy cds new anymore if i can find them used, i might as well download them, because the artists aren’t getting my money either way….

 

i’m psychic. this has happened twice now. my adolescent psych proff is pregnant (she claims it’s a souvenir from the honeymoon…yeah, that’s quick!)…she said shes 14 weeks pregnant. so you can’t really tell unless she holds her clothes to her…but first day i saw her (2nd day of class since i skipped the first day due to all the bullshit) i’m like, she’s pregnant. i just thought she was, and today she told us. 2 years ago when i came back to geneseo in the summer to look at my social psych exam to see why i got a B instead of my deserved A in that class, i ran into dr shanahan. i talked to her, and i thought, she’s pregnant. a few weeks later she emailed me and told me she was having a baby. then the day before dr shanahan had her baby, i was thinking about how i was supposed to meet with her the next day, but watch she wouldn’t show up because she went into labor. sure enough i go to find her, dr mounts comes out of his office and said she was having the baby (2 weeks early). i’m going to end up being one of those people who meets a person, and says something about them being pregnant, even tho they haven’t found out yet, and they’ll all be amazed by my talents….like on tv…was it ER…yeah. i don’t even watch that show, but i saw a rerun like that. haha.

 

so i slept pretty damn good last night. went to bed at midnight, got up at 10. was only minimally awakened by housemates, and the snow plow thing, and the people across the “street” who don’t know how to shovel. so i was really happy. but then i got a super bad headache. great. and then we talked about shit in adolescent psych which depressed me…so blah. i need to do reading since this weekend will be shot. eric gave me directions to the greece mall from house of guitars, so i get to go find my skirt at hot topic, and see how badly it looks on me, so i can not want to buy it anymore. but i desperately need a new belt. this one is a piece of shit. the hole i usually use has almost ripped entirely through to the next loosest hole. not good. and then the other side of the hole i usually use is totally being torn apart by the belt buckle. so yeah. need a new one. but i hate buying belts because they’re so not worth the prices that they are. i’m sorry but i can’t justify spending 15$ on a belt. and if i wanted a leather belt, they’re like 50$… no thanks. i figure i want one like the belt i have…mine now is thick black, with silver studs. but i figure i should get one with the metal studs that are hollow and thats what the buckle goes through, so then it wont rip apart. yeah. go me. good thing they’re “in style” so i’ll be able to find them at every store. normally things i want aren’t in (yet) so i can never find them.

i think i’m gonna make cupcakes soon. i really need something smaller that i can eat to curb my constant hunger. so tonight or tomorrow. adr enjoys baking hahah…..and preparing a delirious redesign… not too different, just version 10.2… or are we on version 11 now?….10 yeah. so it’ll be 10.2 but dunno when i’ll have it done. maybe tonight, depends on how much reading i get done now.

 

 

grammy commentary
vh1 preshow
– i want JC from Nsync’s jacket SO bad… damn jacket fetish of mine.
– everyone wants to be bono…the train guy, JC, Chris from nsync…all had bono-esque glasses on. sheryl crow said u2 was hot haha
– why does everyone want to see train?! ppl actually like them?
– since when is there a “best rock instrumental” category? and why isn’t trent nominated in all the spots in it?
– i thought pam anderson had her breast implants taken out….
actual show
– THEY WERE ON FIRST THEY WERE ON FIRST!!!!!!!! GAAAH THAT WAS SO GREAT! except i didn’t like the camera work, but AHHHH YAY! and of course my mom calls right in the middle… i’m like CALL ME BACK! so she calls back, WASNT THAT GREAT! i’m like AHHHH I LOVE THEM! so she wants to go see them live now hehehe. when they showed the audience JC was all standing up, like he should be!!
– AAHHH YAY!! they won the first award!!! bono is so funny….bono bono love you bono. they beat nsync.. so justin was right re: the award nsync beat u2 out of… “shut up u2’ll get grammy’s” hahaha
– why the hell did patti labelle and lady marmalade get a standing ovation and u2 didnt?!?! HELLO who got you through september 11th? U2 did… fuckers. lol
– 2 u2 songs lost to train?! wtf is this? lol
– i’m sure bono enjoyed the destiny’s child bit….
– god i so hate “Gone” by nsync….and why the hell is nelly performing with them? i’m ashamed that i like JC. lance has rad leather pants on. OH that reminds me. Bono had on NIIIIIICE grey leather pants on!!!!!!! yum!
– so my mom calls again during Nsnyc – “don’t they remind u of new kids? but they’re doing michael jackson moves” hahaha
– ok i’m tired of watching this. so bored.

on another note. this email war is getting out of hand…insults being thrown back and forth, it’s really pointless. and now it’s not even entertaining.

