nin vegas

so nin vegas. got up and since we all had seats we didn’t bother to do the line thing. so we went to a mall for a bit, and met amira and rolf at the venetian to go to madame tussauds and molest wax figures. i kissed a zombie LOL. and tried to kill Dubya. after went to treasure island but no pirate shows til after 5 so we went back to venetian and got dinner, then off to aladdin for the show. had decent seats in the 100 level. brought my camera this time, and seems i got some good shots. thank you 400$ piece of shit camera.

setlist was the usual. got with teeth tho YAAAAY. good show of course tho. after went to paris with amira, rolf, candace, ryan and their friend somethingoranother. went BACK to aladdin to play some games and try to get a 5$ nin chip (turns out they haven’t gotten them yet grr). i was winning in 10$ black jack tho. then we all headed to MGM, got some drinks, played a bit, lost money in 3 card poker even tho i WAS winning. headed back to the apt. adr2 leaves tomorrow. dunno whats going on the rest of the time. the people from work arrived today, bob ref called me during the show but i forgot his number so we’ll hook up tomorrow prob, see what’s up. tony arrives monday night i think. bachelor party hahaha. i promised his fiancee i wouldn’t let him touch anyone hehe

setlist
1 Pilgrimage/Mr. Self Destruct
2 You know what you are
3 Terrible Lie
4 The Line begins to Blur
5 March of the Pigs
6 Something I can never have
7 Closer
8 Burn
9 Gave Up
10 Eraser
11 Right where it belongs
12 Beside you in time
13 With Teeth
14 Wish
15 Only
16 Everyday is exactly the same
17 Even Deeper
18 Suck
19 Hurt
20 The Hand that Feeds
21 Head Like a Hole

nin cabazon and arriving in vegas

in vegas. the flight was uneventful except for the fact that it turns out a few people from work were on the same one therefore i was forced to sorta socialize with them. they were people i don’t see and or talk to often. arrived fine and on time, met adr at the airport and off to her house. off to the strip for dinner, shopped at some of the casino malls for boots (no luck) and then back to the airport to get adr2. shopped and turned in to get up at 5 to head out to cabazon cali.

spiral show!

we got to morongo around 10 and got in line. it wasn’t too bad at that point, but by the end 102u870834 people cut in front of us. but no matter it was a 900 ticket show. we met 2 really cool people from utah behind us in line, candice and ryan. so we had a good time.

the show. the first half of the show was allllll old stuff. i actually thought for a while we would get all old stuff. but eventually they threw in only, you know what you are, the hand that feeds and…i think one more from with teeth. we got please for the first time i think out of all our shows. it was almost all the old songs they’ve been doing, and then the few from with teeth. it was a great show of course. trent and the guys were really happy. trent mentioned that they were playing “hit after hit after hit” LOL and that it felt like they were playing for all their good friends, and how he thinks he has the best fans in the world but that he’s never been in a shitty band that would have shitty fans LOL. he forgot the words during starfuckers and just stood there til he remembered. aarons guitar was messed up and trent told him it sounded like shit. aaron said something that i couldnt understand. trent threw the mic to the crowd to sing the “don’t you part” but since aaron wasn’t playing no one was singing and trent was like “just say don’t you a bunch of times” LOL josh was drumming the hand that feeds so completely dorky, much like bono during “love and peace or else” it was hilarious. at the end aaron got onto the speaker stack and jumped into the crowd. basically right into adr2’s arms. but we all ended up on the floor LOL. i was on top of amira, and trying to get up when some guy decided to use my neck as leverage to get up wtf. everyone was really cool, all real fans and all that. it was great.

super tired drive back to vegas after the show. on the drive we drove through the town in the middle of the desert that had the world’s tallest thermometer, and wow it was so less fabulous than it should have been. it was digital! lame. the desert is so weird, nothing around and occasionally a town with a few buildings and gas stations that are boarded up anyway. lots of joshua trees. and it turns out we were driving NO where near Joshua Tree park to find THE joshua tree. another time.

