it is currently 0 degrees out, and feels like -22 with the wind chill. and i must say, coming home, my small 15 minute drive, i thought my fingers were going to fall off. with gloves on. it’s brutal!

The ignorant bus driver strikes again. The radio program was about global warming. He was saying something to another passenger when I got on the bus, that I didn’t catch. Then he comes out with, “Then we keep shooting those space shuttles up into space, and keep poking holes in the ozone layer.”

I was stunned. Are you kidding me? As if the ozone layer is a literal blanket around the earth? Or if it’s a balloon that you can poke holes in. Seriously? Is this a joke? I was too stunned to say anything.

My eye keeps twitching weird, and not the usual way it does when i’m stressed out. So now i’m all paranoid that I’m going to wake up with a golf ball sized eye. Why? This woman I work with got some thing wrong with her eye – she came in and it was swollen practically shut, the size of a golf ball going on a baseball. It was sort of scabbed as if it had popped for a bit. And I haven’t seen her since then…god before xmas probably. Super paranoid now. With all the gross germy money and chips we touch all day, and everyone knows my fingers are always in my mouth and eyes…ug. Please stop twitching eye.

kitty is retarded. he pulled one of my push pins out of the wall and tried to eat it. wtf.

“the astronaut farmer” is this years best movie simply because of one line in the trailer. the premise is this farmer played by billy bob thornton builds a rocket to take him into space. in some sort of court setting, the judge asks him “how do we know you’re not building a WMD?” he replies “If I was, you wouldn’t be able to find it.” LOL!

Anyone want to go to Lacuna Coil with me at Dome Theatre on March 31st? I already got the day off of work (yes, one day after i return to work after europe ha). If so you can presale tickets right now at http://www.stonesour.tickets.musictoday.com/. It’s just like how the old spiral worked, but you don’t have to pay to join stone sour’s fanclub, just register your email. 33.75 after fees. please someone come with me. kate? adr2? someone! haha it’ll be fun. LC is an opener with Shadows Fall and Stone Sour, who weren’t all that bad at family values. LET ME KNOW! i just got mine.

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dreamed that the space shuttle exploded. in the dream, i was sleeping and my radio came on in time to hear them speak about the shuttle launch. the launch went well and the announcers were saying “another successful space shuttle launch” and then you could hear a HUGE explosion, and they were like, oh no! it exploded. oddly i could look out my window and actually see the explosion and debris falling all around. later in the day i get up and debris had landed all over the area, and there was some that landed on a boat in the river, which was on fire. a bunch of people were on the shore watching, and i took some photos with my phone which turned out amazingly high quality. people were sort of in mourning for the shuttle, but then later in the day when i asked people about it, they didn’t know what i was talking about. looked things up on the internet and there was no information. then i realized i must have dreamed that the shuttle exploded. then again, later, i was with my parents and we were talking about the shuttle exploding again, and were real sad about it, and i was like see, i didn’t just dream it.

but i did. ha. the explosion was so real sounding i wonder if something in real life made the noise while i slept and i incorporated it in the dream. odd.

i think i missed fedex today delivering my global mobile phone for the trip. someone knocked real real loud and it was too early for me to get out of bed and find out. ah well.

i also got the bug in me that i NEEDED to get an mp3 player for the trip. i have no reason for an mp3 player and i’ll probably never use it again, but i did buy one on sale at best buy. not an ipod, since i hate having to use itunes. a samsung sansa 1gb player with expandable memory and photo viewing. onsale for 70$. so i gotta go pick it up at the store. i was not about to spend over 100 for something i’ll use only during the trip. i don’t exercise (tho i’m going to start, i’m such a fatty :P) and i have a radio in the car….i just see no other opportunity that will arise for me to use it. ah well that’s ok. also got another 2gb sd card for the cam on sale for $35…bestbuy.com for anyone interested.

such a wicked headache!!!!!

i could never commit a murder and get away with it, because i always have cat hair on me, and they’d be bound to fall off of me onto my victim, which forensic detectives would find and trace back to mr kitty. haha. *watching forensic files again*

the landlord finally decided to snowblow the driveway. now that it’s all packed down and turned to ice. i looked out, it barely looks plowed at all. yeah, cuz snow blowers don’t cut through ice smarty. arg. i thought sharing a driveway with my landlord would make going outside to the car a much more pleasant experience than it was at the last apartment when the asshole management company decided to never plow our parking lots. guess not. at least it hasn’t snowed that much this year. there is a lake effect snow advisory for niagara falls tonight….

