went to the doctor. i hate doctors. they make me feel stupid. they never believe me and they never fix shit. i’ve never had a doctor fix anything that was wrong with me. anyway…she thinks i have what my dad has, mitral valve prolapse (which adr suggested i had months ago i might add, go adr!), so i have to have an electrocardiogram on wednesday. and then she sent me for blood tests to check my thyroid cuz of the whole always hungry lost 20 pounds thing. so i went over to the place on meadow across from the highschool (amanda: haha yeah i laughed) and got that done. then i have to go back to see the doctor in 2 weeks after the test is all done and stuff. mom just thinks i had a panic attack.

but my alarm didn’t go off today, cuz it screwed up. i set it for 10:15, i checked it, it changed itself to 11:15. didn’t get up til mom screamed my name at 11, appt was at 11:30. this is the 108397th time it’s done that. i swear if it hadn’t gone off at the right time the day nate left i’d have killed someone. i need to find my old alarm clock. there was nothing wrong with it except the button fell off, but you just had to put it back on again and it worked. it worked without the button but then you couldn’t change the alarm or time or turn it on or off haha.

the rest of the day… i really should get unlazy and do this grad school essay. but i still have 2 weeks haha. and i should start burning off these 93 songs i have for nate. comp gave me weird “you have no memory left” messages the other day even tho i have 4 gb free still blahblahblah.