setlist:
Pinion
Wish
Sin
Terrible Lie
March of the Pigs
The Frail/The Wretched
Closer
Mr Self Destruct
Piggy
Burn
Only
Home
Please
Reptile
Dead Souls
You Know What You Are?
Gave Up
Suck
Hurt
Starfuckers, INC
The Hand That Feeds
Head Like A Hole

work has been weird. well rather, people at work have been weird. i had told a bunch of people i was going to the party sunday night when i really had no intentions of going. didn’t feel like paying 20$ to not drink. whatever. the next day i saw siu and asked how it was, and she was like “Good but i was disappointed you didn’t show up.”….ok. and she’s confirmed with me 1000 times that i’m going to lunch at Most Hated Player’s Restaurant with her and a bunch of people on thursday. then today anna was my supervisor, and i was on a dead game when our new scheduling boy was picking stuff up in the pits. and she randomly said that i should go out with him. ok. weird. whatever. i went on break and later came back and she brought it up again. ok. now we don’t talk. we hardly ever work together, and she intimidates me so i don’t really know what to say to her. so it was weird that she’d just start in on this. then later, she brought it up again, offering to tell him and set us up together. wtf. and i got another message on my space from someone who knows who i am from when i was a pit clerk. and i have no idea who this person is. if i hadn’t just been contacted by someone i actually liked and got along well with in high school i’d just delete my account.

i really want to go to coney island.

i found tons of stuff on ebay that i want to buy. i’ve resisted so far but there is one thing i’m definitely sniping once i find out a shipping price. hehe more junk for me to move yay.

and haha there’s apparently a new trent feud going on…trent and jerome, stemming from jerome’s new interview with mtv. trent posted on his “blog” and quickly deleted a nice little message to jerome haha “A few thoughts / corrections on Jerome Dillon’s latest press attempt to create interest in his project:
First, the facts:
I was impressed with his demos that ended up being his record.
I thought the choice of using Claudia was fantastic – I love her voice.
I did not offer to produce his record.
I did not attempt or ask to use any of his tracks for the “Tapeworm” project (which was long dead by the time I heard his music).
His recollection of the events leading to his departure from the band is once again inaccurate.

Now I venture into commentary:
Jerome continuously has to see himself as the victim in all circumstances. He lives in a world where he is always being wronged by someone or something. That could be me, that could be management, that could be his drum tech, that could be the girl who mistakenly washed his permanent press designer jeans, that could be the person that didn’t cook his chicken properly before the show, or that could be the record label that wont give him tour support for his new band to play a show. On that topic, what in the hell do you need tour support for? You’re a new band with no record sales yet… do what any new band does – practice in the garage, pack your shit in the car, play a goddamned show and quit whining about it.
p.s. You look like an asshole in your picture. ”

hahaha

i am not goth because i dislike the majority of “goth” music, cuz it came from punk and i really hate punk music.

in other news. i had wonderful trent dreams last night. one of them, i was at a show, and it seems like it was in a school gym cuz the seats were all bleachers. so i’m sitting in the bleachers waiting for the show, and ppl are wandering around, so i go wander too. i’m talking to someone when pinion starts, so i just take off, and instead of going back to my seat with all my friends i run to the front of the stage. and the stage is like a school gym stage, there is no barrier, so we are pressed up against the front of the stage. there are only a few of us up there tho, everyone else is still on the bleachers. ok whatever, the band starts playing and i’m the only one rockin out. everyone in the bleachers is just sitting there. slowly everyone else leaves and sits down, and now i’m the only one up front. and it’s like, wow how disrepectful. a few times i try to be cheerleader and get the people to stand up and do something, but they won’t, so i just give up and watch the show. trent realizes that i’m the only one there, and he recognizes me from other shows so he finishes a song and just starts talking to me. there are a few other people with me now, so he asks us what we want him to play next. i said deep. he ends up playing a new song for us, and suddenly the show is like…just for us. for some reason we end up on stage with him, and suddenly me and him are like really good friends, and i get alot of hugs from him. something happens to piss trent off and he leaves and goes back stage to one of the classroom/dressing rooms. so i follow him so i can go comfort him about whatever he’s mad about, and there are a few other people hanging around. and our “relationship” is weird because we don’t really have to talk to eachother to know what’s going on. i find him on a computer on AIM and his screenname is just TR hahah. i rubbed his shoulders to make him feel better, and a few other people came in. one girl had this shirt on – it was actually pretty ugly – but it was apparently a shirt we are all gonna get at the spiral show in cabazon on the 31st haha. i kept trying to get all these people to leave because trent was tired and we needed to take a nap on the couch in the room.

