i had a really nice day today.

it was terminal day. had to get up way early to go to the science museum with russell to meet with their collections manager. then went to the terminal with 2 museum people to show them around. when they were leaving, joe showed up way early, but that was cool cuz we went around a bit before everyone else came at 1. ended up being 8 of us wandering in the tower. spent some time up on the roof with james which was really nice. turned out to be a really pretty day weather wise, when it had started out crappy, so it was bright and happy in the terminal. everyone seemed to enjoy the time spent inside. so it’s all good. and obviously, my keys work haha. and lance diamond called me when we were sitting on the roof haha. well i thought it was amusing. he sounded like barry white on the phone lol.

finally got to see where brian and james live (other than driving by) and got to see the dansville photos i was “owed” haha. went to jasen’s and james cooked dinner. sorta played with jasen’s daughter, and omg i’m just so horrible with kids. i’ve never been around any, ever, seriously. i dont know what to doooo. watched um… king of new york and run lola run. lola was cute, good concept. king of new york was with christopher walken. i think that’s only the 2nd movie of his i’ve seen..the first being waynes world 2 LOL. it was good. he’s so bizarre. and i can’t help but think of jay moore doing christopher walkens psychic friends network on SNL haha.

so good day. good day. so tired but don’t want to go to bed yet. my knees ache

 

i was looking through my sent mail folder for something…yeah…haven’t deleted anything in there in a long long time…so this amused me:

“lunatic murderer you seem not to be, but like you said…it does seem sketchy when you think about it. and with all those nooses hanging everywhere, it would have been easy hehe”

i forgot about the nooses lol

 

a passage from the book i’m reading, The Dice Man by Luke Rhinehart. struck me given some recent….”non conversations” that i’ve had with others and myself…

“If we always limited ourselves to what was natural to us, we’d be midget dwarfs compared to our potential. We must always be incorporating new areas of human action which we can make natural.”

Bowie at Shea’s

bowie bowie bowie…

met mike and paul at hemingways before the show for a drink, then ran through the rain to shea’s. turns out we had awesome seats, to the left side of the stage. stereophonics were playing when we got in, and they were pretty cool. very rock and roll and cool.

bowie…was great of course. leighanne overheard someone say that bowie was taping tonight’s show. the set list was…very very different from toronto. alot more obscure. it was fantastic though.

the crowd sucked i thought. very rude. everyone sat down during “motel” and remained seated for a bunch of songs…even fast ones from earthling and outside. i hate that. it just bothers me. motel is a beautiful song, and just because you might not know it doesn’t mean you should be rude and ignorant during it. happened during other songs as well, including “quicksand” which i just adore since hearing it at the toronto show.

we had the 2 most annoying people ever in front of us. i can’t figure out if they were brothers or lovers. they defintely were too touchy feely to be straight male friends. but they looked too similar to not be related. whatever. they insisted on having a conversation throughout the entire show. i don’t normally spend 60$ to go someplace loud and try to talk. if they weren’t talking to eachother, they were playing with their phones. the lady next to them told them to stop talking, she was there to see bowie and they were talking too much hahah. and the one had the most annoying hair, that he continuosly kept puffing up on top so that i couldn’t see over it haha.

then there was this crazy old white guy in our row who looked like andy warhol and was psycho. he was yelling at the girls in front of him to sit down when everyone was being rude and sitting during various songs. but he was YELLING at them, and he even grabbed the girls arms to yank her down. it was like totally psycho.

it’s always amusing to be at a show with an older crowd and watching older people dance. depeche mode was the best, cuz of the big tall white guy and little hispanic woman dancing, but this was fun too hehe.

so much complaining, but it was a really really great show. no life on mars again, but that’s ok. still got hallo spaceboy and i’m afraid of americans. always a highlight. he sounded great, and looked great, and is just so cool. i would give anything to be able to photograph him. he is possibly one of the most photogenic rock stars ever. and not because he’s particuarly attractive, because he’s really not. it’s the way he moves. HE is catlike. he can pose like nobody’s business. ultra cool.

setlist:
Rebel Rebel
Cactus
Sister Midnight
New Killer Star
Looking for Water
All the Young Dudes
China Girl
The Loneliest Guy
The Man Who Sold the World
The Motel **
Battle for Britain (The Letter) **
Sunday **
Heathen **
Hallo Spaceboy **
Under Pressure
Reality
Station to Station
Ashes to Ashes
Quicksand **
Modern Love **
I’m Afraid of Americans
“Heroes”

