went to the airport afterall. my aunt shrunk more. it’s like i’m a foot taller than her lol. but she’s the same. i’m so exhausted.

i forgot to mention my mom is all freaked out about my heart. i mentioned the other day when we took our blood pressure at the store that my heart doesn’t beat right. and at the store my resting pulse rate was 90 bpm…so she freaked out about how high it was. today it was 100. which yeah it’s high. then adr came over to take my moms blood pressure, so she did mine and it was fine. then she did the whole listen to my heart thing, and said if i was her patient she’d refer me to a cardiologist because it doesn’t sound right…super. so now my mom is freaking out and is going to make me go to the doctor for it – even tho it’s been fine, almost perfect since i started taking the heart medicine for my headaches. ug. hate doctors. she’s like blah blah blah, you’re paying 200$ a month for insurance you might as well get some use out of it instead of just dropping dead. they think i have prolapse mitrovalve, which my dad also has. that’s adr’s medical opinion…

gah i’m turning into such a freaking girl lately. lol it’s bothering me. make it stooooppppp.

wake up time today: 7:30 UGGGGGGGGG. no thanks to my mom and aunt who were getting ready to spend the day at the hospital. but i think i would have slept longer if not for them making noise. i was dreaming, so i was sleeping pretty deeply, but then i heard them and couldn’t fall back asleep. so i got up to pee and my aunt was like OH YOU’RE AWAKE WE CAN TALK NOW!! she had some presents for me, and wanted to talk about nate and the peace corps. they had to leave at 8, so i went back to bed. laid there for an hour i’m sure before managing to fall back asleep. but mom called at 10, few minutes later the dentist called. so i’m awake and more tired now than before.

so everyone needs to send me vibes that it’ll be a slow day at work so i can get out at like 8. it’s been slow all week so i’m HOPING it’ll stay that way. i don’t want to stay til 10 or later and then go out afterwards (of course i will haha). 8 would be a nice time to be able to leave lol. i gotta get up at 8 tomorrow to go to the dentist, and watch i wont wake up at 7:30 :P. must remember to pack stuff for toronto before i go to the dentist, cuz i won’t be coming home before work (why come home when i’ll be a block away).