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because i don’t want to study, i cleaned the bathtub. THAT’S RIGHT… i CLEANED the BATHTUB! unheard of. and now i’m watching Huey Lewis and the News behind the music. yeah i used to LOVE them when i was like 4. the first video i remember seeing is a Huey Lewis video…I think for “stuck with you”…whatever video it was that took place on a beach, and snorkling and stuff. I had a tape with Huey Lewis on one side, recorded off the vinyl record my parents had, and Tina Turner “Private Dancer” on the other hehe…ah the memories.

 

fun with email: “He shot a GALLON on my FACE !!!! =)”

“Remember that girl in high school??:
No way, I cant believe it. I went to high school with the blonde
chick in this site. She was so prissy back then I would have never
guessed that she would be doing nude modeling now…

I guarantee that no one in school would have thought she had
such a hot body, Damn, check it out dude.

Anyways I’ll let you get back to work, take a look when you get a
chance. She’s the one named Julie 🙂
Julies Pics

Gary”

“YOU HAVE TO SEE SPRING BREAK FUCKFEST!”

this one says “live hardcore twinks”…whats a twink? there’s one that’s “naked celebs of hollywood” from B. Speers.hahah

 

 

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amy came over just now. scared the shit out of me. i hate answering the door. but at least we have the peep hole now. i almost didn’t answer. haha. but yeah. probably gonna go over to their house for dinner tomorrow night. so that’ll be cool. just gotta be back to watch Apolo 🙂 or i can tape it again hahaha. and speaking of olympics… US vs Canada in mens ice hockey…haha that could be fun 🙂 but yeah, amy invited me to a party down the “street” but i had already messed up my hair, and my stomach hurts so i declined. her movie theatre closed so now danielle and i can’t go see queen of the damned for free. gonna have to go to the theatre here in geneseo and actually PAY. hahaha. oh well.

something is seriously wrong with this poptart. it’s supposed to be brown sugar and cinnamon, and it tastes like apples. it definitely has a fruity taste that is not normal. it’s gross. yet i keep eating it.

 

blah so tired. didn’t sleep much last night. i haven’t been sleeping good in general. god i HATE being such a light sleeper. cuz i don’t have to get up til 8:20 and 10:20 during the week, but bill and leah get up at 6 or 7, and when they get up, that means i get up. and danielle gets up before me too…so when danielle gets up, i get up. DAMN LIGHT SLEEPNESS!!! i haven’t been able to get a good nights sleep in 2 weeks probably because i wake up at every little noise. last night i just couldn’t fall asleep… when i was still awake at 2 i turned the tv on and flipped channels… wow there is nothing on tv at 2am. ended up watching an old episode of Cheers, and then tried to sleep again. still no sleep. then of course, i woke up when bill and leah did at like 7.

so i went to international politics class, and i’m sitting there. there is this girl, she’s sorta weird. like, her “Dorky thing” about her on the first day of class was that she was shy (mine was that i have a website lol)…she has really good posture. and it’s just weird to see college kids sitting with good posture in those crappy desks. anyway…she’s just kinda odd. so she comes in and sits down. she was looking at me, i could tell, so i was staring at the floor trying to ignore her. then she’s like hey. so i’m like hi. she’s like “i have this spiky collar i bought that i want to sell. for 10 dollars, i bought it for 13. do you want it?” hahaha i’m like ummmmmmmmm…so i told her to bring it in and i’d take a look. and damnit i wish she hadn’t asked me cuz i cant say no!! blah. maybe it’ll be significantly too small or something. cuz i really most likely don’t want the damn spiky collar, and i dont want to spend 10 bucks on it… and is it weird that she asked me? i guess i “fit” the image

i bid on ebay for super mario world for superNES lol. i was so pissed when i got my SNES and it had donkey kong country instead of mario. but then DK rocks so hard, so it’s ok. but i still want mario. i bid 4 bucks, and its 4 bucks shipping. that’s cheaper than getting it at the flea market. leah bought Funhouse for regular NES last night hahaha. i want mario NOW damnit!