The Bewlay Brothers
Queen Bitch
Suffragette City
Ziggy Stardust
Review from the Buffalo News
Tuesday night in Shea’s Performing Arts Center.
David Bowie has always been ahead of the curve. It was no surprise, then, that his sold-out show at Shea’s Tuesday found him still pushing the envelope, 35 years deep into one of rock’s most ambitious and consistently forward-looking careers.
Bowie’s current tour flies beneath the moniker “A Reality,” and that’s fitting; for 21/2 hours Tuesday, he and his seamless band brought an audience equal parts stunned and elated into another world, an elevated plane of artistic experience. In the arena of rock, this was quite simply as good as it gets.

Taking the boards following an exquisite animated sequence interspersed with sweeping aerial shots of New York City, Bowie materialized center stage, obscured by shadows, as longtime guitarist Earl Slick laid out the skewed glam-a-billy riff signifying “Rebel Rebel.” The song, given an up-to-date arrangement on this tour, brought the crowd to its feet, of course, but Bowie made it clear immediately that he had no intention of offering a Vegas-style nostalgic review. He’d come, after all, to show us that he’s still the most vibrant of artists, and not a museum piece.

Toward that end, Bowie led his band out of the elegantly wasted rock-candy of “Rebel” deep into the dimly lit world he helped create – the alternative music movement of the ’80s and ’90s. “This is a song by the Pixies,” smiled our boy, still remarkably youthful at 57, minus the snow-white tan and pharmaceutical veneer of his ’70s guise. The band – guitarist Slick, pianist Mike Garson, percussionist/acoustic guitarist/vocalist Catherine “Kat” Russell, guitarist Gerry Leonard, bassist/vocalist Gail Ann Dorsey, drummer Sterling Campbell – then tore through that seminal alt-punk band’s “Cactus” with a fiery irreverence that artists more than 30 years Bowie’s junior are rarely able to summon.

Anyone coming to hear the hits – and judging by the staid, apparently confused portion of the crowd seemingly unfamiliar with anything Bowie’s done since “Let’s Dance” was a mega-platinum ’80s-era hit, there were many – was going to have to enter Bowie’s reality for a while first; the show was paced by a mischievously grinning Bowie offering older tunes as “rewards” for accepting plenty of new material. There were “hits,” yes, but there were just as many deep cuts, rarely played gems and material from Bowie’s ’90s-and-beyond oeuvre.

So Bowie laid out the obscure “Sister Midnight,” a tune he co-wrote with Iggy Pop, and produced for Pop’s classic “The Idiot” album, before moving into a pair of glittering gems from his newest record, the current tour’s namesake. “New Killer Star” and “Looking For Water” burned more intensely and brightly in the concert setting than they do on record; strapping on a guitar for the former, Bowie was transformed into a man with a mission. Bowie’s intention with the set’s pacing became clear as a pattern emerged – he’d lay a few new songs on the crowd, then toss them a doggie treat in the form of an oldie or two. Thus, the two “Reality” stunners were followed by a tongue-in-cheek but still inspired “All the Young Dudes” and the “Let’s Dance” hit “China Girl,” both of which featured raucous-but-beautiful Jeff Beck-styled interpolations from Slick.

The set hit its full stride as Bowie took us on a tour through the bizarrely compelling world of his vastly underrated ’90s masterpiece “Outside,” with “Hallo Spaceboy” driving home the point that Bowie married rock to techno with more conviction, panache and creativity than anyone, peer or otherwise, and “The Motel” conjuring the ethereal, white-walled world of ambient genius he’d originally concocted for the ’70s watermark “Low” album. The band’s interplay here – particularly between Leonard’s effect-laden phrases and Garson’s punk-classical piano lines – was simply breathtaking. “The Loneliest Guy,” a forlorn, cinematic ballad from “Reality,” tapped into the same vein, and was another highlight.

If the crowd seemed a bit tame – at times, portions of the audience suggested by their body language that they’d just as soon have been sitting on the couch at home, watching television – Bowie never let on that he was affected. In fact, he seemed thrilled. Grinning broadly, playfully goading the crowd, he squeezed every drop from the sponge, giddy with the thrill of bringing one of the finest ensembles he’s ever worked with to a gorgeous, relatively small theater.

