the europe trip is looking like this:

buffalo to london march 5th, return from london march 26th.
6 shows – 2 london, cologne, brussels, amsterdam, berlin
tickets go on pre sale tomorrow at noon our time. i wish there were prices. oh well. i checked my finances and i’m better off than i thought i was so it’s all good.

so excited!

hfs

looks like we’ll be going to europe in the spring. new nin tour dates starting in feb and ending in april…..all i want for xmas is money please. (and thank god for the payment plan on my camera) people start buying prints from my photog store front

and somewhat strangely i had this really weird dream about being at a nin show with S and V, and i found my 2007 date planner, and we were discussing going to the paris catacombs when we go to europe…… and then new tour dates…(and i thought the dream was just because of the disturbing “red robe” trent photo)

cant spend anymore money. hfs

in other non related news. went to frightworld with the tickets i won from tv. pretty good. elaborate. tho we’re too abnormal to be scared by fake stuff. it was fun though. we also went to one of the houses at the haunted catacombs which was really elaborate and long, including maze parts where you got lost and all that. fun fun. then we folded newsletters.

hfs. need money.

and sabres…record holders..er…tie-ers…10-0!!!

(and celebrity paranormal project on vh1, is mtv’s Fear but with celebrities…)

from trent: Thanks for the Fox News heads-up. A cease and desist has been issued.
FUCK Fox Fucking News.

in other news. must not sleep til 4 tomorrow. dealing in a tournament next thursday. need to finish my halloween costume or find nurse stuff to go along with the outfit dan stole from some abandoned place. and write and print and tab and fold and address and mail the ctrc newsletter.

i really hate when players at work start asking me where i live. because you know what, i don’t want you people to know where i live. so i lie. sometimes i lie very badly, and say that i live on the east side LOL which everyone can tell is a lie. this time i lied and said i lived in tonawanda. but then the guy has to keep pressing and ask where…so choking, i said off of river road – except the road isn’t called that in tonawanda. so then he thinks about it awhile and asks what street. so i said the only street i know off of that road in tonawanda – wheeler street – where spaulding fibre is hahaha. that satisfied him tho, so phew. made it through that lie. of course then he started talking about my age, and how he was twice my age, and i was ready to have to tell him i’m a lesbian hahah. oh, and yeah he wasn’t playing, he was just sitting at my table smoking in my face. ass.

and a guy at work is gonna be using my ebay account to sell the 6 playstation3s he acquired. apparently ebay is not allowing anyone to sell them unless they have more than 50 feedbacks and 98% positive. he didn’t have more than 50 feedbacks. now i gotta go see about getting my paypal removed from my account so buyers don’t send payment to me. i wanted 10% commission and he wouldn’t go for that. so i get 50$ for each one sold, and if they sell for more than 2500$ i get 100$. they’ll all sell, so I’m guaranteed 300$ plus ebay fees. i’d like 10% but i won’t complain i guess. more money to put to my camera.

dream

what the hell i slept til 4:15 today. such a waste of a day. and i even went to bed “early”, at quarter to 5. 11 hrs of sleep! ug.

but i did have a dream about a tsunami. i was at this weird mall type place. but it was also some kind of museum. i was trying to find a bathroom, and was looking at all these exhibits. they had alot of things that would spill out water, but it wasn’t water. it could wash over you and you wouldn’t get wet, it would just go back into whatever it had came out of. looked sort of like mercury but not as thick. it was weird and very cool. i stopped at one of the cafes at one point, and there was something about me holding someones baby that had fur like an animal. so i was wandering around this mall place, and some workers told me there was a tsunami coming so we had to go into the main corridor of the mall. i thought, if they knew a tsunami was coming why wouldn’t we all just evacuate, and they said that you just don’t do it that way. so we were walking toward the main part of the mall and we get to it and look to our right and we can see the giant wave coming. i started running back into this other corridor to escape the tsunami but of course, it didn’t really matter. so the wave destroyed the entire place. pretty much the mall was now completely full of debris. for whatever reason a bunch of us landed on top of the debris but who knew how many people were trapped underneath. so we started looking for people, but it turned into looking for makeup – specifically cool shades of eye shadow. then i realized my parents were trapped under the debris, so i went looking for them where they had been sitting in the mall, which was some restaurant. i was really upset and then my mom comes walking up, apparently they hadn’t been at the mall to begin with hahaha.

