2 old men hit on me yesterday. and we’re not talking my parents age old, we’re talking grandparents age old. at least 60. barf. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

got suited up at work, so no going home early for me. although i was relief so that was my chance to screw the other floors on my string and take the 3:15 early out break. woo. got home and couldn’t sleep. didn’t get to sleep til sometime after the sun was coming out. blah.

i was going to go shopping today but i think i’ll save that for tomorrow. hopefully i can stay dealing and leave early tonight. would be nice.

my mom keeps continuing her rant on how awful my hair is and how unprofessional it looks, especially considering i’m on the ctrc board, i should look nice and professional. and people at work keep telling me how much they like my hair better now.

 

ug i hate shoes. but i need new ones. and i need concert shoes. i either want whore boots or patent leather mary janes. everything i find is platform and i don’t want platform shoes. ug. found a rad site that sells lots of cool makeup for not as expensive prices as mac and urban decay. yay!!

amanda rocks!!! she sent me stolen in flight safety cards and barf bags from russian and canadian airlines!!! yaaaay.

wow i really hate this design. i need to hurry up and finish the recontenting so i can put up the new one.

slept too long today. blah. i actually dealt last night for a full 8 hours. it was fun.

i have nothing to say.

but i will say. damn. these cookies that jasen brought over last week are super yummy. and i usually think choco chip cookies taste like nothing. *eats whole bag*

 

ok. i’m not quite sure what to say about this. you sorta have to take a look yourselves. i mean, really, WHO KNEW THIS EXISTED. and wow the japanese are a bit demented.

so take a look: the top 10 erotic nintendo games

believe me. it’s quite unbelievable.

something is wrong. it’s 3:55am and i’m not still at work. i didn’t have to do overtime today. holy crap.  good thing too, cuz if one more scummy old man kissed my hand, asked me to dance, or said i had to go out with him, i was going to bash some heads.

i was laughing to myself in the car tho. orgy’s “the obvious” was on, with these lyrics:
“Wake me from this altered state
My future’s looking, brighter all the time
I’m stumbling and delirious

Something’s changed since those teenage days
I’m growing into my own”

and they seemed so fitting to me now. i have a great life. so it made me laugh. despite work sucking major this week, i still have a super duper life right now. and i will thank you all again for making it rock so hard. reading through my archives, my life is so drama free. seems like the entire last semester at geneseo was full of drama. drama with housemates, drama with friends, drama drama drama. lol. i haven’t been involved in drama in over a year really. it’s nice. hah.

4th night of overtime. that’s so not happy. and there was no reason this time, when it’s the weekend and grave took out 10-6 floors, and the 10-6ers disappeared instead of taking me out TO CLOSE ONE FRIGGEN GAME. ug. pissed. on top of that, my schedule next week sucks. friday 10-6, saturday 6-2. yeah so my entire saturday will be spent sleeping, waking up, and going right back to work. and probably get stuck doing over time that night too.

so the rest of today. leigh and i cancelled the first house we were going to look at cuz i needed to sleep. then a real estate guy called us about seeing a house on 79th street. so we did that at 11, and omg, it’s so cute. the people just remodeled it, and resided it, and all this. it’s little and cozy and cute and seems to be in my price range. the only problem is there are big basement issues. so i’m gonna have my parents come look at it, next weekend probably.

after that, we went for lunch at perkins and had such a cute waiter. he was reminiscent of nate, with the blond hair blue eye thing. and he was funny. i asked for a side of lemons for my waffel, and he brings me a plate of 4 whole lemons LOL. he screwed up our drinks, but he was cute, so we forgave him haha. we’re such girls.

then we highlighted our hair. i figure i already fucked it up and somehow made it light red, why not add orange streaks to it. so i did. my mom hates it. she made that perfectly clear, but everyone at work thinks its the best thing since sliced bread. seriously. a few women were just like so enthusiastic about how good my hair looked, and how much it lightened my face.

i’ll get tired of it in a week or so and dye it all dark brown – for real this time.

i decided i need to do some rearranging with my picture frames. like, changing the pics in it. cuz i don’t need a pic of me and nate in a heart. i never wanted it to begin with, my mom did it. it’s just sat here since cuz i’m lazy. some of the other pics are outdated, since i hardly talk to the people in them anymore. maybe tomorrow.

tho i should do laundry at the parents and do my taxes tomorrow. maybe sunday. we’ll see how lazy i am tomorrow, or if any other plans get presented to me. *hint/nudge* haha

i should probably sleep now. i was tired as hell til i got so pissed off at work, and now i’m awake.

oh yeah, and i have a new boyfriend requirement. he has to be willing to dance with me in the rain. yep.

i’m wondering if i have any other boyfriend requirements… oh yeah, NOT PSYCHO. thanks.

and lacuna coil is going to be playing ozzfest, which is not coming anywhere near here. which is fine, cuz they’d be the only band i’d want to see. they are also going on tour with POD…um. yeah. HAHA i guess we’ll make a decision on that once dates get announced.