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i hate my room. i like it. i like the way it’s set up. but i hate that i have the roof in front of my window. normally i don’t mind this, cuz that’s how i have my room at home. but at home we have gutters. at school we don’t. so during the half hour or so long downpour at 4 in the morning, i got to be woken up by the insessant pounding of rain on the roof. and it’s not normal sounds of rain. it gains velocity as it rolls off the 3rd floor roof, and down onto mine. omg it’s deafening. doesn’t help that my head is right by the windows too. ARG. it’s so annoying. so now i have a headache. i hope they give us an end of year survey about the townhouses, and have a space for suggestions so i can put “gutters” on it….and oh yeah!! the commons building that was supposed to be done in October,….at latest November…end of December….when we get back from break in January….still not finished…however is open for us. we are allowed to go there and do laundry in the 7 whole washers and dryers they have… AND they are side loading not top loading, apartment sized washers. SO WHY COULDN’T THEY PUT A SET IN ONE OF OUR STORAGE ROOMS!!! THEY’D FIT!! THEY’RE ON TOP OF EACHOTHER!!! so pissed about that. and bill said our mailboxes have been put into the common building too, which i’m assuming means i’ll have a new address soon. how fucking annoying. it’s 1 mailbox per townhouse, so that’s cool. someone can go and get everyone’s mail….but I DONT WANT TO CHANGE MY ADDRESS WITH 3 MONTHS LEFT!

and oh yeah. leah and bill found a crumpled up walmart bag on one of our kitchen chairs… inside was 2 of my spoons, some of leah’s spoons and some of leah’s plastic bowls….so now only 1 of my spoons is still missing.

i dreamed about vampires all night. don’t remember any of it really. there was some part where i was looking at a magazine bono was in, there were pictures of him in a candystore, and then i was there. and bono had bought pixi sticks, so i wanted to as well. the lady said i could just have them, and gave me a bag to put them in. then i walked around the mall with my mom and the bag apparently said “i am satan and i’ve come for your soul” so people kept coming up to me and harassing me about the fact the bag said i was satan…anyway.

i’ve found myself liking the 2nd disc of The Fragile alot lately…which is odd cuz i used to like the 1st disc alot more…and especially the first half of the first disc. but i keep finding myself being like, yeah this is so great, to stuff on the 2nd disc. not like it wasn’t great before, i just preferred the 1st disc. yeah i’ll shut up now.

and instead of recommenting in my comments to mary…Mary: i dont consider you a NIN fan convert cuz well..it’s not like u didn’t like them, u went to the show etc..and then there’s eric…so even tho you listened to downward first thing in the morning LOL you don’t count. BUT….when you buy an Orgy cd,… then you’ll count as an orgy convert :)….like Adrienne…heheh and oh yes, you will buy an orgy cd at some point heheheh

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ended up watching interview with a vampire after all. danielle and i went to the other independent movie rental place, and they had it. i liked it. very homoerotic. not a bad thing. especially not a bad thing when it’s brad pitt lol. aaaannnyway. i was a bit confused at parts, but i think i figured them out. the vampires killed claudia cuz she killed lestat. and then through the whole part after she killed lestat i was like, how can he be dead if he’s in Queen of the Damned…well that was worked out in the end lol. definitely want to read the books now tho. that’ll be my summer project. and yeah, as if i needed another reason to go to new orleans hahah…

so cuz i’m a dork i taped the olympics tonight cuz apolo was skating today. so i’ll have to watch tomorrow. i saw the first heat he was in, but then we watched the movie. and i know he won gold. cuz i cheated and looked on yahoo LOL. yaaay!! hehe

 

there is this really funny music video review site called Fuck MTV run i guess, by this kid who’s blog i read. i found their review of Creed’s My Sacrifice (1 star) to be highly amusing. so for your enjoyment, i stole it.

“My sacrifice, indeed. It pained me to watch this video.

Somewhere in Scott Stapp’s vision of grandeur, he believes that there is a piece of paper, written mostly in old-world legalese, that says “In the event that Jesus cannot perform his Christly duties, it is hereby decreed that the lead singer of a crappy rock band should take over his role.” (Ed. Note: This piece of paper is currently in the private collection of U2’s Bono.)

