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went to see the vampires (see also: red cross). of course i get there on time, but don’t get to actually start giving blood for another hour. they don’t let you fill out the health status form by yourself anymore, you have to wait to go in the little booth with the blood taker. then they have to ask you each question…takes forever that way. anyway…it was a drama, because my blood wasn’t right. they prick your finger and squirt the blood into this tube of liquid, and it’s supposed to sink. mine didn’t. so she pricked another finger, got more blood and put it into some other machine to test. well that wasn’t good either, so she was going to do it a 3rd time to make sure it wasn’t her that was making an error. but she didn’t have to prick me again (thank god) cuz my finger was still bleeding. so the 3rd time with my blood in the machine she got an acceptible result. i was waiting for them to tell me to go to the ER right away cuz i was dying or something. lol. my pulse was 92, and i was waiting for them to tell me that was too high haha. then when i actually started giving blood it only took 5 minutes, which was the fastest i’ve ever finished. they gave me one of those new Red Fusion Dr Pepper’s to take home and try. not looking forward to it lol.

so now i think i might vaccum my car. i don’t feel like washing it. but i can’t do either unless i find my new sunglasses. my screw fell out of the old ones, and this time i couldn’t find it. so i have to find one of the 2 new pairs my mom bought for me months ago cuz they were only 2 bucks. i have no idea where they are tho. she kept moving them places where i’d see and use them, but i was like no grrr the one pair is all crooked, and the other ones i didn’t want to use yet…and of course now i can’t find them. ug.

 

almost passed out after vacuuming my car. it was bad. seriously bad. made it inside in time to fall onto the couch.

and yeah, new u2 song, totally grown on me. love it love it. it’s on repeat lol.

 

i can’t believe how wiped out i am from giving blood. this has never happened before, but i feel awful. after almost passing out, i took a nap for 2 hrs or so. made dinner for me and my dad, almost passed out again. after i ate, felt dizzy. wtf. maybe it has something to do with my blood floating in the liquid, since adr said it means i’m anemic….

i think i’m gonna go lay down again. my aunt wants to meet nate before she leaves tomorrow so i guess that means i have to use the telephone lol. they’re not even home tho. mom called around 11 and said she didn’t think they’d be home before 10pm…i told her trudy wanted nate to come over, so i guess my mom was gonna rush home?!? i dunno. haven’t heard from them since this morning, so dunno what’s going on.

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tool. gah! so great!

eric and i went to Tully’s for dinner before the show. they sat us in a section with no waiter, so we were sitting there for 10 min before anyone came to ask us if we had seen anyone. so this kid took drink orders, and the mgr came over and was like blah blah blah sorry, we’ll pay for your drinks and you can order any appetizer you want. so we were like rad, we were going to get potato skins. so the waiter who was now taking care of us came back and we told him what we wanted, he said…well if you’re getting it for free you might as well order the most expensive appetizer we have. haha it was a sampler thing, so we got that. we had so much food LOL. it was great. took tons home, and our bill was 16$ lol. we left him a 6$ tip.

came back to my house to wait for muhammed and his girlfriend jenn. headed out to the falls, cuz mom said the lewiston bridge was hella backed up. rainbow was fine, little bit of a wait at the booth, no biggie. then we got pulled over and searched LOL. no biggie either, we had nothing to hide. just a time waster.

got to hamilton around 7:30 i guess, and found where we had to go in and everything. tickets said 8 pm, i assumed doors at 7. don’t know when they actually opened – there were tons of people outside still, but when we got in around 8 and found our seats, we managed to only see the last Tomahawk song (no loss there, sounded shitty anyway). but we were like woah, talk about perfect timing. and lemme tell you about the seats we had. omg. they were perfect. they were 1 section over from what would be right next to the stage. we had row 13, which would be fine anyway, but turns out we were on the edge of the front, because they removed the lower seating in that area. so we had a railing in front of us, and no one else obstructing our view. it couldn’t have been anymore perfect. go me and my ticket buying skills haha.