i can’t really remember the other ones, except for something about trent giving me casino chips that were specially made for me with my name on it, and it was really cute. he started smiling cuz he was so proud of himself cuz he did it hahah.

oh jesus christ trent, you really are trying to make us declare bankruptcy aren’t you? nin summer amphitheatre tour with bauhaus. i see at least 14 doable dates. most of them are…”we’ll if we go to this one, we’ll already be right there for the next one, and then the next one…” i can picture virginia beach, dc, camden nj, holmdel nj, wantagh, ny (which crap is on tony’s wedding day), saratoga ny, hartford ct, boston, toronto, detroit, cleveland, columbus, pittsburgh, chicago…oh hey, columbus is on my birthday. happy birthday to me, my own mini tour again, all through june. jesus christ i really just need to take a leave of absense that month. seriously. all the presales are in or around vegas…crap. i could take out virginia beach and dc…stick to nj and new england. could take out chicago to but the flights are so cheap! gah

so i guess that means that i really better like the apartment i’m going to look at in NT on wednesday. it’s a lower of a really nice looking house on Ward. $550, includes water. Right there, that’s like a $400 a month cut if gas and electric keeps this shit up. no pets, but we just won’t mention kitty. with my tax return my bank account looks more healthy so i should be able to afford the deposit and first rent, and not have 0 dollars left. i just hope that i get this security deposit back, that’ll help. but i’m not getting my hopes up. who knows what this place will look like. i just really need cheaper rent, i got ANOTHER tour to fund.

this week filled up fast, something going on every day now this week. next week is filling too, and i need a haircut before vegas. a bunch of us are going to patronize the restaurant of one of my most hated players, so we can make a mess, treat them like shit, and not tip. siu is supposed to call me about it, and wow that’s gonna be a train wreck. i can barely understand what she says on person, let alone on a phone where i have trouble understanding good english. should be a fun time though. i plan to start smoking that day, so i can smoke in the restaurant and ash all over the floor.

i bought a shadow box for the tambourine today, but the only ones that it fit into that weren’t completely hideous were unfinished wood. so now i get to paint it. which could be cool…but i couldn’t find any good paint/weathering kits at the store, everything was spray paint, and i can’t remove the plexi to spray it… so i dunno…michael’s has 50% off custom framing, so i should probably get the Toronto litho framed finally. it would be neat to be able to get the 2 to match but i’m not that good at painting wood unless i just get a plain black or silver frame. hrmph. we’ll see i guess.

perfect little dream

Nine Inch Nails – Rochester, NY

Absolutely amazing night.