I wonder how the Pope feels about Scott declaring himself as Jesus. I mean, it was obvious with the whole “Arms Wide Open” thing that he was gunning for the job of Savior. And now, well it looks like he just decided the job was his without anyone officially giving him the title. I can imagine the Pope watching this video and saying “who died and left him boss?” while watching Stapp invoke every symbol and image that is associated with Jesus.

Now, I’m an atheist. But even I know that somewhere in the ten commandments it says something about not worshiping false gods. I think this applies to self-worship, too. Bad, bad Scott. Breaking a commandment.

So you have the water images, the fish, the raising from the dead… all that’s missing is a dalliance with a questionable woman. I think the Pope might be, as we speak, writing a cease and desist letter to Creed. I mean, they may forgive him for his bizarre performance during that odd halftime show in the NFL playoffs, and they may forgive him for stealing from Pearl Jam (thou shalt not steal) but this video… I think Scott’s got a lot of repenting to do before they let this go.

reviewed by Michele C”

ROFLMAO omg that was so great.

 

 

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stole this from a blog who stole it from another blog who stole it from the movie “high fidelity” which i haven’t seen.
All-Time Top Five Recording Artists
nine inch nails
u2
michael jackson
tool
ehm…i don’t know
Top Five Records To Play On A Monday Morning
nine inch nails – the fragile
U2 – all that you can’t leave behind
econoline crush – the devil you know
stone temple pilots – purple
deftones – white pony lol….(i’m having problems thinking of 5)
Top Five Side One, Track Ones
econoline crush – “surefire” (the devil you know)
nine inch nails – “somewhat damaged” (the fragile)
tool – “the grudge” (lateralus)
the tea party – “temptation” (transmission)
batman forever soundtrack – u2 “hold me thrill me kiss me kill me”
Top Five Songs About Death
i have no idea. have no clue what songs are about death really….
Songs To Play At My Funeral
nine inch nails – “leaving hope” (still)
a perfect circle – “judith” (mer de noms)
u2 – “gone” (pop)
u2 – “love is blindness” (achtung baby)
depeche mode – “home” (ultra)
All-Time Top Five Favorite Records
U2 – Achtung Baby
nine inch nails – still
a perfect circle – mer de noms
econoline crush – the devil you know
orgy – vapor transmission
Top Five Dream Jobs
Rock Star – that would just rock. everything i’d want in a career…traveling, influencing large numbers of people 🙂 rake in large amounts of money
Barbie set designer – for the photographers…yep. love it.
Rock photographer – like anton corbijn, or mark selliger…work for rolling stone, do all kinds of cool shoots with my fav rockstars..oh yeah.
traveller – get paid to be a nomad.
televangelist – well like i said in my first one… 🙂

 

“The choice for (`Past The Mission’) had to be somebody that represented rage and anger because this is all about a girl trying so hard to work through being a victim,” she said. “I felt like for a guy to be supporting her, it had to be a guy that could rage, because then it would really mean something if he could be tender. Trent is–well, you can’t be in all that much rage and pain unless you have a very big heart.” – tori amos

hehehe

 

rofl

“But Bono’s songwriting craft was not why he was being honored. The EIF awarded Bono for his humanitarian work promoting debt relief and AIDS awareness in the Third World, and for his work with Amnesty International, Greenpeace International and other organizations.

The evening’s presenters and performers, including Kevin Spacey, Ray Romano and Kevin Nealon, took turns praising Bono’s efforts, though none of their kind words matched those by comedian Drew Carey on the red carpet: “I’m so glad that God sent Bono down to save us from our sins,” he joked. “Do you want to see my wristband? It says, ‘What would Bono do?’ He’s like Christ, I’m telling you. He’s like Christ and Bob Dylan rolled into one.”

hahahahahh

 

i forgot to mention this last night. listened to invincible in the car with my mom yesterday. her verdict “it’s good but not great”…and i’ve decided that every single song on the album is like 2 minutes too long. lol. oh, and my moms verdict is based on the songs i didn’t fastforward LOL…no speechless, no lost children, no dont turn around (or whatever it’s called), i might have fast forwarded a 4th one too… but whatever. and i really like track one… “unbreakable” is it?…i dunno why, but i enjoy it immensly. or is it emmensly?