 

ok, punk statik paranoia (the new orgy record) had totally grown on me. it so fucking rocks, even if the mixes on the advance are diff than the mp3s i didn’t have a month ago *hides* and i like the mp3s better. it still rocks. rocks rocks rocks. i cant wait to see them again on stage. wooo!!!!!

i was semi productive today. i did some updates to the bct site, and made an email form that worked the very first time LOL. gonna probably work on some of it some more.

i guess tomorrow is doing my taxes and laundry at the parents house. super fun wow.

tonight was the big exciting orgy. brian hurt himself so he didn’t make it. james brought his brother jasen, WHO IS SO COOL, to finally see my apparently rad apartment. i hope it lived up to the hype. it turned into nintendo night. i dunno if anyone else had fun but i did. as i said to brian in an email a few days ago about what we were going to do tonight, i just like having friends. i don’t care what they do as long as they’re here or we’re doing something together.

aww.

so now i’m left all alone. and of course i’m not tired.

i am so frustrated right now. and when i’m frustrated i cry. and i hate crying.

did over time, AGAIN, tonight. got suited up although i was supposed to deal. turned into a nightmare in the last hour. can’t talk about it, but someone should be getting written up right now, but i’m being nice. i’m the boss. when i tell you to do something, you do it. you especially do it the 2nd time i ask you to do it. and the 3rd should really not even have to happen.

waiting for tony to get here so i can drink.

 

gah tony keeping me up til 7am when i have stuff to do all day. but that’s ok. it was good talking to him. discussed what i should have done in my work situation and what to do next time something like it happens. talked about other stuff. always good conversation. he’s a very smart very level headed boy. haha he told me “i don’t mean this as an insult, and i think you already know this, but you’re not a typical woman”. all cuz i said i hate shoes LOL.

anyway.

throughout my life, the only men who have liked me have been scummy/creepy old men. i’m really tired of it. i got asked at work by a scummy old man if the little ring i wear is an engagement ring. when i said no he went on about how he was wondering if a boy gave it to me and if i was in love. he finished with “you’re still fine anyway”. he said “fine” all ebonic like. LOL. he continued to talk and tell me he’s talked to me more today than he has the whole last year. and how he noticed i’m not very socialable. so i said “well most people here aren’t worth talking to” ROFL i thought that was rude, until i realized he didn’t get that i was talking about him HAH.

whatever.

so i did most of what i planned to today, despite having to sleep in a bit more. i didn’t do my laundry, i only washed my sheets. had to take them to the laundramat to dry cuz someone here was using the dryer. i also baked a cake and fucked up my hair. totally not the color it’s supposed to be. ug. prolly gonna redye it in a few days. it’s supposed to be brown. it’s not. it’s light red now. i’m wondering if i had the wrong color in the box i bought, cuz really. it was supposed to be a brown copper, and it definitely lightened my hair instead. and i really just want to do it black again, if only black wasn’t so hard to get out once you do it.

i hate being salary.

 

ok i hate salary cuz i got stuck doing overtime, AGAIN, this time for 40 min and i don’t get paid for it. fucking grave shift.

tomorrow is “do everything i haven’t done for the last month” day. which means, laundry, cleaning the apartment, dry cleaning, hanging the mirror, washing/hanging the new sign, um…my hair….and…i’m forgetting stuff, oh well. tony asked if i had plans wed, so might do something with him.

then thurs leighanne arrives, we tour the apartments by the quarry, go to HR at the casino, board meeting…orgy later that night…and friday hopefully looking at a house for sale in NT that i’m interested in.

ha the flower was from tony. i sorta suspected it, but didn’t think so…since his girlfriend would kill him if she knew LOL. so it’s a secret, shhhhhhhhhh

work was ok til the end, when it sucked and i got screwed. but whatever.

sabres game tomorrow, then work at 8. yipee fun wow.

 

woo i picked a great game to go to today. 7-2 sabres!! who are you guys and what did you do with our team? cuz really. 21 goals in 3 games?!?!?!? satan with 4 goals in 1 game! 3rd period full of fights. it was tons of fun. jenn was scared of the height of our seats but she got over it, just like i told her she would, and we had fun. got my yearly dose of dippin dots. good times good times.

home now to eat some donuts for dinner then off to work, flooring tonight 8-4. hopefully i don’t get screwed again tonight haha.

and now for fun at dumbya’s expense: dumbya action figure

my theory on the dark tower series, so far. i’m probably completely wrong.

i think roland is from the future. i think he is from the future after a big giant plague wiped out earth as we know it, and turned it into a waste land full of our artifacts, and mutated animals, and blahblahblah. his when is filled with things from the current world, machines that won’t work cuz they don’t know how to make oil usable, old robotics, technology that no one can figure out because evolution has brought them so far away from anyone who was alive to know how those things worked. roland is bringing people from the past before the plague (eddie, jake, susannah) into his future to try to figure out what happened, what went wrong, what the deal is with the dark tower. it appears as if his when is more midieval, with barons and wizards and fairs and what not. but it’s actually the future repeating the past – going back to an older time to go through change and evolution all over again. in this theory i would assume that eventually, the people in rolands when, would go through the same historical changes that happened throughout the past in our real world, and would eventually come to the same technologically advanced present that we know.

i’m not sure any of that made sense. but i’m not rereading it.

 

to my secret admirer. thank you for the flower. it’s lovely.

i like how the mike and ike’s are “the choice of nascar” haha

and in completely unrelated news, there is a spider in my room and i couldn’t kill it and now it disappeared. gah.