work was long and boring again. i hate my job. everyone was in a bad mood yesterday. got invited to the next after work party though…whenever that is, they don’t know yet. i got real depressed for about an hour or so, when i had nothing to do, about how discontent i am about my life. had to keep from crying, it was bad. i got some stuff to do and did it reeeeeaaal slow so i could stretch it for as long as possible. going slow and talking to sups for a half hour or so i stretched it into 2 hours. wow. 😛 did i mention they’re probably phasing my position out? they’re getting these computers installed on every 2nd table so that the floor supervisors can enter player ratings right on the computers. so that means all i’d be doing is getting paid to sit there and get fill requests, which you get maybe 5 a night on a normal night, and marker requests if you get some high roller in your pit. and that stuff the pit boss could easily do themselves. the other night when i was doing 2 pits, the other pit needed fills and the guy did them cuz he knew i was busy. so why do they even need us? that place is so inefficient. they have too many levels of employees. especially in the finance dept (which is technically the dept i’m in). and especially in pit clerks. we have nothing to do, the supervisors don’t do anything, and apparently all our manager does is check all the rating cards we enter. they pay us all to do nothing. but hey, it’s not my business, i don’t care if they’re losing money.

talked to some girl in the caf last night…we traded scary bug in drink stories haha.

anyway. gotta get off my ass and write the grad school essay tomorrow.