under the moonlight…the serious moonlight.

eclipse tonight. the peak is sometime after 8 so i won’t get to see it. but i just saw the most gigantic shooting star ever. i thought it was an airplane til i realized it was burning up, then flamed out and disappeared. absolutely HUGE. it was awesome.

and aside from that, armageddon is upon us again. tonight 6 planets line up in a ring for the first time in however many 1000s of years, and if you connect the dots, they form a giant pentagram. rockin.

the greek aunt is in town this weekend. apparently i have more than one tank at my disposal

as if carnivale wasn’t already the best show on tv, it had to go and get better. this time with more weird religion, insane asylums, psychological quackery, padded rooms, and lobster people. seriously, it gets no better than this.

got together with tony and david at davids house to watch 4 (i think 4) episodes of carnivale. gah. such a great show. i think it’s going to become a weekly thing for the last 4 episodes of the season. i’m so interested in how they’re going to tie all these things together, when new things keep getting added. i guess we’ll wait and see. i refuse to read the spoilers hah

why hasn’t anyone told me that music choice on digital cable shows concerts? where have i been? according to the music choice website, buffalo adelphia subscribers get the concerts on channel 13.

now this is important because they’ve been showing a dave gahan concert the beginning of this month, and they’re showing a bowie concert the 2nd half of the month. gaaaaaaaaaah. i need to figure out what the hell channel it actually gets shown on in my house (cuz i don’t think it’s 13), and how to record off the digital cable. or if anyone has direct TV and wants to tape it for me off there, both are airing on direct TV all month. i think i’m gonna have to call adelphia and find out the channel situation. then run some vcr recording test runs lol. and find out which vhs tapes i have are blank.

holy crap i can’t wait for the bowie show. the bowie show that i’m going to have to call in sick for cuz i’m not gonna get the day off most likely. too bad. haha his sets have been 26 songs!! gaaaaaaah cheating and looking at the most recent setlist…good=hallo spaceboy, bad=no life on mars, good=UNDER FREAKING PRESSURE, bad=all the young dudes – god i find that song so annoying lol.

yeah i was heading to bed 2 hrs ago. until i remembered i am a member of bowienet so i might as well see whats there LOL.

i got out early tonight. it was foggy. early out + fog = pictures of bob. tony got out the same time as i did, so i asked him to tag along with me out to buffalo so i didn’t get mugged. as we drove out to see bob the fog went away, and the torrential downpour began. great. no pictures of bob in the fog. but apparently tony had never been to the psych center before (that sounds so funny) so i drove around the building a bit and gave him the abridged inside a car tour. while being watched and tailed by the security police SUV. who decided shining the spot light into my car was a good idea. assholes. cuz we were almost doing anything wrong. whatever. i told bob i loved him, and tony got a big kick out of that. apparently he’s never heard anyone tell a building they loved it haha. freak.

came back home in the rain for tony’s car. he almost left without his shirt. i had to run out and give it to him before he left, cuz i figured going home and leaving clothes at my house would not score any points with the girlfriend who is already jealous of me. he left his dealer tux shirt on the couch before we left to see bob, since we can’t wear our uniforms outside of work blahblahblah.

plans with tom were scrapped for tomorrow due to lack of money on his end. might be a good thing since he’s gotta a bit out of hand with the hitting on me constantly stuff. so i have nothing to do all day except go try to get the keys to my dark room again, and get paid to install movable type on 2 sites. hopefully i’ll be able to get out of bed. it’s been hard this week.

