i forgot to mention the big deal costume someone had at the casino. not an employee, but a customer i guess. they were dressed as a priest with a little kid blow up doll tied around their waist ROFLMAO apparently they got kicked out too hahahah. fantastic.

so yeah. somehow b&h photo got my address and sent me a huge, phone book sized, catalog of their photo, video, audio, lighting products. spectacular. i’ll have to see what i need to buy still for my dark room and take a look at what they have to offer. i have to go out to my studio and get the keys this week for sure, so my dad can come take a look and we can start cleaning and whatever.

i had way messed up dreams about a “columbine” event happening at NTHS… walking by as the NT trench coat mafia was about to infiltrate the school, i followed them in and they were just preaching anarchy instead of shooting the place up. then i found afshani, who had lots of grey hair and most likely a toupee..talked to him, then i was with casino people and afshani was falling in love with someone who i apparently work with (but don’t in real life). and it was weird.

there’s a big party tonight. post halloween disco party. i should go and be social, but it’s out in tonawanda and that means going over grand island at 4 am, and i dunno if i wanna risk that. we’ll see how i feel at 4 am. i’m super tired now tho i’ve been dozing off and on since i got up at 12:30. my head is weird too. oh well.

something funny. there was this girl at work who came here around…april. when the john stuff was going on. i never liked her, because i think she was too much like me. independent, strange (lol)…didn’t give a fuck about what ppl thought of her. and i can’t hang out with ppl too much like me, i get all weird. so she always sort of rubbed me the wrong way. this whole time i thought i was the only one who didn’t like her. well she left on friday to go to a new casino, and it turns out, NO ONE liked her LOL. everyone’s like “let’s toast to the bitch being gone”….and “her going away party was cancelled due to lack of interest”, etc. but now she gave jenn (the only person who liked her) a shirt for me because it doesn’t fit her. which was nice of her, esp considered we hardly ever talked – if we did, it’s cuz we were both sitting with jenn in the caf.