when younger i always looked forward to the time when i checked a higher age box when asked for my demographics. but now that i am lumped into the 25-34yrs group…i don’t like it. they could think i’m 34. i’m going to be 27. that’s SO almost 30. and i don’t feel like an adult in any sense of the word. i may have a good job and live on my own and have supported myself for 4 years now, but…i am not an adult haha. gah.

in discussing the trip with my parents yesterday, my dad said, if you see a trabbant in berlin take a picture. i was already planning on it 🙂

i wonder just how much snow we need for my landlord to shovel the driveway. it’s his driveway too, and while he doesn’t have to walk in it since he has an attached garage, come on now. there’s about 4 inches that have been driven over and turned to ice now, and i’m tired of walking through it to my car.

had quite a lovely dream about nate. that’s all i’m going to say about that. it’s depressing.

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i was in detroit for a funeral. the person who died switched between my dad, grandma and grandpa. the family was all at this strange highrise building where the viewing was i guess, and then we went outside to wait for our ride to the next place for the rest of the funeral. when it got there, there wasn’t enough room for everyone so i had to take a different car, with 2 other people. we’re driving through detroit and pretty much everything is pretty and abandoned. we drove past this red brick structure that i guess was a church, with one whole wall missing. so i get my phone to txt david and ask about it, but i keep getting distracted. then david is the person driving the car and it’s like a tour of ruins. we get near by this 2nd funeral place i guess, and get out of the car, and his mom is with us. she’s really short and small. we’re near this other ruined place, and he wants to go in just so i can see it real quickly. i don’t have a camera or anything. so the 3 of us go in, and this first floor is super rotted and dangerous, and he’s trying to get around to the other side of a big hole to the staircase. me and his mom don’t know if we should or not, i have to go to a funeral for gods sake. but we do, and we get to the stairs and go up. the rest of this place is in pristine shape, plush carpets on the stairs and everything. and lots of windows. there are people sitting on the front porch of this place which is right in front of the stairs and all the windows. we’re like crap they’re going to see us. and this is a problem because i guess it’s a big big deal if you’re caught in this building. but we continue and these people do see us – they are little kids i think, and they’re like “look there are people inside”. we’re like oh crap. david keeps going though, and his mom turns around to go back. i decide to go back to, so i start going down. and all kinds of people can see we’re in there now. we get back down to the destroyed first floor, and his mom gets out and says there’s no one there, so i leave too. then at the end of the alley that we have to walk out, all these cop cars are parked with their lights on. oh crap. i try to act like no big thing and walk toward them. but i see them handcuffing his mom. oh crap. so then i start crying and i’m like, you can’t arrest me i have to go to my dad/gma/gpa’s funeral. and the cops don’t care, and they’re going to arrest me anyway. more and more crying and begging. then i guess we jump to me having missed the funeral. i’m back at this hotel type place that we’re staying at and am still crying cuz i know my mom is going to be mad because i missed the funeral, cuz i missed my last relatives funeral too for some reason. i eventually find her and make up a story about why i missed the funeral and she wasn’t mad. then jump to some party we’re having with various relatives really drunk, and these black girls who are apparently my cousins, who are in love with some guy who is there.

yeah i dunno. haha. no exploring today. feels like -4 out, not leaving the house today. so i *should* finally do the dishes and clean and put my xmas gifts away…

So, this 29 year old man was arrested for sexually assaulting a middle school girl in Arizona. Sick but not unbelievable. What is unbelievable about this story is the fact that this 29 year old man had posed as a 12 year old and enrolled in this school, and another. Despite forged birth certificates etc, how can anyone mistake a 29 year old for a 12 year old?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I can’t even fathom how this could have happened. I mean, seriously! “Officials at another school, in the Phoenix area, said they were reviewing their admissions policies to figure out how they could have let an adult sex offender mix with students for so long.” No fucking kidding!!! “On Wednesday, officials of the Imagine School gave parents letters saying locks had been added to security gates and the school was working on a task force to evaluate parents’ suggestions on school safety.” What the hell are locks and gates going to do when you let 29 year old sex offenders enroll in middle school!!!!!!!!

Anyway…i bought this stupid shirt at walmart cuz when i read it, i LOLed. “Was that an earthquake? Or did I just rock your world” with a rhinestone guitar hahahahah. so stupid.

anyone want to explore tomorrow with me? new location. drug rehab hospital in alden. i guess these buffalo uer ppl that i hate are good for something.

eh maybe not. apparently it’s watched during the day. i still don’t understand the reasons for ue at night…god i need to see a new location soon!