And then, of a sudden, there it was – the rarely played ’70s tour de force “Station To Station,” one of Bowie’s most impressively progressive tunes. Its mantra-like opening was a showcase for Slick’s tremolo bar, and when Bowie intoned the introductory narrative “The return of the thin white duke/throwing darts in lover’s eyes,” one felt gooseflesh rising. This was simply timeless fare, material that still sounds futuristic 30 years after its initial release.

Bowie saved some of the best for last. “I’m Afraid Of Americans” was a visceral stomp, a melding of industrial, electronic and glam rock stylings lent prescience by current domestic affairs; Bowie never explicitly mentioned the song’s subject matter, but those in tune should have had no trouble reading between the lines. (sara’s note…wonder if he realizes the song was not written recently, and so therefore is not exactly referring to our horrifying president…)

A trio of songs from the flawless “Hunky Dory” album took us even higher; “Quicksand” was outer-space gospel with heavenly harmonies and a lush 12-string acoustic strum from Slick; the freshly-relearned “Bewlay Brothers” was sublime, a reminder of the ground Bowie was breaking on “Hunky Dory,” which many diehards consider his greatest work of the ’70s; and “Queen Bitch” – well, no one has ever fused glitter rock to substantive songwriting the way Bowie has.

The encores concluded with a pair of tracks from “The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars,” “Suffragette City” burning like a house on fire, while “Ziggy Stardust” writhed and wriggled like tortured rock-theater.

Those lucky enough to claim a ticket stub for this intimate-yet-grandiose show will likely never forget it. Bowie is a class act, and remains one of the most influential artists in rock music. That he still manages to challenge his audience at this stage of his career is an inspiration to all who care about the music’s future.

the buffalo ave building is up for tax auction. so they’re not going to demolish it now?? i wonder if you buy it, if you get the toxic waste too. gonna have to see when the auction is… just curious.

bowie did not come into the casino tonight. that was a shame. during the night i suddenly realized WHAT IF HE CAME IN!?!?! i’d die. but he’s probably not even in buffalo so it doesn’t matter.

work is changing the attendance policy effective june 1st. the way things are at the moment, if you do bad things, or call in too much etc, you get points against you. and originally the rule was that if you had 10 points you’d get fired. but we were so short handed when we opened, and at various times since, some people had 30-40 points and weren’t getting fired. when new classes came in, they’d fire a few people for too many points, but there are still people with 14-20 points and jobs….

the new attendance policy is changing how you “earn” points, but we don’t know the specifics until june 1st…..that’s when all the new stuff goes into effect. part of this, is that to be fair to all employees, they are going to forgive all points through may 31st…

now this was a very bad idea for them to post right before the holiday weekend. because that means everyone can call in, get points, and it won’t matter because on june 1st, we’re all back down to zero. i have half a point at the moment from leaving sick on valentines day. so i could actually call in the entire weekend and go to vegas. and i really really really want to. because i have sick time too, and i’m flooring each day, so i’d still be getting full pay. for going to vegas. and when i get back for my shift on june 1st, i’d have zero points.

but stupid me being a stupid honest person would feel so incredibly guilty….i feel guilty calling in when i’m actually sick. like when i felt like dying after the exploring day at the buffalo ave building and deveaux and there was no way i could go to work, i still felt guilty.

but i’m working on it LOL cuz i really want to go to vegas. tony said if i do it he won’t be able to talk to me for a while. he’ll be too jealous cuz he wants to but doesn’t have the guts to do it haha. and then he’d worship me for actually doing it.

anyway. trying not to get back into the habit i had a few months ago where i slept all day…tho i really want to. i feel so tired again all the time. but must force myself to get up and buy bleach and do some laundry. then bowie!!!!!!!!!

 

so i bleached my hair.
guess what color it is
DARK BROWN!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell is wrong with my hair that it won’t even BLEACH!?!?!?!?!?

it’s exactly the same as it was before i ruined it a little bit more with the bleach. it feels so awful to touch even when there is conditioner on it, but it’s the same color…dark brown with orange roots. FABULOUS.

i think my only option now is to just dye it dark brown again and not fuck with it for a few months. but i want red *whine*

stupid hair.

