it’s not bacc that makes my back hurt. it’s dealing in general, now that i do it so infrequently. ug. pain.

i decided i don’t know how to flirt. and i really need to learn, cuz it’d get me more tips i think. one of my players today wanted to take me out to dinner. if i only knew how to flirt with my players i’d get tons more money out of them. oh well.

9 emails, 8 spam…fantastic. fantastically annoying.

MUST GET OUT OF BED AT 12:30 TOMORROW! plans! drop off 401k papers at HR, then down portage to return keys to the nacc, then down pine to walmart to buy new pots and dirt for my poor strangulating kitchen plants. work at 8. dealing again. if all goes well i’ll have 4 dealing days in a row

one of the spam emails at a hotmail address just offered to sell me drugs…you know, prescriptions like viagra…the funny thing is, they offered to sell me the pain killers i actually have LOL. i’ve never seen that before. i didn’t realize my pain killers were big on the black market…maybe i should start selling them

 

i got up at 20 to 2. it’s an improvement at least. i did go out to HR, NACC and walmart but forgot to deposit my cingular rebate and buy fixer. i did indeed repot my plants in really big pots. so hopefully i won’t have to repot them any time soon. and hopefully the one that was dying the most will come back to life.

brian offered to call me every day to get me out of bed. but as i had pointed out before, and he re-pointed out, that doesn’t mean i’ll actually get up. my mom called me yesterday at 2, could tell i was still sleeping and said she’d call bad. the most perfect way to have used the situation would have been to get my ass out of bed. but i went back to sleep. so i haven’t yet taken brian up on his offer.

my motivation for tomorrow though, is that i got my developing tank today. or maybe saturday or friday, since i hadn’t checked the mail. anyway…i have all the stuff i need now except fixer and containers. so tomorrow i must get up and go buy fixer at the overpriced camera lounge, and gallons of water from wegmans, so i can develop my film from the long hair whore self portraits and first ward a few weeks ago.

i’m in a bad mood today. very very over emotional. brian’s email made me cry for whatever reason. i do that sometimes…cry because i have really good friends. i don’t know whats wrong with me. forget it.

 

omg my stove has been on for over 24 hours!!!!