so then today on the way back to school i listened to tool’s lateralus…wow that’s a great album. i haven’t really had a chance to LISTEN to it… i’ve heard it many times, it had been on in my room after i got it this summer. but every time i tried to LISTEN to it, like on headfones or in the car, i just get real tired of the epicness of the songs, and just can’t take anymore. But listened to it all today… and yeah, so great. it’s still kinda hard to listen to, cuz the songs all sound sorta similar… aenima was broken up by alot of those weird interludes, and the songs kinda all sounded different so even tho it’s just as long as lateralus, it’s easier to listen to. but yeah, lateralus…super. track 10…uh “disposition” is very trent-reznor-fragile-era-ish…in particular the background. not the rest of it. but the background sounds are right off the fragile…probably from la mer or the great below maybe… i dunno. they just sounded really familiar, and really trent like. i think i had a dream about trent last night, but not sure.

but anyway. i’m home. i should probably see if i have any homework LOL.

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damn blogger. here is a short version of what i said this morning when blogger lost all my posts
1. was watching making the band, win a date with otown episode…and ashley had to marry his date at a chapel by fat elvis. and he was all confused, like “this can’t be for real” ROFL it was so funny. then one of the other otown ppl did a skydiving simulator where u get blown around by these big fans. it looked so fun. jacob’s date smacked his ass alot.
2. trl did an all britney video countdown… has she even HAD 10 videos?!
3. saw a clip of the new brandy video. priest had mentioned the arcade-ish quality of MJ’s new cd and i realized that alot of new modern pop music, like the brandy song, and the new george michael song, have that same “i’m a video game” quality to it… which makes me wonder why MJ’s hasn’t made as big of an impact as it should be…but what do i know, i dont listen to the radio, so who knows what kind of impact he’s really had.

so went to the mall with my mom (omg dana carvey is SO hilarious…old SNL with him as george bush sr talking to bob dole about how bob’s campaign was an embarassment, and he’s acting like a snake OMG he’s so funny)….i’ve realized i have a HUGE coat fetish. every coat i see i want. i got a new one today hehe. black suade long coat…not heavy, so it’ll be good for the warmer days at school. it’s so nice. and it was 20 bucks hehe… and i got shoes. while most girls seem to love shoes and shoe shopping, i hate it. i think all shoes are ugly, i don’t want such ugly things on my feet. they all look horrible. and i hate shopping for them. i’ll take another coat 🙂

so then we went to dinner at Fat Bobs downtown. i almost had a heart attack cuz one of the waiters looked JUST like Rhett Warrener LOL. i’m like GOTTA TELL ADRIENNE!!! lol

and now i’m freezing, so i need to go upstairs before i die.

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the past two weeks i’ve been wondering and commenting on how it’s possible that i’ve been taking 45 minute showers. it makes no sense. i have even been skipping steps, not using any conditioner. yet i get out of the shower and it’s 8:45… makes no sense. it’s a time warp.

well you wanna know why i’ve been taking 45 minute showers? CUZ I CAN’T TELL TIME!!!!!! My alarm goes off at 8:20…i get in the shower by 8:30….I’m done by 8:45….which is 15 minutes NOT 45…. I’m such a retard!!!!!! ROFL…makes PERFECT SENSE NOW cuz there was NO WAY i was taking 45 minute showers…lol. i can’t believe how much of a retard i am.

 

friday five
1. What was the first thing you ever cooked? probably macaroni and cheese….or soup or something like that. i dunno, with the microwave now a days, it’s hard to remember, cuz i’ve cooked lots of things in a microwave since we got one…years ago
2. What’s your signature dish? rofl, mac n cheese LOL
3. Ever had a cooking disaster? (tasted like crap, didn’t work, etc.) Describe. i almost burned the house down making pancakes…i try not to cook so haven’t had a big disaster… oh the hambugers at my non party were pretty bad but 1. i didn’t make them and 2. ppl ate them anyway LOL
4. If skill and money were no object, what would make for your dream meal? i don’t really like food, so i dunno… steak i guess, and one of those massive baked potatos….
5. What are you doing this weekend? going home today, going to dentist tomorrow, going back to school

