i need a vacation. this was supposed to be my vacation week. i’m really looking forward to my april vacation. i just need to get away. maybe it will be good to spend time with my mom. and in the woods. fresh air. buddhist monks. urbex. maybe it’ll clear my head. maybe i’ll come back with a new outlook. with inspiration. isn’t that what a solitary retreat is supposed to do? i may not be hiking the entire appalachian trial, but it’s woodsy enough for me.
mom found a hotel near woodstock ny owned by kate from the b-52s. it’s all 1950s mod-ed out. we want to stay, except it’s 1. expensive, and 2. requires a 2 night stay…we don’t have enough time to stay in woodstock for 2 nights. it’s too far between woodstock and tahawus. oh well. that reminds me, the “love shack” from the video is in the catskills someplace…maybe i should try to find it. too bad the resort from dirty dancing, which is set in the catskills, is actually in (west) virginia (?).
tony told me to stop stressing out about everything or i’ll start breaking out haha. oddly enough, that almost made me cry at work.
madonna is playing toronto on july 18. i want to go. it’s a sunday
not exactly an alanis fan, but this made me laff: “Men say, ‘Oh God, she’s a nightmare!’ I just want to shake them and say, ‘What specifically are you talking about–that she required that you tap into your emotional self?'”
out of bed at 1:20 today. though i didn’t want to do it.
my current position: i’m done.
done.done.done
what i’m done with, you can try to figure that out yourself. i’m just done with it all.
omg i so totally forgot leighanne is coming for a week on friday ROFLMAO. i am such a bad friend. i thought it was next week for some reason.
sucessfully developed a test roll of film. decided to do a test roll cuz my developer looked…lumpy…lots of suspended stuff. i didnt want to wreck my 4 good rolls so i just pressed the button randomly and took a roll of the apartment. and it worked. so tomorrow i guess will be doing the 4 real rolls, but i need to buy more clothes pins first.