tool fucking rocked. maynard has the most amazing voice. during “The grudge” he holds this note/scream and me and eric just looked at eachother and were like o.m.g. haha. maynard is such a freak tho. performed the entire set with his back to the audience, standing on a platform back by the drum kit. never saw his face til the end, when he was throwing water bottles into the crowd, and he had painted a black stripe down the middle of his face and head. haha. he reminds me of someone from blue man group, he’s such a spaz. so it rocked. they sounded great, and they had cool video things playing with their funky animation things. it was an awesome, awesome show.

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must sleep. but must blog!

work was boring. really dead, goofed off with the girls, and they let me leave at 3:20. so i got to carolyn’s early haha. i almost fell asleep in the car about 100 times. it was bad. so we were lazy for 4 hours, ate, went downtown for the hedwig convention. the tickets said doors at 9, the website said doors at 9:30…more like doors at 10:15. finally got inside, sat in the theatre awating instructions etc. there were some people dressed up and stuff, it was cool. got inline for the autograph thing. JOHN CAMERON MITCHELL IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE! he’s so TINY, and he’s so cute. got him to sign my dvd, and Little Hansel (who dances on the bed in Germany) signed it too. after that, went back in the theatre to wait for the rest of the stuff. they had Little Hansel come onstage and dance for everyone, there was a Hedwig from a Texas production who was there who performed, and then q&a with JCM. HE’S SO CUTE! haha i know, i said that. he was really funny too. so it was a good time. but we didn’t stay for the movie. it would have been cool to see it on the big screen again, but i knew i’d fall asleep. things were running so behind it was 1:30 and they were gonna start the movie. carolyn had to get up for work at 7…so we ditched on the movie and went back to her house to pass out lol. good times good times.

so tonight is tool. i need to go back to bed now, cuz i’m so fucking tired. and i hurt all over. i feel like an old woman. my lower back hurts so friggen bad, and my sternum feels like it’s bruised. my neck feels better tho haha. i have tomorrow to rest up and feel better too. need a massage, that’s what i need. ANYWAY yeah tool…need to talk to muhammed cuz he never called me back after he called last sunday. and i had 2 diff phone numbers for him, neither are him. i’m figuring since tool is his fav band, and he NEEDS to find out when we’re leaving or he has no way there, he’ll call this afternoon. lol

 

i tried out carolyn’s hair wax stuff yesterday, cuz we had looked at it in the store and wondered how it worked. she said it doesn’t wash out. she was right. my hair felt so wacko after my shower, cuz it’s still coated in wax. i wonder how long it’s gonna stay in there. now it’s coated in mousse and hairspray, maybe it’ll disintegrate the wax haha.

my mom is so funny sometimes. years ago she commented to me that she’d know if i was having sex, because i’d start wearing nicer underwear. lol. so i come home from toronto and she’s reorganized my room, including putting aaaaallll my nice pairs of underwear at the top of the drawer, and hiding the ones i usually wear. LOL. what exactly is she trying to do here? lol. she’s ruined it for herself, cuz now she can’t deduce anything since SHE’S the one prompting me to wear nice ones hehe.

finally got a hold of muhammed – 3 different phone numbers later. haha. i’m wondering if i should do anything between now and when we leave…lol. i’m so lazy. i should wash my work clothes but i can do that tomorrow lol. mom will be gone all day tomorrow.

someone (assume: mom) wrecked my window clings in my car. i noticed yesterday when i was checking out the possibly new scratch on my passenger side of my car. SHUT UP CAROLYN. i’ve decided the scratch was there before friday night. when i hit the car with my keys it wasn’t hard enough, and in such a way to actually scratch the paint like the way whatever happened to make the mark did. that’s a really ackward sentence. whatever. yeah. the clings – someone washed the inside of the window, so the ink is all wiped off onto the actual glass. all screwed up now. arg. thanks alot.

i forgot to mention that mgr at work handed me a big bag of canadian change the other day, since they were going to throw it out again (i guess). it ended up being probably around 15$ lol. there was 8 or 9 in just loonies, then tons of quarters. i still have the 6 bucks she gave me when i rolled coins for her lol. not complaining!