– WOO HOO U2!!!!! HAH @ edge he’s so cute!! and bono being prolific…talking…what he does best. haha so they started playing the “get off the stage” music hehe
– god it’s still on for another hour….
– and god how did u2 not win for album of the year!?!?!?!?!?!….so not right!
– and u2 lost again….i think it’s so cute they’re all there with their wives/girlfriends…well except adam, they never show him so i dunno who he’s with lol. but mrs bono and mrs edge are there, and pretty sure larry’s girlfriend is there…
– oh please with the illegal filesharing crap. fuck you. oh please, all these new bands at risk of being marginalized because of downloading… no they arent getting any promo and airplay cuz everything is dominated by crap. oh fuck this shit. the music food chain is at risk, you’re losing money and no one buys records BECAUSE EVERYONE OUT THERE SUCKS!
– YAY RECORD OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooooooo great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that was way too long. even with all the u2…way too long.

 

a boy stopped by our house last night so we could all sign a petition requesting monetary compensation because of the state of our townhouses. he had really nice dimples. he does card tricks on the TV station haha. but yeah, the petition. it’s a list of complaints about the houses…things that were wrong, problems that weren’t addressed, etc…and signatures. they got 106 signatures last night. the kid and his housemates who are organizing the whole thing sent an email to all the residents in regards to the status, how to get in touch with them, and what the plans are for the petition. they’re going to send it to various school officials, the state dormitory board, and state senators. of course that email spurred “hate” email from various other residents about how we knew when we signed the lease that they were going to be incomplete, etc etc and how it’s a lot better living here than in the dorms or in a cardboard box. well i figure – if you’re happy, don’t sign it. if you’re not happy, sign it. it’s not going to hurt either way. but for those people who don’t sign it, if we end up getting money back, i don’t think they should be allowed to recieve any of it. of course it won’t happen, and they’ll be free riders. but whatever. i think we added about 10 more things onto the list that weren’t already there, or had been added by others.

since i had 3 exams to study for this week i had a lot of time to day dream lol. i realized i spent a lot of it reminiscing about the past few years. if i’m reminiscing about the good old days now of summer 2000, what is going to happen to me when i’m 60?!?! lol. i kept thinking about how great summer 2000 was, and summer 2001…if the concerts of 2001 were smooshed into 2000, everything would be perfect. i kept thinking about just random shit, like driving home from denny’s at night, and papa roach’s “last resort” would be on, and even tho we didn’t like the song, we’d leave it on and sing. i dunno…it’s just happy memories. i thought about going to see econoline with joe in Missasauga with his manslut friends, and how when we were leaving i told the mansluts how manslutty they were, and they were irritated at me. i was irritated with them because of the way they treated the girls that were hanging around trying to impress trevor (lol), and the fact that they had taken joe’s extra guest passes, and then ditched to drink and meet women or something, instead of watching the show…then in the car joe and i started hysterically laughing because a commercial came on the radio that was “2 lame guys trying to get laid” hahahaha.

and speaking of thinking about random things, i was trying to sleep last night and randomly remembered when 4 of us from the French 3 in 10th grade collected money, and bought mrs marcielle flowers and delivered them to her house when she had an operation towards the end of the year. and how she made videotapes of herself doing french lessons for us, because it was almost time for the regents exam. now i’ve suddenly gotten into the habit of dropping just about everything in the shower. i dropped the soap today which totally made me think of Mr Guido (RIP) and the whole soap on a rope stuff in 9th/10th grade. all this reminiscing makes me feel so old LOL. god…really what am i gonna be thinking of when i’m 60? lol

well poli sci exam was the most ridiculously easy exam i have ever taken. took me 10 minutes. and that’s not even 10 minutes because i dont know any of the answers, like cognitive psych last year was…this was 10 minutes because it only took me as long as it did for me to read the questions lol. 15 multiple choice, 5 fill in the blanks, 5 short answers…yeah. hooray for 100 level courses!!!

so next is clinical psych. instead of studying any more for that right now, i’m going to go play mario. i still might skip comp art. i was just there to print out my ugly combined images incase we need to turn something in. but i don’t think we do. and i don’t even think our proff is here today. i forgot what day he said he wasn’t going to be here, but i didn’t see him and he has photography right now so he should have been there. so i’ll walk my ass up there, and see that we’re not doing anything, and come back and study. now, mario!

 

yep skipping comp art. walked up there, our TA said he wasnt here, and we’re just supposed to work on our blended images. so i’m like, yeah ok well i’m gonna leave then lol.

forgot to mention before. the weird girl brought the necklace for me. i was hoping she’d forget. and when she walked in, i thought to myself, i’m going to say no…i’ll say i like it but don’t have the money so i’m gonna pass. she puts them down on my desk (she brought 2)…one was this orangey snakeskin choker, and she’s like “it’s stuck together with funtac because it’s mean for a drag queen” lol so i’m like hah that’s cool. then the other one is a buckle kind, black with the silver diamond pyramid things. and then STUPID ME i say YES! so now i owe her 10 dollars on wednesday. ARG! IM SO STUPID! I hate my inability to say NO!!!!! arg. i said no to the snakeskin one even tho it was cool. and then she complimented me on my shirt – my 18 year old glitterized duran duran shirt. she’s like, duran duran is awesome, and i’m like yeah. she’s like especially “come undone” so i’m like, yeah that’s my fav song. BUT ARG I DONT WANT THE NECKLACE. ooh maybe i can sell it on ebay.

i lost my auction for supermario world for SNES so it’s a good thing leah brought it back with her this weekend. she didn’t think she had it, but turns out she does. i had a nice half hour game just now. it was great. love mario.

