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sometimes i just can’t figure george w bush out. the obvious interpretation of the president is that he’s a complete moron – can’t speak english, can’t even correctly read off of a teleprompter. but then sometimes it’s like, maybe he knows exactly what he is doing and he’s a total evil genius. that this is all some sort of bigger plan that the rest of us can’t see yet, and that when his last term is up he’s going to overthrow the government and appoint himself dictator. and then other times, i think he’s completely delusional. god love him for providing us with bush-ism page a day calendars for years to come.

kitty likes trent. he keeps pawing him.

in the 5.5 hrs i worked tonight i had the most ridiculous roulette game. i’d like to say it was hell, but it was really amusing, only because *I* wasn’t the one making the mistakes. 3 times i came back from break something had gone wrong and everyone was waiting for it to be fixed. the first time, my relief dealer had accidentally taken bets off a winning line, and they had to call surveillance to find out what was really there. it took at least a half an hour. so i got to stand there while everyone complained about the wait, then when the “ruling” came in the big player argued about it, and i just laughed. eventually sorted all that out…next break, i come back, something else went wrong. i don’t even remember what it was now. but the 3rd time i came back, a guy was claiming 10$ to be his, and the big player was claiming it was hers, and everyone was arguing with the guy that it wasn’t his money…then 20 min go by and surveillance comes back that it WAS that guys money, and so the big player had to then pay the guy all the money that she was paid instead. i was so glad to get to go home. i just had enough of that hahaha.

wine tour tomorrow. about 30 of us from work are taking a bus to seneca lake to go wine tasting. then using the frightworld tickets i won, as long as adr2 is not still sick.

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weird dreams
1. finding a book about the history of fetishism in western new york. there was alot about fetishism at niagara falls
2. meeting with developer X about bct in some kind of family dinner that my parents arranged, which involved showing him slides of my family wtf
3. living somewhere near downtown, jogging to hsbc arena to shop at the sabres store, using my season ticket holder discount
4. driving through the east side and seeing everything being remodeled into high class condos. stopping at a strip mall to find me shoes for work.

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i slept til 3 again, even tho i woke up at 1 and could have gotten out of bed, i just didn’t. and i DO have things i could be doing, like cash my disability checks so i have some $$, and continue working on the shopping cart/store i installed on ig.com.

i wonder when ig.com domain expires…cuz its still in leighanne’s name, and i doubt she’d renew if she even realized it had expired. i !cannot! lose that domain name.

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i guess 2 years ago now, i heard jakalope’s “pretty life” on the radio and was impressed enough with it to “acquire” the album. but i never listened to it. until today. and i wonder why the song impressed me…because it’s not super interesting, and i don’t like the rest of the album. oh well.

also listened to the first 3 stabbing westward records. i forget how much i like them. usually i get so annoyed with the whinyness of all the songs about his ex girlfriend that i don’t make it through “darkest days” but listening was broken up enough to get through it, and “ungod” and most of “wither blister..” i forgot “ungod” was my favourite of the 3.

sleeping til 3 everyday is not good. need to get up earlier, but i just have no motivation to get out of bed. blah.

reading this ridiculous christian website about the evils of music…and exposing how Freddie Mercury died of AIDS…”Their song “We Are the Champions” is an unofficial anthem of the homosexual liberation movement. Many of their songs are filthy and vile.” LOL seriously? Queen?? “Freddie Mercury died in November 1991 of AIDS. Five months later, 72,000 fans of this lascivious rock musician gathered for a memorial at Wembly Stadium. It was called the “Concert for Life” and featured Elton John, David Bowie, Annie Lennox, Axl Rose and other immoral, anti-Christ rock stars.” LOL Freddie lived a reckless life of sodomy, fornication, illegal drugs and materialism. He died in London in his $4,000,000 home in 1991. He carried none of his wealth beyond the grave. He had such a beautiful voice, but used his talents for the devil. How sad! How tragic! Where is Freddie Mercury now? Hell! hahahahahahahahaahha read more at jesus-is-savior.com: here hahahaha Jackson’s thriller video was so Satanic that even the Jehovah Witnesses cult through him out the door by excommunicating him from their organization. You know you’re messed up when even a false religion doesn’t want you anymore.

haha omg…”DC Talk’s “Jesus Freak” was directed by an Englishman named Simon Maxwell. And who is Simon Maxwell? Simon Maxwell is video director for the satanic and blasphemous Nine Inch Nails!” (emphasis on the original page. …”Have you seen the “ultra-blasphemous” video “Closer” by Nine Inch Nails? It shows a monkey crucified on a cross!”…”Trent Reznor is personally responsible for the “huge-mainstream” success of the “pervereted-blasphemous-satanist” Marilyn Manson.” http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/Evils%20in%20America/dc_talk-jesus_freak.htm hahahahah…that’s all fine and good but didn’t Mark Romanek direct “closer”? indeed he did. simon maxwell directed the screen imagery for TDS tour, and thus the “hurt” video. retards. do some research 😛

and this is for david: “There is NOTHING even remotely Christian about Amy Grant.”

sooooo amused. god love christians for providing entertainment

and hah that reminds me that my mom referred to someone who was bisexual as being AC/DC…and i was like omg what?! LOL how archaic hahaha.