 

first of all. i just got an email….from the international beer house….yes, that’s right, the one in canada, that the fab four visited on many occasions in summer 2000….www.internationalbeerhouse.com ….HOW THE HELL DID I GET THIS?!?! ROFL…i’m thinking that if they did a search for themselves the fab four site would come up ROFL….this is too funny. apparently they have a new location…haha. it reminds me of how we walked there the one day (i think me eric and jeff did…maybe i’m wrong) and found that IBH was now a jewelry store LOL. but anyway, how odd. they sent me email. haha…yep i just checked…. “They left right after that, up to the International Beer House (or as the four lovingly call it..IHOP).” – from the fab four site hehe. comes up as hit 19 if u search for ibh lol

secondly….my mom called yesterday and said that i have a valentine waiting for me at home from Jeff. this is maybe the 3rd time he’s sent me a valentine…and he sent me an xmas card this year too.
mom: jeff sent you a valentine
me: oh that’s cool
mom: why does he like you so much?
me: oh cuz i’m great.
mom: *laugh* but you don’t even really know each other
me: i’ve known him for 7 years
mom: oh

isn’t my mom nice… but anyway i was thinking about jeff last night, and wondering why he’s so nice to me. cuz i mean, jeff is gorgeous, and he’s so nice, and he even likes my grandparents LOL…like, i consider my only real date to be with jeff, even tho it wasn’t a date. he just took me out in michigan and bought me dinner. but that’s more than has ever happened to me with so called boyfriends etc…LOL…and i’ve known him for 7 years, which is longer than alot of people i know. but anyway what was i saying.. oh yes. jeff has always been super nice to me, he offered to fly me to michigan if MJ toured the US with HIStory and he said the offer still stands. and he offered to fly me down to Texas where he is now to visit. and while it hasn’t happened, the offer was still nice. i realize he’s a man slut… LOL. other man sluts i’ve met i’ve always been really irritated at, thinking like…how can girls fall for that. but yeah.. jeff does the same shit LOL. he’s so nice cuz he knows what to say lol. i don’t even know what i’m saying anymore. i had alot more good shit to say last night when i was thinking about all this but my comp was off… and danielle keeps talking to me about jonathan davis and i keep losing my train of thought. i can’t multitask at the moment, my brain is all wacky. 2 different songs are playing at me, i’m trying to think of what i wanted to say about jeff, and she’s talking to me, plus i’m hungry, and ahhhh it’s driving me insane!!! i should just delete this post, since it’s WORTHLESS. and my left arm/hand is numb.

 

so i’m home. could my internet here suck anymore?! that’s the question…

so i’m watching the vh1 show driven about marilyn manson. he fascinates me….i just find his whole situation and the whole…ehm…spectacle of it all, just so interesting. in a way that is different then like how “mansonites” worship him and all that…but anyway, this show is super great. and there was some old bandmember that was fired on xmas in rehab, and yeah he was hot…..and of course all the really nice shots of trent throughout the show, those are nice bonuses too hehehe…yay trent. yah i still want to see manson live. too bad i wasn’t able to last year when i actually had tickets. eh next time.

but i’m bored. doing laundry etc….it’s freezing down here. and yeah. bored.

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there’s not much i hate more than being woken up by people.

and oh yeah, it’s valentines day. i wouldn’t have realized it except when i left my room this morning there was this piece of paper that said Harry Potter on it in front of my door…. so i picked it up and it was a valentine from bill. isn’t that nice? my worst valentines day ever was when i actually had a boyfriend…haha 😛

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Headline: “Bush decides to oust (sp?) Hussien (sp?)”…. see THIS is what i don’t get. i don’t get how OUR AMERICAN PRESIDENT can just DECIDE to remove some other leader from office….this is why i’m taking international politics….i’m sure someone will bring this up in class… in 15 minutes. shit, i should leave now LOL.