 

wow my mom is really pushing this Ireland thing. i haven’t really thought about it much again since last time i looked at flights, and got all those “signs” to go to Dublin…i emailed her last night to save me the Time Magazine with Bono on the cover. she writes back, “what’s the date, i ususally read them and throw them out…. ps. i think you should go to ireland. it would be alot more fun and probably cost the same”. so i write back “the bono one is out now/soon. he’s on the cover, can’t miss him”….so she writes back “what about the trip to ireland” LOL… so i wrote back “i want to go to ireland. i want to go across country. someday i’ll go to ireland. this summer i’ll go cross country. unless you wanna pay for me to go to ireland this summer to” haha

but jesus…Ireland was a fleeting thought danielle and i had in november, we looked into it, but not seriously. and all those “signs” i got…yeah. ok. but really. i can’t exactly afford everything i wanna do in the next few months. now with Vegas i need to buy new clothes, and then have money to spend there. right after that is New Orleans, and fuck that I AM GOING TO NEW ORLEANS! lol. even if i something happens and i dont go cross country I AM GOING TO NEW ORLEANS! and i can get that paid for by the school… or at least part of it… or all of it if i flew i think. dunno really. but anyway… i cant exactly afford to go to Ireland, and Vegas, and New Orleans AND cross country. I can go to ireland any day…LOL that sound’s funny. but really. this is going to be the only time in my life where i can afford (not monetarily…more like afford the time) to go across country. once i get a real job and an apartment and what not, i can’t randomly take 2-3 weeks off to drive cross country. so i’m doing it now. it’s much easier to take a week off to go to ireland…

hah my mom wrote back “no, just one trip” hahahah so i write back “cross country.” hahaha

ok time to eat and study

 

done with 2nd exam…harder than the first. got 4 wrong on multiple choice (he gives us the answer key when we leave)…and the short answer.. dunno. i answered them. but we barely spend any time on these founders of clinical psych. so i really dont think i know enough to write 5 points worth. but whatever. it’s done. who cares. next…. adolescent psych. i gotta go over the history, since i skipped the first class when we went over that LOL. the rest is all review… research methods.. comeon now.

checked my mailbox today, and we have pamphlets about the senior challenge 2002. it’s a fundraiser for the class gifts…or whatever. so this year, my class is raising money for a memorial to 4 ex geneseo students killed in WTC attacks….a new lectern or something…a tree in memory of a proff who died…and 4000$ in scholarships. they want to raise 25,000$ the biggest amount ever raised by a class, and are asking for each classmember to donate 100$…. OK NO!!!!!! A HUNDRED DOLLARS! i was thinking i could afford 10 maybe, since i’m spending 10 on a damn necklace i don’t want. I don’t want to contribute anything, i hate geneseo. but i’d be nice and donate a few bucks. BUT A HUNDRED?!?!?! And they say, it’s not due til june 2003, so it’s only 2$ a week. HELLO!!!! I’M GOING TO BE LIVING IN POVERTY CUZ I WON’T BE ABLE TO GET A FREAKING JOB! and i’m gonna waste 100$ on this?! no. sorry.

so now i need food, might play mario, and then start studying

 

i suddenly just got really giddy. i put in the APC/NIN toronto bootleg cuz i haven’t listened to it in a while. so APC finished, and terrible lie started. and i am so used to listening to and all that could have been, that now that i’m listening to MY show… i got so excited. cuz i was like, omg i was THERE… i actually saw nin live!!! this is MY show! lol i’m such a dork.

meanwhile i’ve done the shittiest job ever studying for my exam tomorrow. well it’s not my fault! i know all of this already. so i end up just staring at the pages not reading it, and day dreaming. thinking about things i’m gonna do tomorrow, and how badly i want to play mario. and then i spent an entirely too long amount of time talking to some people on IM…

and suddenly it feels as if a tumor has exploded in the back of my brain stem. wow this doesn’t feel right.

and adrienne is coming to visit this weekend. it’s the orgy anniversary weekend, so she’s coming up friday. she’s bringing a blender!! bailey’s milkshakes!!! yay. and 2 sabres games to watch, and we’re gonna go to house of guitars, and maybe eastview mall if i can get directions from house of guitars to the mall, and then remember how to get back home. i need to go to a hot topic to try on the skirt i want.

ok so must study now!! arg.