*warning* this post will be totally fangirl */warning*

amira, the adrs and i headed out to rochester pretty early, got to the arena around 9 and there were 5 people ahead of us. the weather was crap, chilly and rainy but we got to sit under an overhang, and then in a vestibule for a while. so it wasn’t too bad. we got moved outside again, but luckily enough, to another overhang. the weather got better, it stopped raining, and it actually turned into a decent, no need of coats, day. cassie and beth met up with us a bit later, and eric joined in early afternoon. the wait went by pretty fast all things considered. no soundcheck, but the venue was way more organized than the others, and we got in with no problem and all of us ended up at the rail in the center out towards aaron. amira was 1 back behind the girl and her mom (i forget their names, it’s only been 4 shows with them haha), but got to the rail when they were thrown out. the rest of us were all lined up at the rail. it was so great to look down and see all of us there.

anyway. saul williams continues to impress. it’s still so very different that i don’t think the majority of the crowd really gets it, but he is really good. cassie totally got love from him as she rocked out the whole time.

nin…ok wow. we were back to the new flesh/love is not enough/you know what you are type of setlist. got the standards plus “the day the world went away” which we hadn’t seen since…reno? maybe the club shows. piggy was moved from after the “break” to after “march of the pigs” like it used to be. and holy crap.

piggy…not a favourite song and i was not happy it seemed to replace “with teeth” after the break, but trent DOES come down every time during piggy. considering we were right in the center, he came down right to us. as soon as he got down he grabbed my hand, and he was standing right in front of me. so there i was, holding hands with trent fucking reznor the entire time he was there, my face in his stomach, my other hand up the back of his shirt LOL (his bodyguard moved my hand at one point hahah damn). i totally forgot about the entire rest of the crowd. i have no idea if i was being crushed, i have no idea if he was still singing, i had no idea what the adrs on both sides of me were doing. then he was leaning over us and his weight was totally on my head, face in the crotch LOL (and seriously i did not have dirty thoughts). when he pulled back away, adr2 starts yelling to me not to let him go LOL so we have our arms around his legs hahaha. he got down off the ledge and moved to the left of us, and suddenly me and both adrs have our arms linked, totally freaking out. it was so fucking amazing. it was just. oh.my.god. just an incredible experience. no idea what happened the rest of the song.

so we’re gawking at trent’s hotness through the whole show, and it seemed to me, and what i could gather from the adrs, that trent was totally fucking with us. it was like “i know i’m hot, and i know they’re totally digging me, so i’m going to be as hot as ever”. talking to the others later, they all thought the same thing, he was totally playing to us. and i know that sounds so totally lame, but seriously that’s what it seemed like. later in the show he started talking about running into a friend of his earlier in the day that he hadn’t seen since the self destruct tour. they talked about how they survived that tour and how much things had changed for them. he started to mention how he had gone away for a while to fix himself and how great it was to be back on stage…and the next part we’re not sure what he really said. it totally sounded like he said it was great to be back on stage with a front row who was totally into the show. and of course, that’s what we all want it to be. but he could have said it was great to be back on stage with a full arena of people into the show. either way, it was totally sweet and somewhat unexpected (especially since the show wasn’t particularly rough, i didn’t know how into the show the rest of the crowd was).

so we rock out the whole time, and we get to “everyday is exactly the same”…time for tambourine hotness haha. typically trent had been throwing the tambourine into the audience after the spoken part where he starts to use it. but he didn’t. and adr2 and i looked at eachother. ok whatever. he finishes the song, picks up the tambourine and throws it to me. like, totally lobbed it softly right to me. holyfuckingshit! i had it right away, and we all start screaming for security to get me out. he didn’t quite get it, since there had been no struggle or any sign that any of us would want to get out. it took him a bit to get that i seriously wanted out. so i got pulled again hahah but this time for a good reason. omg. i totally skipped the entire way to the back of the arena, and danced around like a lunatic to the next song “suck”.