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work sucked. it was ok for a while, then sucked. didn’t get out til quarter after 10. went out with nate after i got out, was interesting. i found out what that “corraling” comment was about sorta, and he now knows that i’m scared to death lol. it’s all good. 2 girls at work were trying to get us to go to Seneca in NF canada tonight…it’s near daily planet. i’m like um..we’ll see. i don’t dance, nate doesn’t dance. we would NOT fit in haha. we created our own fun.

so fucking tired. i have to get up at 7:30 for real tomorrow, so i can pack shit to go to toronto. prolly wont hear from me til sunday afternoon.

 

and how many hours of sleep did sara get today? 2…that’s right, count em, 2 whole hours. i’m going to go on a killing spree if this keeps up. woke up at 5:30 cuz of my aunt snoring on the other side of the wall. got up to pee. realized it was raining noisily outside, realized i was starving, and my brain was way too active to let me fall back asleep. UG. realized my heart was beating way too fast to be normal…so i took my pulse, 94…that’s so wrong. mom got up at 6:30 so she was making noise. i was gonna just get out of bed, but there was that smidgen of hope i’d fall back asleep if even for 10 minutes. no luck. maybe i can fall asleep at the dentist.

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went to the airport afterall. my aunt shrunk more. it’s like i’m a foot taller than her lol. but she’s the same. i’m so exhausted.

i forgot to mention my mom is all freaked out about my heart. i mentioned the other day when we took our blood pressure at the store that my heart doesn’t beat right. and at the store my resting pulse rate was 90 bpm…so she freaked out about how high it was. today it was 100. which yeah it’s high. then adr came over to take my moms blood pressure, so she did mine and it was fine. then she did the whole listen to my heart thing, and said if i was her patient she’d refer me to a cardiologist because it doesn’t sound right…super. so now my mom is freaking out and is going to make me go to the doctor for it – even tho it’s been fine, almost perfect since i started taking the heart medicine for my headaches. ug. hate doctors. she’s like blah blah blah, you’re paying 200$ a month for insurance you might as well get some use out of it instead of just dropping dead. they think i have prolapse mitrovalve, which my dad also has. that’s adr’s medical opinion…

 

gah i’m turning into such a freaking girl lately. lol it’s bothering me. make it stooooppppp.

wake up time today: 7:30 UGGGGGGGGG. no thanks to my mom and aunt who were getting ready to spend the day at the hospital. but i think i would have slept longer if not for them making noise. i was dreaming, so i was sleeping pretty deeply, but then i heard them and couldn’t fall back asleep. so i got up to pee and my aunt was like OH YOU’RE AWAKE WE CAN TALK NOW!! she had some presents for me, and wanted to talk about nate and the peace corps. they had to leave at 8, so i went back to bed. laid there for an hour i’m sure before managing to fall back asleep. but mom called at 10, few minutes later the dentist called. so i’m awake and more tired now than before.

so everyone needs to send me vibes that it’ll be a slow day at work so i can get out at like 8. it’s been slow all week so i’m HOPING it’ll stay that way. i don’t want to stay til 10 or later and then go out afterwards (of course i will haha). 8 would be a nice time to be able to leave lol. i gotta get up at 8 tomorrow to go to the dentist, and watch i wont wake up at 7:30 :P. must remember to pack stuff for toronto before i go to the dentist, cuz i won’t be coming home before work (why come home when i’ll be a block away).