I dealt!!! for 8 hours!!! amazing!

running errands today i passed a church message board that i just HAD to take a picture of. so i dropped 10$ (!!!) at wilson farms for a disposable camera and went back to take a few. ages from now when i finish the roll, the only people who are going to really appreciate it are those from the tonawandas. or more specifically, my friends from nt LOL. or even more specifically the bonuses

anyway…work today, then bowie tomorrow. i think the new plan is to bleach the hair tomorrow, then dye it red sometime before i work on thursday. my poor traumatized hair…

 

oh the horror. i’ve lost my big jay gordon calvin klein ad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gaaaaaaaaaaah must find!!!!!!!!!!!

and for those of you who are frequent visitors to the house, the comp room is now going to be known as the teenie bopper room LOL

leighanne is a full orgy convert now.

i should post something huh….

thursday…i don’t remember. had movie night. played with fire. played with the hand me down digicam and realized it has many more functions than i was aware of (like night shots, exposure compensation blahblahblah), watched underworld and queen of the damned.

yesterday…slept til 330, went to work, came home.

today…central terminal’s first tour of the season. big turn out for both tours. sold some stuff, got interviewed by the documentary crew, blahblahblah.

Orgy Detroit

exactly 5 years ago danielle and i met orgy at water street in rochester…kinda neat…

tonight’s theme was found on a tshirt of one of the band members of one of the (5) opening bands. it said “welcome to detroit” it had a gun and bullet holes and then said “sorry we missed you last time”….but let’s start at the beginning

headed out around noon and got to detroit in very good time. took a slight detour once we got off the highway because we’re blind and missed the road. ended up at the city airport (not metro). adrienne called her friend to see if she knew where we were and where to go. turned around and turns out the street we wanted was pretty much right off the exit and we somehow missed it.

so we found harpos and yes it’s in a ghetto-esque neighborhood. parked in back of the venue, hung out by the bus but they seemed to be done inside and already getting on the bus. i’m a retard…we’re standing there and adr goes “hi!!” and i look and it’s this really attractive guy with spiked hair who i thought was johnny haro. fyi johnny haro was the drummer in econoline crush during the “season of econoline”. i was thinking, why is johnny haro here? yeah it was bobby. MY BAD. i’m a bad fan LOL.

anyway…went and had one of the scarier fast food moments of my life. went to KFC to use the bathroom. the entire counter was behind bulletproof glass, with those turn tables that you put your money in, they turn it and take it, and give you your food. the only time i had seen one of those before was in a gas station in niagara falls. so yeah…kfc was scary. went back to get in line. doors were at 6. talked to a few girls who were in line behind us, got inside and the venue was…weird.

they use harpos for metal shows and its a night club. so there were 3 levels with a bar, dance floor, and mosh pit. they had lovely signage saying “enter mosh pit at your own risk” and “Absolutely no stage diving”. wanted to steal but…that would have been tough. the stage was over 6 feet tall, with no barrier or any kind of railing. so if you wanted to be up front, you had your face to the stage. we hung back a bit through the FIVE openers….

yes FIVE. i thought there was going to be 2. wrong. 4 “no name” bands, then godhead, then orgy. the openers weren’t horrible, but they weren’t superstars either. godhead was great. enjoyed their set alot. it amuses me that people mosh to a beatles song (elenor rigby) and that most of those people probably don’t even know it’s a beatles song.

so then orgy. gah. the show was so fantastic. we started off in the middle, ended up in front of paige. ok someone please tell me when he learned to be so fucking sexy. like. o.m.g i always thought he was way cool, and hot, but daaaymn. he was like oozing sex. so hot. haha. same set list as the toronto show. 107 kills me every time. during blue monday it turned into an orgy dance party, and people started hoisting themselves up onto the stage. of course others followed and there were tons of people up there. then through that song and the following 1 or 2 people continued to go up on stage, hug/shake hands with whoever, go back down. by the time the club got people on stage to stop everyone from climbing up it felt as if we were the only people who didn’t go up LOL. the crowd was much more into the show and much more responsive than the toronto one it seemed. and the band seemed to like everyone coming up (to a point). the boys seemed to be having more fun than last week.

during the 5 openers we had talked to this girl from canada who was so boppery and adorable. she managed to get on stage a few times, so i was happy for her.

had a “moment” with paige which was lovely, cuz he’s the only one i didn’t get to meet years ago when this all began. i was totally looking forward to talking to them outside after the show.

so yeah. great fucking show. leighanne and adr hoisted me onstage after to rip a set list off. the roadie tried stepping on me twice, i’m like PLLEEAAASE I BEG! so he let me have it. haha i rock.

well…while roadies were setting up orgy’s stuff there had been a weird pop noise. the 2 girls we had talked to in line were next to us and she joked that it sounded like a gun shot. we laughed, no big deal. it was sorta high pitched, sounded like a child’s pop gun or fireworks….