“hurt” was up so i went to the lobby to see if i could get a bag for my tambourine, and i ran into saul williams dj, cxkidtronic. so i talked to him really breifly because he couldn’t hear me at all haha. went back onto the floor and got a message from amy, so her and alex came and found me and we rocked out to “the hand that feeds” (which has really cool looking lighting, never noticed up front) and “head like a hole”. it was funny, cuz i had told them i was front and center before the show started. we were talking after, and alex said that when trent left the stage during “piggy” amy asked where he went, and alex replied “he’s on top of sara” and he so totally was LOL. talked to them for a bit before finding everyone else by the soundboard. it was insane everyone was so hyper and happy about the tambourine and it was so great. patrick from work found me and he was totally psyched about the show. he said he can’t believe he had waited so long to see NIN. everyone seemed to have a really good time.

new flesh/pinion
love is not enough
you know what you are
terrible lie
line begins to blue
march of the pigs
piggy
frail/wretched
closer
burn
gave up
eraser
right where it belongs
beside you in time
the day the world went away
wish
only
every day is exactly the same
suck
hurt
hand that feeds
head like a hole

i was so flying after the show i couldn’t feel a thing. nothing hurt, nothing could go wrong. now…haha. no real bad injuries, my left knee is completely done, more weird bruises i think from getting pulled out because my feet got stuck so it apparently was not as elegant as erie 😛 haha. additional hip bruises, and i did get crushed over the barrier when a crowd surfer fell on me. (which reminds me we had the funniest security guard ever. reminded me and adr1 of Tony from ctrc.)

it was adr1’s first ever nin show and i knew she would completely freak at the total hotness of trent. and she did hahah i am really really glad she got to go to an arena show and see it from up front because the spiral and vegas shows are going to be so different. eric said he enjoyed it.

talking with cassie and beth after, we all agreed this was the perfect show to end this mini tour. it was the last one that we’d all be at together for a while, and to have us all up front, all recognized by trent…it was the perfect perfect ending. it couldn’t have gotten any better.

!!! i have trent reznor’s tambourine…!!!

jeordie fucking white better be at this casino

so after discovering nin.com being updated from buffalo with a photo of the falls, amira and i took off to investigate. adr2 was on her way so we headed to my casino looking for the busses. no luck, and we figured rob took the pic of the falls from the canadian side so we went over there. checked around the nice hotels and then i had the brilliant thought that they were probably at a strip club. so we went by all the ones i know of, with no luck. headed back home to meet up with adr2.

she was pulled over on grand island. great. turns out she bought the cop coffee and didn’t get a ticket. so she got to my house and we decided to head downtown to check the hyatt and adam’s mark. and wouldn’t you know adr2 gets pulled over AGAIN near my house when we left…this time she got a ticket. it was destiny i guess.

we resumed the trip downtown, drove around and somehow came up with the idea to call the front desk of the casino hotel and ask for jeordie white. we thought it was a less known name then asking for trent reznor, who they might have heard of. so 1. i cant remember the phone number of the casino 2. adr2 calls information to get it and totally chokes, “seneca niagara falls casino and hotel resort” LOL 3. amira calls and adr2 and i are trying to stiffle our complete hysterical laughter 4. amira chokes on the name and starts coughing to disguise her laughter as she spells his name for the woman on the phone 5. the woman actually connects her to a room LOL

so we decide to go back to the falls and look again. along the way i mention the only girl i know at the hotel desk, marni, who i know knows nine inch nails. and it turns out marni was the one amira spoke to on the phone LOL.

we go to the casino anyway and ask marni if she remembered the call for jeordie. and she did but thought it was george. so we called someone named george white hahaha small world that there would be a person of similar name there.

and it turns out they’re at the hyatt in rochester hahahhaa

omg it was so much fun. we are so lame.