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twas a good day. very good day. work was great, lots of fun. we were completely dead, so me, nate and kate played simon someone left there, and goofed off the whole night. adr, eric and amanda came in for a while so that was cool. i ended up leaving at 11 and went to the bar with a girl from retail and met up with kate and mike. nate showed up when he got out. hung out there for a while, then me, nate, mike and kate went to the scummit dennys cuz we were starving. then the girl from retail ended up showing up too. it was a good time. found out even more TMI about kate and mike, but it’s all good. and nate called me his girlfriend today so….it was so funny, because we’re at work and the retail girl calls me on the phone system and is like, “you guys are all cozy over there, what’s going on?” and then later one of the servers comes over and is like, “So what’s up with you two?” haha everyone is so nosy. and of course, we get to dennys and me and kate go to the bathroom, and she’s like “So whats going on with you two?” wanting to know details lol. girl talk in the bathroom haha. she said she felt like a 3rd wheel at work today haha. it wasn’t that bad 😛

there was a spider in my car when i left dennys. totally ended up driving on the wrong side of the road, dunno where the spider went. ug.

must sleep now.

 

MICHAEL JACKSON HAD A THIRD CHILD!?!?!?!?! WTF IS THAT?! WITH WHO?! WHEN?! DOESN’T EVERYONE KNOW HE DOESN’T HAVE SEX??!?!

*ahem* anyway…wake up time today: 7am ARGGGGG!!!!!!

 

a thought occured to me which i found pretty freaky. it’s been exactly 3 years since i’ve dated anyone. and i mean EXACTLY. ian and i started officially dating august 20 1999. why do i remember that still, not entirely sure. but yah…kinda weird.

anyway. back to michael jackson. the rumor is that ex-wife debbie rowe had this 3rd baby too…i wonder what it’s like to be michael jackson’s baby factory…hahah. pop em out and hand em over. i’m sure she doesn’t ever see them. you never hear about custody or any of that crap. i’m really surprised that this baby thing has been kept a secert since apparently 6 months ago. Sandy, who is an MJ elite, and “in the know”, said she knew about it in March…but there was not even a single inkling in the tabloids or anything…strange. but it’s michael jackson, what ISN’T strange. i still love you mj, don’t worry 🙂 i’ve actually been on an MJ kick lately. it’s all cuz kate keeps mentioning how much she loves him. i was trying to get her to do the thriller dance for me again, she said she’s gonna go home and make sure she still remembers it, since she has the HIStory videos. it makes my day. hehe

the weather is all crappy today, so no doubt i’m going to get rained on at some point today. the storms are supposed to come in the afternoon, right when i have to go to work. which reminds me, didn’t get to switch my shift friday. it was so dead yesterday that when i got there, there was only 1 host on and it was jack, not nicky – so i couldn’t ask her to switch with me. arg. it’s not THAT big a deal. nate still wants to go out when i get cut, and maybe tonight too since i’ll be first cut but i dunno.

aunt trudy gets here today. i guess not until 11, so if i’m home in time, and not going out with nate i’ll probably go to the airport with my mom to pick her up. my dad comes back home today too, but i dunno what time.

 

i am so tired. i think this whole not sleeping thing is getting to me. i had to go sit down at work for a lil bit cuz i felt like shit. the night was pretty boring. it was dead until 6ish, then picked up more than it did yesterday. there was one moment that made my night tho. larry was like, “so i hear you and nate are boinging?” so i was like, “where’d you hear that?” he said jenn told him. jenn is the girl who always sexually harasses nate. i guess this is how it went:
jenn: hey there’s my other boyfriend.
larry: right, i know you like nate.
jenn: he’s cheating on me
larry: with who?
jenn: with sara.
hahah that made my night. why? i’m not too sure…it’s just funny, since i was given permission by nate to take her out back and smack her around for him…the fact that she noticed something is going on with me and him is amusing to me. so maybe she’ll leave him alone now. i don’t want to have to threaten her with an ass kicking, since she’s short but twice my size and would hurt me pretty badly. hahaha. mike said that him and kate had a really good time last night with us and want to go out again sometime…so that’s cool.

i wanted to go home early since it was slow, so james said i could go if i went onstage during the YMCA so…yeah. i forced myself. and then he wasn’t going to let me go, but he did. so i left at 9:30. i called nate to see what was up when i got out, but he wasn’t home, so i might go to the airport with my parents. they probably will be leaving soon.