 

carolyn is gonna like what i have to say here….since she’s all into how great english/literature is…

but i was in clinical psych class and proff said something about “big brother” watching everyone….and it made me think. it’s really fascinating how much certain scholarly works…be it literature, or psych, or medicine…end up pervading society. so many things we say, or refer to have basis in works of literature…. like “big brother” for example….had 1984 never been written, that wouldn’t be a term anyone ever used. kinda amazing. and in the area of psych…the amount of Freud that gets used in everyday language is amazing…even though Freud’s theories have been critiqued, and discounted in some areas….he was so important, and had such influential ideas that they’ve become common place…. i dunno. i just kinda found it interesting.

anyway. i gotta do this interview thing in a half hour. i was gonna go right there after class and sit there for a half hour, but ended up talking to this girl and walking back to the townhouses with her. it’s so blah windy cold out…but sunny…hate that. it tricks you. i can’t wait for it to get just a big warmer so i dont have to wear a coat anymore. but then i wish it would just stay at that temp… like 50 is good.

 

few more things….
1. macs suck. i don’t know how anyone can stand to use them. i especially don’t know how people like trent reznor do all their music on them. or maybe it’s just the macs we have here, that are so fucking unstable, you can’t do a damn thing on them. you do something and it freezes, crashes, you name it…i dont think i’ve been on a mac once that hasn’t had a problem so far this semester. i think if i was a musician or artist using a mac and spent all this time on a project to have the mac suddenly fuck up and die…i’d be really pissed, to the point i’d become violent. i NEVER have that many problems with my PC…
2. listening to “candyass”…it’s been a loooong time since i last listened to it. i forgot how much i love it. so totally digging “fetisha” and “Gender” right now…and it totally reminds me of summer. i know, i say that about almost EVERY cd that i love to death, it just happens that i get them in the summer, or get into a band in the summer…but this one, it reminds me of driving in a car, really sunny outside,…with melinda. APC reminds me of driving around in a car, with eric, in the rain…and APC also reminds me of spring, moreso than summer (except the rain thing) cuz we had the mp3s playing for the last month of school sophomore year, and during finals…but yeah i dunno. me and danielle have been having orgy moments since Jay’s song appeared on the internet. and we realized that in 2 weeks it’ll be a year since Orgy weekend….i think me danielle and adr should have an orgy party. except adr doesn’t live here so…dunno how that’s gonna happen LOL. they need to finish the damn album and tour.

ok there was something else to say but i gotta head out to do my thing.

 

why must my internet die every night between 10 and 11pm?…..like COMPLETELY die…i hate geneseo.

“so precious you know this hate of mine exploded. i’m so deranged you know, i will never be the same” is still one of my all time fav orgy lines…

the word “orgy” has pretty much totally lost all sexual meaning for me. lol. it doesn’t even occur to me to be a weird thing that i wear a shirt that says “orgy” on it… or in everyday conversation i’ll say “orgy” and that some people may not understand what i’m talking about, and think i’m talking about a sexual thing…hahah.

wow suddenly i’m really tired.

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sabres game is on… this is by far one of the more entertaining games this season. it’s still the first period, both rob ray and eric boulton got in fights. then there were 2 or 3 other almost fights/group altercations that led to a total of 5 sabres in the penalty box and 4 in the devils penalty box. LOL 5 PLAYERS IN THE BOX!!!!! ROFLMAO the bench was empty. and then we scored, for once! so, so far so good.
finished going through all the lines of data that i had to do for research this week. me and my partner figured out we checked a total of 13,612 characters of data….yeah. that’s ALOT.

it’s SOOOOOOO windy out. and i got 2 valentines packages today. from my mom and aunt carol. so that was cool.

 

 

air is blowing from somewhere, and moving things…. last night as i sat here cold air was blowing on my foot…today all the wires from all my electronic devises behind my desk keep moving from air blowing on them. the windows aren’t open, i don’t get it. wtf. kinda scary…

i’ve had “slept so long” in my head all night, and all day. except for the 5 min that i had “if” by janet jackson in my head this morning.
it is hurricaning outside again, but luckily it’s not raining. i gotta go continue to read line after line of data at 5 tonight. which i dont understand why we have to do, since we have to read it off scantrons…why can’t they just get scanned. but whatever. we have 100 more scantrons to go through (we did 64 yesterday, took us 2 hrs)…blah. then i gotta interview a counselor on wednesday for my punishment paper.

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