midway through the set jay says for everyone to be careful on the way home tonight because there was a shooting behind the club…i thought he had said people were shooting up so i was like, well…whatever. the show ends and we leave, to find cops everywhere, police tape all around where the tour bus and equipment trucks for the bands were…they had shut down the highway next to the club…because there was a shooting. !!!!!!!!!! welcome to detroit. this really just made my night. it amuses me to no end because i kept asking people what the neighborhood was like, and i got “it’s not that bad, it’s not down town or anything…but it still is detroit” LOL. and there was a shooting.

so i took a bunch of pics of the crime scene, leighanne ripped a piece of police tape off for me. i loved it. seriously. it made my night. i can’t believe it LOL. poor orgy’s bus was trapped in the crime scene. there had been a limo in front of the club and we figured they left in that since they couldn’t take the bus and leave for ohio…who knows what will happen. have to remember to look in detroit newspapers tomorrow to see if there is an article about it. ROFL

i’m just so seriously amused. LOL. just perfect.

oh, and i got propositioned for sex by a passing car LOL. and before the show some cops pulled up and asked who was playing. he was hot so i invited him to the show. he said he had to work. bummer lol.

the girl from canada is going to send me copies of her pics (cuz they let ppl bring cams in, but figuring they weren’t going to i had put mine back in the car)

setlist from both shows:
suckerface
dissention
inside my head
107
fetisha
the obvious
blue monday
eva
opticon
vague
fiction
stitches

Pics!

from the detroit free press:

“Man killed, another hurt in shooting outside club

One man was killed and another wounded Wednesday night in a shooting in the
parking lot of an east-side Detroit nightclub, police said.

Officer Glen Woods said the shooting occurred shortly after 9 p.m. outside
Harpo’s Concert Theater, 14238 Harper.

An off-duty Detroit police officer told investigators he was at the nightclub
when shots were fired in the parking lot, Woods said. The officer went outside
and saw a man walking away from a gray vehicle.

The police officer identified himself, and the man pulled out a gun and began
firing, Woods said. The officer ducked behind a utility pole and fired back.
The man again shot at the officer before fleeing on a pedestrian bridge over
I-94.

The men who were shot were later found inside the gray vehicle. They were taken to St. John Hospital and Medical Center, where one was pronounced dead and the other was listed in temporary serious condition. By Cecil Angel”

seems like the “shooting” we heard inside was most likely not THE shooting…because godhead was playing around 9, so it wouldn’t be timed right. oh well. we can still pretend we heard it lol.

tonight was the longest night ever.

i’m psyching myself out and making myself feel unsure about things.

my stomach has been bothering me. but i don’t think it’s from nerves because i haven’t felt nervous about anything.

those 2 statements are in contradiction to each other, but they make sense to me. to me they are completely different and unrelated.

i have a wicked headache.

i have to get up in 5 hours to dye my hair before leaving for detroit.

see you thursday.

for what it’s worth a scummy white trash guy told me not many women can pull off being sexy with short hair, but that i do a great job with it. and he went on and on about it. so i guess the hair works. and i just find that amusing because i don’t consider myself to be sexy or a sex object in the slighest bit. it makes me laugh when things like that are said to me or brought to my attention.

but yeah. i’m ok with the hair now. we’ll see what color it turns tomorrow.

was relief in the carnival games tonight. which meant i did alot of nothing. it was pretty slow and i got to leave an hour early. doug was the pit tonight and he makes me laugh. i like him and i don’t know why. i think it’s cuz he doesn’t say much. alot of people have problems with him and i just don’t get it, he’s always been nice to me. even when i first started dealing and kept fucking up when he was supervising me. haha. there is a certain payout procedure that is completely wrong, but it seems every dealer has started doing it. and i’m making it my mission to correct every dealer i see do it. i started tonight. cuz i decided it bugs me THAT much lol. i’ll stop the shop talk now tho, cuz i could continue but no one will get what i’m saying.

got the orgy tix, stupid 6$ per ticket service fee. and got adr’s bday gift. yay. it’s fantastic. i dunno why i didn’t think of it sooner. she’s usually so hard to buy for. and it has nothing to do with orgy.

and speaking of orgy, doug asked me why i was going to detroit and i said it and he was just like…oooookay hahaha.

and speaking of orgy, apparently they are still going to release a dvd…aimed for november, with live stuff from this tour and the vapor transmission tour. should be interesting.