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i’m so tired, and it’s nice and cool outside, so i’m hoping to sleep later than 8 tomorrow.

work was so boring. it might have been the slowest day i’ve worked so far. i cant imagine what it’s going to be like in 3 weeks when our season dies. it started off ok, mainly because of who was there. but he left at 6 lol. then the one girl, laurie, was driving me insane the whole night. of course she was the one who was supposed to be in charge, and she got to go home at 10:30…arg. so i bitched at our manager for letting her leave, he said he’d let me go early tomorrow. well thanks, cuz tomorrow i didn’t want to leave early, cuz i figure i’ll probably go to the bar with nick after we get out…but whatever. so i had to stay til 12. laurie actually did everything, and i had to do zero. haha. i had to lock the doors. ooooh that was hard. i probably shouldn’t bitch, and instead be happy and thankful she did all my work for me.

i had to use the pay phone to call…someone…for this chinese woman. i don’t know what she wanted me to say, because she didn’t really speak english. but she was lost, and waiting for the travel car…and wanted me to call this number and tell the person she was lost and waiting for him, but couldn’t call because she had to make sure not to miss the travel car?!?! so i was like ooook, i called and left them a message. hahah. whatever.

there is NO ONE to switch shifts with on thursday, because of the stupid girl who only works 11-3 and is annoying as hell and i hate her. ug. so i’m trying to switch my swing on friday for a day shift. i can use the same excuse i was going to use for thursday, and it actually makes more sense to use on friday…i should see the girl i want to switch with tomorrow for a lil bit, so i can ask her then. gimme good vibes 🙂

omg i’m so tired, if i don’t sleep good tonight someone is going to die tomorrow

 

wake up time today: sometime when it was still dark. 2nd wake up time: 8:30 WHAT THE HELL!!!!! ug. now i have all day to be awake and doing nothing. i might have been able to fall back asleep this time, but theres some kind of construction around here that was making the ground, and therefor my house, shake every 5 seconds. it was really irritating.

 

the traditional end of summer is upon us. this time the past 4 years i was packing up to go back to school. this year, not so much. it’s a weird feeling. i keep thinking “oh i should do that before i leave”, and then i remember, i’m not leaving. i’ll still be here in september. it’s odd.

despite what seems to have been a lack of activity this summer, i think alot has happened. eric and i keep saying how we did NOTHING this summer…no trips, no big concerts, nothing. especially compared to last summer. but as i said, alot has happened, and alot has changed.

for the most part i think everything has changed for the better. at least as far as i am concerned. things mellowed out by july, and i think everyone was more or less content. and i feel like my relationships with everyone have changed, mostly in good ways. i feel like there are some people now i can talk to and be more honest to than i could before. like, we’ve gotten a greater understanding of eachother because of what has happened over the summer. and i’m really glad that happened. maybe this is just me, but that’s how i’m seeing things. i feel like i can be straight up with people, be like “listen, this is how it is…” where as i didn’t feel like i could before. so i feel like i’m walking on fewer egg shells than i used to be, which i think is cool.

maybe it’s just me that’s changed. i tried to get a new perspective on things and it’s working for the most part. my whole “not my problem” stance has worked pretty good. my opinions on certain subjects are known, and that’s all that is needed. i’ve said my piece about things, and now i’m here for when i’m needed. and i feel fine about that. i’m not killing myself over other people at the moment (just myself haha). NOT SAYING THAT I DON’T CARE, just not being involved until i need to be.