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People who get tagged need to post in their journal 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names

1. I have a chicken egg vending machine (which dan Didn’t try out while he was here, boo). you know, those little hut looking machines in the grocery and department stores, full of eggs with little prizes inside, and a chicken that would spin around and cluck when you put your quarter in. i had 2, but sold one when i moved into this place.

2. i collect floaty pens…the little pens that have pictures in them that move up and down when you tilt the pen. not many places have them anymore, so i don’t get as many as i used to

3. i can’t stand on the edge of subway platforms for 2 reasons. one, i’m afraid someone will push me in, two, i’m afraid i’ll jump in on my own

4. i’m not a germaphobe, i hate washing my hands, but i cannot take out library books because of the slimy plastic covers they put on them and the fact that 2394723 people have touched them, and i cannot pee on someone elses pee (like, if they didn’t flush, and it’s still there).

5. i am obsessive. ha.

6. my interests are too old for my actual earth age. not a whole lot of 26 year olds like the things that i do, and find interesting the things i find interesting….

 

off to find what kind of wide angle lens i need for my cam, cuz someone i know, knows someone who just came into a whole bunch of “hot” nikon stuff…

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so while the rest of WNY lost power during the snowfall, i didn’t lose power until 5pm yesterday…after the snow here had all melted. business was usual until then. went to work early cuz there was nothing to do here, and it was getting dark. i was hoping it would be back on when i got home from work but nope. still off. 57 degrees inside. so cold. it went back on at 11 this morning, so i’m doing ok. but my parents and most people i know still have no power, and are being told it’ll be out til thursday…what exactly are we supposed to do with no heat for a week?!?!

sleeping last night reminded me of geneseo. specifically, the year we lived in suffolk. the brutal wind that came through the valley would howl so loud that it was unbareable. the only way to reduce the noise of the wind was to crack the window open a tiny bit. but that meant freezing cold air blowing on my head all night. it was terrible. slept with 2 pairs of pants, shirt, sweatshirt, gloves, fleece sabres blanket, and 2 comforters last night. i managed.

doors open niagara is this weekend, so we were supposed to be open at the terminal both days. mike went out in the morning, called at some point to tell me not to bother coming in. i slept through his call and my alarm, but it was good that when i woke up at 3:30 i heard mikes message, and didn’t feel bad for not showing up haha. don’t know if we’ll be opening tomorrow.

work was slow for a friday but busier than i had thought it would be. but no one has power and nothing to do, so they came to the casino. i actually had an amusing night with my players. we’ll see about tonight.

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yahoo’s weather forecast says “thunder snow” hahaha. besides the snow, lightning and thunder, there is also fog. or there was on my way to and from work. apparently buffalo has 6 inches, a driving ban, and a closed airport but that’s just the rumor. my parents have no power but i obviously do. party at my house, i have heat! no one was at work so i went home early, 6.5 hrs early. i said i’d make sure to be productive, we’ll see how that goes. i may go out shooting later. it’s the good wet sticky kind of snow stuck to everything.

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kitty is going nuts watching the snow. i guess he forgot what it looked like since winter haha. this is the earliest i ever remember it snowing.

murph thought of a way for me to make money with my new camera. taking pictures of little league sports. i get to practice taking pics of his son playing hockey, then once i’m good, i can sell pics of each kid to the parents for large amounts of money. he said the people who already do this gouge the parents, so if i make myself a bit cheaper, good for me!

watching a few shows on cbc, which i think are the canadian equivalent to the daily show. this hour has 22 minutes and the rick mercer report. i really don’t get it. i didn’t know canada even had any problems hahaha

i had a dream that i was in high school again, chemistry class. and in the middle of class i started putting some kind of rig together, with test tubes and piping, and apparently i began making crystal meth. the teacher was like !! and tried to be secretive about talking to me and asking me why i was making crystal meth. i told him i had always heard that you could make it simply with household items, and i was just trying it out to see if it was true, and it was.

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kmfdm with combichrist tonight at buffalo icon. it was nice to go to a show where i had absolutely no expectations. i had no idea what it would be like, and it was sorta neat, because the music is so different than what i’ve seen live before. adr2 and bliss said that combichrist was not good, but turns out they were way better live. they were good. they had two drummers which was cool. they reminded me of alex, jerome’s replacement last fall, and blue man group hahah. there was another guy i couldn’t see, he was the “dj” i guess. the singer reminded me of jay gordon and the bauhaus roadie. yeah. liked them. i thought kmfdm was pretty good. different kind of feel to a show. and lucia is way hot. it was interesting to be at show where you’re not the superfan, and get to watch all these other superfans. it was funny haha. i had fun, enjoyed the show more than i did tool…which is a bit unfortunate, but whatever.

the hair dying was successful. my hair is a nice cherry color…well as cherry as dark hair is gonna get. i like it, and most of it washed off my skin. of course it’ll fade tomorrow when i wash it. i may try the mixing color with shampoo tip, but i’m scared of dying everything i own red… tons of product in it trying to make it sorta mohawky.

starving!

i had a pumpkin muffin today and had a flashback to the oct/nov tour trips… adr2 and bliss incorrectly thought they were all i ate during the trip. haha

i’ve been getting bad headaches every night now for a week or so…they hurt so much they wake me up. the only day i didn’t get one was sunday when i had to get up at 12 so dusty could take portraits of me in the terminal. i really don’t think it’s from sleeping too long, cuz i’ve been getting approx the same amount of sleep each night…make them go away

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