 

gaaaaaaaaaaaah

my roots – aka new growth non dyed hair – are orange. the orange my hair was at picnic on the plaza last year. the rest of my hair…not orange. good to know that DEEP RED would turn my hair orange, if i actually had all pure non dyed hair.

i’m thinking there will be an emergency dying tonight/tomorrow morning before detroit. gonna have to go black to cover the orange…gah.

this is the same thing that happened last time i used the same brand and color. stupid herbal essences. this is how i got light red hair back in february. grrrr.

 

i had a dream that i was in a concentration camp. i don’t know why i was there. it wasn’t so bad though. we had to sleep in big rooms with other people. and we all slept on mats on the floor instead of beds or matresses. but it really wasn’t so bad. partly because there was someone there who i was in love with. we weren’t “dating” or even speak of our relationship, but we just both knew that we were in love. i think it was something to do with…he resisted me and resisted a relationship because he was in the CIA and didn’t think that a relationship would be allowed. i wasn’t supposed to know he was in the CIA but i did. and that was ok with me, just the telepathic knowing that we were in love was fine. i’m not sure we had even spoken to eachother. it was alot of looking at him and him looking at me. it made me really happy despite being in the camp. the whole dream was all warm and fuzzy when i was in the “dorm room” with him.

fantastically, somehow our dining room window got broken. leighanne said it looks like its smashed from a baseball or something. it’s temp covered until maintence comes tomorrow. fan.tastic.

we’re probably going to detroit on wednesday to see orgy. it’s a secret trip so i don’t have to go visit my family. godhead is playing the show too, so i’d really like to go see them. i told tony and he said “Don’t get stabbed” haha good old horribly dangerous detroit. i’m a little leary but i want to see the boys again

getting my hair cut tomorrow so i’m off to find a picture (hopefully)

 

cut my hair off. i’m not quite convinced of its fabulousness yet…can’t decide if its too dykey or not. whatever. it’s getting dyed tomorrow too. i thought i was on the verge of making a comittment to my hair color, but nope…that disappeared. going red again. hopefully. who knows what color it will really turn out.

the afternoon was amusing. i bought an old slide projector (i’m assuming) cuz it looked cool and was 4 bucks. then leighanne and i went to kmart to buy patio furniture…table and 4 chairs. which means we had to get them home….haha that was the amusing part. the chairs stuck out of my trunk and i tied rope around them somehow so they wouldn’t fall out. ended up having to put the table on top of leigh’s car and strap that on…just wound rope around it and threw the car. i know if i was passing by and saw 2 girls trying to do all this i’d have laffed my ass off. we need a video camera. then when we got them home we had to assemble the table. that was comical as well. but it’s all together now and on the deck. need to get an umbrella from my mom and we’ll be set for the commencement of the non-parties.

 

had a fabulous idea to write again. it has the potential to be amazingly comical. i gotta start thinking about it and see what i can come up with to start writing it out. hehe yay.

also trying to find a place that rents digital cameras so i could maybe see if i want to buy one…rent a center doesn’t and i dont know any other rental places. no local camera stores i found online rent either…blah.

put this goo stuff in my hair. gave me a total flashback to august/september…picnic on the plaza, doing research at the library on bct, rain…it was nice hehe.

ug work was so busy. i hate hate hate flooring roulette on saturdays. it gets insanely busy. i don’t get stressed but i get annoyed. and having been up since 7am didn’t help either. 2 good things. the first 2 hours were hella fun because i had jenn and tom on one of my tables, and that table had a special guest player. so we had a riot for a few hours. then it just got annoying with people calling my name every 5 seconds (no exaggeration). and my stomach started to hurt again like this morning, blah. finally calmed down around 2, and i got to close 2 games and things were better.

a few more people got promoted again, so hopefully i’ll get more dealing days. i have one next week…sunday…i doubt it’ll deal. sucks.

doug approached me to do a show at his mom’s studio in september. he said he’d help with the physical aspects of it (mounting, framing, etc). he knows someone who does all the matting and stuff for realtively cheap. i think it would be a good opportunity. apparently his mom really liked my photos in the magazine. she might want to show those, and i really don’t like them haha. i prefer my renegade chair series (which i added a few to today at the terminal). i got totally creeped out at the terminal today…one of the tower hallways has a renegade chair in it and it looked just like the renegade chair shots in Session 9. hehe it was eerie. but yeah…i think renegade chairs are one of my most favourite things in the world. i thought it was displaced doors, but nope..renegade chairs all the way.