i got pro-walmart in north tonawanda propaganda in the mail!!!! i’m excited hahaha. and it is indeed to go on the melody fair site – erie at the blvd.

the tom reynolds propaganda machine has also been ratcheted up lately. i wonder why 😛

9-0 baby. sabres beat the team record for best start ever. one more win and we tie toronto for best start in nhl history. and of course, an 11th win breaks that record. after that, they can lose, that’ll be fine with me haha.

the video is pretty worthless, but the audio….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAw0e4WB8ac – non entity at bridge school fundraiser

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGU0lH1NgOw – the fragile part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMe8ObL6Ay8 – the fragile part 2 (holy crap)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0-n4PO4JFc – piggy (ha weird, as the background voice says, it sounds sorta jazz like, could do without the dying cow sound tho)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3bCNeQ7v3s – the frail/something i can never have (part)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUgFIkjAP-s – hurt (better video – but put the camera down when you start clapping)

eventually, audio is supposed to be available on itunes (crap), no one knows if it’ll be the whole set or not tho

adr2…why the hell didn’t we go to this?

sometimes i really hate stringed instruments though…get on my nerves.

holy mother of god

“The Nine Inch Nails frontman performed with an unconventional string quartet of two cellos, a bass and a violin (and, on one song, some Asian stringed instrument I couldn’t identify from my seat). Reznor played piano and sang, very quietly and very loudly.”

and i love cats http://shadowdane.shackspace.com/cats.htm… funny. a few of the captions made me LOL

tonight was mega fun. amira came into town to go to the king show at ms kittys/ oh and i’m drunk so forgive…so yeah. got bliss and met adr2 at the bar, had a bunch of drinks, gave dollars to the kings, met all these people who i dont remember their names, especially when they’re playing guys nad have guy names to go with the show and people are referring to them as both hahaha. and i’m bad with names. and my mom can rest easy cuz no girls hit on me hahah. then we went to diablo, and i had forgotten it was an “art opening” for the guys i had taken to the terminal to shoot models. didn’t stay there too long, then went to get breakfast. amira and i rocked out in the car to the rochester bootleg, and were probably totally retarded. our waitress at the restaurant we thinkw as drunk too… she was super weird acting. when amira went to the bathroom with adr2 some guy apparently went into the girls bathroom to see if amira was single…twice…h.ahahahahah. and i met the troll. “danny devito” which is just funny because of the person that leighanne, adr1 and i nick named the same thing hahahah. so anyeay. anyway. lots of fun was had. its been a long time since i’ve been drunk and had fun. reminds me that i shouldnt be so anti social. anyway.

wine tour

the wine tour was quite fun. it was the usual crew from work plus a few others, 29 total. we stopped at 4 wineries on seneca lake – fox run, lakewood, glenora and this one i forget the name of. wine…eh. i still don’t really like it…the sweet wines are too sweet, the dry too dry. the sweet ones are too girly and boones-farm-like for me. and the dry just taste eh. i did buy a bottle of one dry white that i actually liked. was easy to drink and all that, from lakewood. long drive home back to the falls, and about 12 of us went to dinner at casa nova for a bit.

on the ride home from getting gas at the rez, i realized a bunch of things about this year. it’s been a pretty good one. demoting myself and taking antidepressants work wonders. it’s been a year since i dropped back down to dealing, and i am much happier at work, and bringing home more money. drugs make me not think about all the things that bother me. had 2 more legs of a great tour, flying across country again, meeting and seeing way cool people. we had a great season at the terminal without a lot of the problems we had the previous year. it’s been almost a year without any people dragging me down. it’s been a long time without any stress or drama, and i hope to keep it that way.