 

went to lunch with tom. to applebees. which meant i could go to starbucks and get my drink. did i mention i wrote starbucks a mean email since my drink was discontinued. i thought maybe i could get something free. no, i just got a stupid email saying they’re sorry i’m disappointed but that it was a seasonal beverage, and it was discontinued to make room for new seasonal beverages. went to the parents to get my snow tires. didnt get my set of keys, didn’t do my MT installs yet. but later…i got all night now to be bored out of my mind. yay me.

ran relief on pai gow tonight. a korean lady at my first table asked me if i was part asian. seriously. this is too much. *i think i’m turning japanese i think i’m turning japanese i really think so*

tony says it’s the big eyes small mouth. he said it reminded him of the simpsons where homer’s likeness is on an asian soap (i think it’s soap) box. i told him i had thought of the exact same thing yesterday.

in other news, i’m going crazy.

i’d really like to get together with tom like we’re supposed to some time this week, to go gambling. we have good talks because we’re both insane. and tony, david, and i are apparently going to have a Carnivale marathon on thursday.

 

i went to vote today at my new polling place. boy was that a hassle. they didn’t have my name on the register, so they had to call the board of elections, and i had to do some paper ballot instead and fill out this paper work. to vote for crappy local politicians who mostly had no running mates. can you say “waste of time”?

developed my dansville photos, and had to go to the parents house (where i am now) to scan them since the father is still borrowing the film scanner. i’m getting dinner out of it though.

i love how my apartment internet is continuously kicking my main screenname off aol. glad i pay 100 bux a month for that.

a complete stranger came and sat at my table tonight. he proceeded to tell me he was watching tv, a cartoon show. i gave him a look. he asked if i’d heard it before. i said yes, but continue. he said he was watching a cartoon show, and that i looked like the cartoon.

ENOUGH ALREADY. I GET IT. I LOOK LIKE A CARTOON. FUCK OFF.

i took all his money.

i forgot to mention the big deal costume someone had at the casino. not an employee, but a customer i guess. they were dressed as a priest with a little kid blow up doll tied around their waist ROFLMAO apparently they got kicked out too hahahah. fantastic.

so yeah. somehow b&h photo got my address and sent me a huge, phone book sized, catalog of their photo, video, audio, lighting products. spectacular. i’ll have to see what i need to buy still for my dark room and take a look at what they have to offer. i have to go out to my studio and get the keys this week for sure, so my dad can come take a look and we can start cleaning and whatever.

i had way messed up dreams about a “columbine” event happening at NTHS… walking by as the NT trench coat mafia was about to infiltrate the school, i followed them in and they were just preaching anarchy instead of shooting the place up. then i found afshani, who had lots of grey hair and most likely a toupee..talked to him, then i was with casino people and afshani was falling in love with someone who i apparently work with (but don’t in real life). and it was weird.

there’s a big party tonight. post halloween disco party. i should go and be social, but it’s out in tonawanda and that means going over grand island at 4 am, and i dunno if i wanna risk that. we’ll see how i feel at 4 am. i’m super tired now tho i’ve been dozing off and on since i got up at 12:30. my head is weird too. oh well.

something funny. there was this girl at work who came here around…april. when the john stuff was going on. i never liked her, because i think she was too much like me. independent, strange (lol)…didn’t give a fuck about what ppl thought of her. and i can’t hang out with ppl too much like me, i get all weird. so she always sort of rubbed me the wrong way. this whole time i thought i was the only one who didn’t like her. well she left on friday to go to a new casino, and it turns out, NO ONE liked her LOL. everyone’s like “let’s toast to the bitch being gone”….and “her going away party was cancelled due to lack of interest”, etc. but now she gave jenn (the only person who liked her) a shirt for me because it doesn’t fit her. which was nice of her, esp considered we hardly ever talked – if we did, it’s cuz we were both sitting with jenn in the caf.

halloween at the casino. for the record, officially, i was anime HAHA. but for those not inside of the joke, i was just a cute lil school girl. got lots of compliments. i wonder if it occurs to the men who find grown women in school girl outfits attractive that it’s just a tad bit pedophilic. but i digress. one comment really just made my night. was talking to jenn who was in pit 1. she said, “oh you were definitely noticed when you came in.” there was another comment that was funny. a floor at the other end of my pit said “hi. i never talk to you and i don’t know why.” when he saw my outfit LOL.

there were alot of football and hockey players…sal was my floor, he was tim connolly. with gloves and a helmet even hahah. james was his relief, and he had a black wool hat, and this blue shiny shirt and blue tinted glasses on. apparently he was justin timberlake ROFL. a few people were roy of sigfield, with tigers attached to them. so awful. awfully hilarious hahaha.

no sign of alice cooper, but apparently he had been out walking around during the day. booo.

