i got home at 7:30am because i went out to the bar after work with jenn, jeff and john, and whoever else from the casino was there. and um yeah. the end haha. let’s just say things are more interesting, if not a bit complicated now.

i so need to sleep some more, but i’m all jittery and shit. somehow i got nominated to buy donuts today, and i gotta get patrick a candybar, so at some point i have to leave my house.

so i don’t know if i’m going to take my blackjack audition or not. i know that i say the same thing about it everyday, but it keeps changing. jeff was telling just about everyone how i have the potential to easily be the best roulette dealer in the casino, as long as i get time in on a roulette game, but how i’m not going to if i have blackjack. keith agreed with him, and said there’s nothing wrong with spending the next few months just having roulette and the novelty poker games, i can always take my blackjack audition later blahblahblah. i asked john again what he thought and he still disagrees about it. so i don’t know what i’m going to do. cuz i like that jeff and everyone has this faith in me that i can be really outstanding on roulette, and i’d like to be able to see how that actually goes. gah i dunno. still going to keep going to class as long as i can, to get practice in on both.

i so need to go back to sleep lol