oh oh oh ooh oh oh oh guess who’s coming to the casino!! gabe kaplin…better known as Mr. Kotter 🙂 the “oh oh ohs” should have given it away haha.

everyone wants a piece of me. still don’t know what game i’m learning, cuz tonight, robert was saying i’m doing craps. and someone else told me i’m signed up for craps. while i’ll do whatever game, i got pretty sold on the idea of learning blackjack and roulette. i tried to find mr crush when i got out to ask him what was going on, but he had already left. so i guess we’ll see in…10 hours haha.

work was painfully boring all night. talked to tony for like a half hour cuz his table was dead. we’re gonna go gamble after class tomorrow, cuz he’s got 3 hours to kill before going in for his real shift. i see this becoming and unhealthy pattern lol.

i think i’m in the middle of another panic attack. that, or i’m about to drop dead from SARS…or i’m going through withdrawl. pick one. my chest has hurt so bad all night. maybe it’s a pinched nerve in my back, cuz when put my head down, it like pulls on my chest and hurts super bad…ug. all i know is that i’m in pain. i took my temperature just now, it’s 95.4…shouldn’t i be dead with a temp that low?!? lol i’m a mess. i really hope i sleep tonight, cuz i’m so tired, and gotta get up early to go to the post office before class. ug and now i need money if i’m gonna go gamble.

holy shit my computer is so loud. dad replaced the power supply today because that’s what he thought was squealing so bad. well that’s not it. it’s the cpu fan that’s squealing. but the new power supply fan is way louder than my old one. i’m making him put the old one back in. i can’t deal with this noise.

 

i am SO tired.

so here’s the deal. finally. i’m learning roulette (robert wasn’t too happy with that haha). i’m getting private after hours blackjack lessons from…mr crush. who is just so hot, i might add. tony is probably gonna be teaching me after hours too. roulette class is going to be 4 weeks instead of 6. there was a bit of an issue when people realized i wasn’t already a dealer. they kinda freaked and were like, you can’t be doing this, it was for in house people. so the teacher went to speak to the head of the school about it, and she came over and was like blahblahblah you really want to learn this game? i was like yeah, i was under the impression from robert and mr crush that it didn’t matter that i wasn’t already a dealer – i could do craps or roulette without having dealing experience. so they were like whatever. i have to get pulled aside at times to be taught basic procedure or something, which mr crush will just end up teaching me along with blackjack. whatever. i’ll be fine. apparently they don’t know about the blackjack thing. that was mr crush’s idea i guess.

so class went good for the first day. there was no difference between me being a non dealer and the others. jesus, i know more than half of them, just from watching the game for the past 3 months. my hands are filthy, and brush burned lol. i’m going to have to start painting my nails every day to hide the dirt underneath them between breaks. looking forward to it.

after class, went to casino niagara with tony for a while. mom gave me 30$ cnd to gamble with, and i put in 29$ cnd of my own…left with 110$. we only played for about a half hour, 40 minutes. i think tony left with 225. we got muffins at the cafe before walking back to our casino. it was a good time. he’s thanking me for the after hours lessons, because it’ll keep him from going to canada every day between class and work. haha.

i am exhausted. i could go to bed right now, except i need to learn my multiplication tables for 17 lol.

and today’s pearl of wisdom: whoever said you can’t taste the difference between real sugar and nutrasweet is full of shit.