THEY WORKED! my northern lights photos worked! gaaaaaaaaah. i could probably done fine with a shorter exposure, but THEY STILL WORKED. omg if they’re out again tonight before work, totally taking some more.

 

Pics!

 

in other news. it’s cloudy and supposed to rain tonight. so my guess is i won’t be able to take anymore northern lights photos tonight before work. that’s ok. i still can’t believe they turned out at all.

i used up the rest of that roll of film on cows. cows love me. they went from all sitting/sleeping to all getting up and staring at me, to all coming over to me and trying to lick my camera. hahah.

i bought this loreal eye makeup remover stuff. the bottle says it’s refreshing. if by “refreshing” they mean burns your corneas, well goddamn does it work well. ug. and it does a crappy job removing eye makeup.

and oh yeah HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

now the question is, what the hell am i gonna have for dinner.

leighanne said, no one buy the chrystler building poster, cuz she called xmas dibs on it. i already got some xmas gifts for my mom, dad, carolyn, and leighanne. anyone else, tell me what you want for xmas.

today’s events were temporarily overshadowed by the fact YOU CAN SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS! go outside, right now. omg. soooo beautiful. i had read a cnn article about them from carrie’s blog and that there was a chance we’d be able to see them this far south. on my way home from my parents, i pulled onto the side street here and the sky was all red. there was a big red streak, then green starting next to it. they ended up getting “pulled” to the top of the sky and formed a sort of white “x”. ran to wilson farms for some color film, and drove out to the farm land in sanborn where it’s dark. attempted some long exposure pics, it would be nice if some turned out but i doubt they will. the lights seem to come and go every 20 min or so. they had disappeared when we left the house, but right after we stopped on a dark road they came back better than before. once again began to fade so we left.

i find it really hard to comprehend the phenomenon. i can’t imagine living way up north where this is a common occurence, and so much more beautiful and vivid – to the point where it creates shadows. amazing.

as adrienne put it “i love having an atmosphere” ROFL

so in other news.

indeed posted, but not patrolled.

made it out to dansville to check out the sanitarium. there are 3 very obvious gated access roads to the complex. posted no trespassing, and gates on the road…but not attached to fences. made it real easy to walk right up to the place. the challenge came in finding a place to leave my car, that wasn’t right in front of the gate. the building seems alot bigger in pictures than it actually is. all lower level doors and windows are boarded up. all higher windows are not surprisingly glass-less. there was one inside access point, but no way in hell was i prepared to go through a half window into the basement by myself.

to say the building is falling apart is a bit of an understatement. you’ll see when i get my film developed. but holy crap. the whole back left side has fallen off. not sure when it happened, because the bricks that were piled up in places have lots of moss on them. but there seems to have been a wooden structure added on to the back, and the whole area has fallen down. there were also 3 or 4 out buildings. one was a normal looking wooden house, boarded up but probably more than accessible (i didn’t try, cuz at that point i was still parked right infront of the no trespassing gate), one was a power building which was perfectly wide open. really cool in there, really muddy haha.

as long as you park somewhere other than infront of the 3 gates, i don’t think there’d be a real big issue with someone catching you. the gate i parked in front of briefly was on a road where people live, so that’d probably not be the best way to go. the gate i actually used is along a numbered highway, so walking up the slope i was visible to passing cars, but once up, no one can see you. maybe some day i’ll get back with some guests haha. i’m sure it’s a goldmine of wonderful stuff inside.