my internal state…last week sucked, this week is better. i still feel sick tho, which i do not understand AT ALL. i still can’t eat without gagging haha. there is no need for me to be sick still. normally it would be the other way around…feel sick when i saw him, feel fine by myself, and it’s the completely opposite right now. feel sick all day til i go to work, feel fine there, feel fine with him…i don’t get it lol. but i’m happy. i’m feeling a bit optimistic for once, and trying not to look too far into the future (like, december :P) because who knows what’ll have happened by then. to quote one of the greatest movie’s ever… “live in the now!” 🙂

*fin*

 

i think i figured out why i’m completely dysfunctional on the telephone. besides that i have bad conversation skills lol. i think i have a hard time because i can’t see the person. i think i rely alot on reading lips, although i don’t do it consciously, to understand what people are saying. it’s not cuz i can’t hear, i just think it ads to the sound. it’s especially bad when on the phone with people i have a hard time understanding in person – due to speech patterns or mumbling. like my dad – cannot talk to my dad on the phone AT all. i mean, we both don’t talk, so it’s ackward as hell to be on the phone with him. but then he mumbles all the time too, so it’s like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING. and on the phone with nate the other day, when he said i laughed differently…i had no idea what he said (turns out he said i laugh differently on the phone than in person). the only person i can think of who i don’t have a problem talking to on the phone is danielle. everyone else, it’s like…yeah i don’t know what you’re saying. OMG when muhammed called me on sunday, i had NO IDEA who he was, because i couldn’t understand him when he said his name. and i didn’t want to be like, WHO IS THIS?! lol. so i picked up who he was from the conversation hahaha.

i still hate the phone because i hate calling and having to talk to people other than the person i’m calling for. especially if it’s someone i don’t know real well. because then i’m always scared they’re not going to know who i am lol.

my mom is whistling along with “dont stop til you get enough” haha. she said something really clever today, made me laugh, about working tonight. hahah. i think she’s sorta ok about nate. like the other night, she kept calling him “That Boy” and i’m like “that boy” has a name. she replies, “i don’t want to know his name and like him and get attached to him.” LOL. but i showed her his picture and she was all like, yeah he is really cute, and i mentioned she could come to HRC for dinner tonight and meet him and she said that it’d be cool…so i guess that’s good.

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AGAIN i woke up at quarter to 8. WTF! i tried to go back to sleep until 930 and then was like, screw this. what the hell am i going to do all day now? i should try to go back to sleep again haha.

last night – did nothing all day long. did nothing all night long. haha. i finished memnoch the devil, so now it’s on to vampire armand. i think after armand i’m taking a break from anne rice. i want to re-read the chucky p books, or at least survivor.

amanda has a blog now, so i have one more site to keep tabs on hehe.

i have this really great plan to get thursday night off. i gotta see who’s working day tho, and beg them to switch with me. cuz there’s no way i’ll survive 3 – close and then swing on friday. and since my aunt is coming on thursday, that’s going to be my excuse. even tho she’s not arriving til 11pm hehehe. *ulterior motive*

talked to nick on the phone last night breifly. he was getting into the shower. haha. we’re trying to figure out when we can go out…goddamncrappyschedule…i guess we’re planning on friday night whenever they decide to let me out of work, but yeah…the whole trying to get thursday off thing…hahah. we’ll see. he’s off thurs and friday so, dunno…playing it by ear i guess…maybe i should just start using his real name…

 

haha cyndi amuses me.

vacant enigma: yeah i was thinkign botox
vacant enigma: hah
Keyyooo1: lol..
Keyyooo1: hahahah why would he botox his MOUTH?