quote of the night: “jeordie fucking white better be at this casino” – amira

off to rochester bright and early. gotta try to get 3 hrs of sleep before we go haha yeah right

broken bruised forgotten sore part 2

Nine Inch Nails – Erie PA

headed out around 9 for Erie/Mercer PA. and let me just say we are total dorks and phil must think adr2 and i are completely insane. so we get to mercer and cassie and beth are delayed cuz they got pulled over on the thruway. we drive around and scope the town out…if you can call it a town hahaha. we looked for a welcome to mercer sign, every town has them, but with no luck. we finally found one of those small signs that tell you you’re now in a new town. so we pulled over and me and adr2 took pictures and she put a sign on it that said “home of trent reznor.” haha we’re freaks. so we go out to the high school and what do you know, there’s a big welcome to mercer sign. so we park at the school and do the photo op with the sign and then walk behind the school to the football field where band geek trent performed in the Mercer Mustang Marching Band Machine. LOL took some pics in the bleachers and then i had the idea of going into the school. so we so totally did. now i know amira and phil thought we were insane. so we go in the main entrance and look down the halls. there is a girl waiting in the entry for something and we’re all being geeky and theres some sort of plaque for something with Thomas Reznor on it, so adr2 is like TAKE A PICTURE hahaha so the girl asks us what we were there for, and adr2 is all like, oh just looking. so i go “ok be honest, trent reznor went to high school here and he is god” lol she just looked at us and was like oh yeah. seriously, mercer is definitely middle of nowhere, where the only fun thing to do is lick grandpa’s powertools. 🙂 so we left and decided not to wait for cassy and beth and to go back to erie to get a spot in line.

not alot of people there when we got there, so it wasn’t too bad for getting there after 2. decent enough weather. no soundcheck or anything, get inside around 6 and we decide to go for center, cuz we were 2nd row. at this point i was just really annoyed with people and i was thinking i was going to leave and just watch the show from the soundboard. but when saul williams came on and i realized trent would be right there right in front of me i decided to stay.

got mr self destruct again. crazy. absolutely completely crushed. but it was fun. i realized they used “sin” to replace “you know what you are” which is a weird trade off i think. we discussed that we think sin is a weird 2nd song and it would be better somewhere else in the set. anyway…this time we got “something i can never have” instead of “the wretched”…which made “closer” seem too early in the set. whatever….we got reptile AND dead souls so that was good. “piggy” replaced “with teeth” again but trent came down in front and adr2 got to molest him finally 🙂 so she was happy. hurt is totally boring to me now. it was kinda funny, between some song trent started talking, alot…about how he’s been interviewed alot of times and people always ask him where does all this angst, and anger, and sadness and depression come from. and he said, i spent 18 years in pennsylvania what do you think! hahaha

so now with all of this stuff during the show…i wasn’t there. i remember “something i can never have” and i remember pretty lights behind trent during the song, and then i remember walking along the barrier with security. cuz at some point i passed out. but apparently i was still functioning because i asked to get out. i don’t remember any of that, i just remember being down at the other side of the stage walking and a security guard asking if i was ok. adr2 and amira said i was really elegant getting pulled out LOL like i was a queen and they were carrying me LOL so hey i look good getting pulled out. so they took me to chairs on the side of the floor and i sat there and cried through “closer”. i am so fucking pissed i had to get pulled out. because i was not getting hurt at all, smashed sure, but i have no new injuries and i was not in pain at all despite the fucking ignorant rednecks who ended up behind us (who i almost bit haha i didnt know where he had been tho so i didn’t). i was covered in other people’s sweat but i could breathe and i wasn’t overly hot or anything. i am no more injured than i was yesterday. but whatever. i passed out. done.

after staying at this side area for 4 songs i went to the back to get something to drink and turns out phil was back there. he left at some point, walked back out of the crowd. so we just stayed in the back the rest of the show. i got bored during hurt and suck so i went to buy the tour book since it wouldn’t be completely destroyed haha.