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awake again at the ungodly hour of 8:30. WHY DO I KEEP GETTING UP SO EARLY!?! and this time i woke myself up from a REALLY GOOD DREAM! and then had to pee, so that was the end of that. but i also woke up to a really nice email hehe. that was sent at 2:30 in the morning…hehe. 🙂 ignore me, please. hahah.

so anyway. it seems that everyone had a really good weekend. so i’m happy about that. last week’s heat induced insanity seems to be passing for everyone. it’s really strange how many people i came in contact with last week who were in such moods. of course, i was. cyndi was, sarah from geneseo was…other random ppl were. i swear, something was in the air. and currently, i’ve come in contact with many people who are just like…giddy. lol.

my parents got home last night. i had to tell them about my conversation with my grandpa about the indians.
gpa: how are the indians over there?
me: what indians?
gpa: you know, the indians founded your town.
me: i know, and now they live on the reservation
gpa: no they’re all over there.
me: yeah, on the reservations.
gpa: no the indian governments are active all around you
me: uh-huh
gpa: they’re all over in the canals and streams around you
me: uh-huh

yeah, cuz the native americans still travel in canoes in all the streams instead of using modern transportation. i have NO IDEA where that came from…cuz we were talking, and then INDIANS….and then hows the car? haha. my mom was like, was he drunk? haha.

my dad got to fly to somewhere else in NY, i think down by NYC, in the company’s private jet today!!! I WANNA GO ON A PRIVATE JET! hahaha. and then tomorrow he leaves for Oregon for a few days. aunt Trudy is coming from greece on thursday. i think she’s the one relative i forgot to tell nick about, and she’s one of the more interesting ones…ok, he seemed to get a big kick out of all my relatives. i forgot to tell him about my uncle who writes the baseball haikus also hahah.

my day off and i have no plans. loaf day, until tonight maybe. we’ll see.

 

i’m really glad i decided not to wash my car today cuz it’s pouring out now. and it’s so pretty because theres no wind, so it’s coming straight down and i can keep my window open. i almost want to go outside and watch it. and i’m happy because i’m not in it for once 🙂

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hi. yeah. i think it’s safe to say i feel alot better about everything. i had a good day. yeah.

everyone should be thankful i have a new car, with good working breaks. or car would be no more. almost hit a deer on grand island about 15 min ago. saw the deer, halted to a stop, deer seemed to be going the other way. but of course when i started to move again, it turned around, slammed on the breaks again. and i mean i was an inch away from the damn thing. that would have sucked.

i really need to fucking go to bed. i have to work at 11. so fucking tired. i have to clean my house before i go to work too, parents will probably be home before i am.

 

i guess i’m supposed to post about yesterday. since i’m up at EIGHT IN THE MORNING even tho i went to bed at 3:30…i guess i can do that. but of course: password post. 🙂 have a nice day

 

work. had a pretty good time. kinda funny tho. kate walks in at 11:30, first words out of her mouth were “so how was last night?” lol. so i talked to her about it, and she was all excited haha. then later, way later, i got some food and was in the break room and her boyfriend mike comes in and is like “so did you go out with nick last night?” lol and wanted to know what we did. i found out a little too much information about kate and mike tho…haha all good tho, we had a good laugh. turns out kate is a big MJ fan too, which was cool cuz she was in awe that i’ve seen him twice. and she was all in awe of the fact my friend has met MJ like 10 times.

so anyway, got home around 6 and went to adrienne’s cuz she had real food to eat LOL. hung out there for a while and then came back here (since my mom had called 3 times when i was at work, probably thinking i was raped and murdered and dropped in the river last night lol). sat around here while adr filled me in on her adventure, and then went to get food at…hard rock. cuz i’m a big fat dork. 🙂 that was funny too, cuz we sit down and nick was talking to us, and melissa comes over and is like “so are you going to tell her how many times you called me sara today?” hahaha. then later, nick comes to tell us this story about the praying mantis out side and how he gave it to melissa and she freaked out. so he’s like “Blah blah blah, so sara…” i’m like who? and he’s like “sara.” before he realized he was doing it again haha. so he was all smooth and like, i’ve just got you on my mind. we came home after that, cuz i’m so friggen tired.

there were other things i wanted to say but i forget them now. oh well. my schedule sucks, no time for socializing, and no good shifts at work…ug.

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