Mr. Self Destruct
Sin
Terrible Lie
The Line Begins To Blur
March of the Pigs
Something I Can Never Have
Closer
Burn
Gave Up
Eraser
Right Where It Belongs
Beside You In Time
Piggy
Wish
Only
Every Day Is Exactly the Same
Reptile
Dead Souls
Suck
Hurt
The Hand That Feeds
Head Like a Hole

met up with everyone after and headed home. amira and i might go get tattoos tomorrow afternoon, run some errands, and then cassie and beth are coming up here for a little get together at the house with adr2 and maybe bliss and maybe adr1 depending how she’s feeling. dunno what we’ll do other than gush about the shows LOL and mercer.

i really gotta say i was so fucking excited in mercer, being all dorky and everything. we’re so lame. haha it had to be done. pics to come.

rochester thursday will be my 20th show. i think. hahaha yeah. we’re heading up really early because we want to be first in line for once LOL. not expecting a soundcheck but maybe we’ll be surprised. it’s supposed to rain. it’s gonna suck.

broken bruised forgotten sore

Nine Inch Nails – London Ontario

What is it with Canadians? Canada is supposed to be the so nice and civilized, polite, must stop for pedestrians, socialized medicine country. But go to a show there and it’s the roughest crowd ever. My god.

Adr2 and I took the quick 2 hour trip to London and met up with Amira, Cassie and Beth. Spent 7 hours in the cold, but it was pretty amusing and fun most of the time. Warmed up by sitting on the sewer haha. Anyway…1 back, in front of Aaron…Saul Williams opened. It was interesting and very different. It seemed like everyone was pretty polite. He did a good job, for what he does. It’s a combination of spoken word and hip hop. Very political, and you can tell that if he was in front of his own crowd he’d be able to totally command them. It was pretty cool.

NIN rocked as always. They opened with Pilgramage into Mr Self Destruct. holy crap haha. so so very cool. It had a very different sound than I expected and it was cool. A few set list changes…added Sin, Piggy in a very bad exchange with With Teeth blah, Suck again…That might have been it. I’ll have to look it up later. OH…added Reptile back in and I soooo missed that song. I really hope they have it in on thursday cuz Eric definitely needs to experience Reptile. I got really really tired during Hurt and almost could have fallen asleep standing there (what with 2 hours of sleep last night) but it was too amusing to watch the high schoolers profess their undying love for that song…how cliche 🙂

Great show, rough crowd. So yeah we were behind these 3 kids who must have been in high school based on their maturity level. Very obnoxious and all that. Well at some point in the pushing I ended up at the rail in front of the guy among them. So that led to this stupid girl yelling at him to punch me in the fucking face. Over and over and I’m just laughing and enjoying the show but she wouldn’t shut up. So I yelled back at her that I’d punch her in the fucking face. So the kid decided to smash me up against the rail, as if that’s gonna do anything to me at my 18th show. But I punched the girl LOL. It wasn’t hard and it was in the arm but she totally was not expecting that. And I almost got thrown out cuz of it hahah. Seriously if you’re gonna talk shit about punching someone you better expect to get the same in return. Fucking retard. They didn’t bother me the rest of the show.

The whole show was rough, very injured. bad bad bruises on my knees and hip bones, spine bruised from the guy behind me having his elbow in the middle of my back for half the show, ribs totally hurt, and legs are just…hurting. I can’t wear a belt it hurts too much so i gotta figure out something to wear tomorrow haha. Erie is not gonna be a big thing, but I gotta be comfortable with my injuries. And i’m not as bad as after the toronto club shows. I can still breathe without hurting haha.

1. Pilgrimage
2. mr self destruct
3. Sin
4. terrible lie
5. the line begins to blur
6. march of the pigs
7. the frail
8. the wretched
9. closer
10. burn
11. gave up
12.eraser
13. right where it belongs
14. beside you in time
15. piggy
16. wish
17. only
18. every day is exactly the same
19. Reptile
20. Suck
21. Hurt
22. The hand that feeds
23. Head like a hole

So tomorrow leaving at 830 for the drive to Erie. But we are kidnapping Phil and meeting Cassie and Beth in Mercer PA to do stupid NIN fan shit in Trent’s home town – like pose for a group picture on the high school bleachers 🙂 and the mercer town hall….and a mercer sign….etc hahahah

my laptop will not keep time…