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i killed it. officially killed it. no thanks in part to a certain xp cd from a certain someone that certainly didn’t work

so khruschev is now in the hands of the good dr. brian. to be returned from the computer hospital on wednesday.

and now, and ode to khruschev:
ba ba ba another one bites the dust…ba ba ba another one bites the dust
i cant liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive with or withouuuuuuuuuut youuuuuuuuu

so if you want to talk to me, call me. 4712177 . leighanne, call me tonight or something, finalize tomorrow’s plans. 3:15 at the airport right?

work 8-4 last night. only worked an hour yesterday LOL.

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ug my computer is so broken. it’s so unstable it’s not even funny. i defaged, and scan disked both drives, and it’s still fucked. virus scanned on friday, but doing it again right now. poor sick computer. i think it might be my screensaver, so i’m gonna switch to something else for the time being, we’ll see how that goes. blah. my comp cant die. what would i do with out it *shoots self*

 

i think the time has come for me to completely wipe my drives and re install windows, go with xp and blahblahblah. which means i need someone to help me do it. since i dunno how to reformat and all that shit. *ahem*brian*ahem* i’ll pay you. i’ll start burning stuff off (again) now

 

my computer isn’t going to last through the night. if i don’t return, you’ll have to call to get a hold of me.

for wednesday’s metropolis viewing party, 8pm, park at the drs office across the street.

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the lighthouse baptist church on wheatfield rd loves me. they gave me chick tracks!!!!!!!! yaaaaaay. of course, it’s the same one i got last time. “the long trip”. i was hoping for the one about how rock music is evil.

and it’s that time of year again. so let me just say for the record, i hate valentines day. i’ve never had a good valentines day. someone surprise me this year . all i do know is, at least this year it’s unlikely i’ll start crying in the drug store looking at valentines day stuff.

work was work. i did the roll. and i did it perfectly!!!!!!!!!! finally!

something is severely wrong with my computer. so now i’m going to try to defag it again. when i tried earlier it just froze. SUPER.

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brian and james came over to hang for a few hours. played nintendo, talked about blow jobs, you know – the usual. good times.

work again 9-5 tonight, hopefully i’ll get to leave at 4 like last night. floored roulette for the first time. it was crazy busy until midnight, then it sorta died, so it was all good. and i was on break during the roll. tony and i had a funny moment putting our coats away, but i’m not sure if i’m allowed to talk about it. that whole casino confidentiality thing. whatever.

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so i’m watching elimidate, cuz if you couldn’t tell from the last post, I’M REALLY BORED….omg it’s hilarious. there is this girl on the show…omg so funny. she’s got a really unique look, and is one of those people who are just right on top of a conversation. always has a comeback, always has something funny to say. she’s great. a complete individual. i want to be her. but anyway. she had the guy bench press her ROFL. they do that whole “confessional” thing where they talk to the camera. she’s saying how boring the date is, and when she spanked the other girl (don’t ask) she hurt her hand and it was the highlight of the date. she’s like “please, cut me, cut me right now. i beg you” ROFL and now she got cut and she’s like “if i was even remotely attracted to you i’d kiss you right now, thank you so much” ROFL.

 

i’m wearing a pink shirt. i don’t think i can pull this off LOL. we’ll see how many ppl comment on the fact i’m wearing pink.

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i forgot to get my new badge again. set an alarm on my phone tomorrow to remember to go.

i hate orange juice. on our trip leighanne kept getting me orange juice. and it was good. and i’ve been drinking orange juice every day at work. so i bought myself 2 cartons (buy one get one free) today. and it tastes gross. it doesn’t taste right. it tastes more like sunny d blah crap drinks than good orange juice. i think i need to buy some vodka.

and aside from 2 cartons of oj, i also have 20 bottles of pop, 10 bottles of water, half a jug of cran juice, and 2 bottles of brown pop. i don’t think i’ll be thirsty for a long time. i don’t think i actually bought any food today. hah jk, i bought lots of meat. and i will assert, once again, that raw meat is completely revolting.  and 2 cartons of ice cream. and 3 cans of pringles. everything was buy one get one, or 3 for 5 and crap. so i HAD to buy all 3. at least i didn’t buy 5 bags of goldfish crackers haha. i almost did. but i resisted.

 

i blame jay gordon for my coat fetish. it all started with him. where did my jay coat go, i think i need to retrieve it from the parents house. for sure.

 

i went on a makeup buying spree. haha. then i wondered what would happen if i drew on my eyes with metallic crayola markers. it’s fabulous!!!!!!!!!

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nights like tonight are the reason i love winter. it’s not too cold out, it’s not windy, and the snow is just gently falling all sparkly and light. it’s beautiful.

they played nkotbs “please don’t go girl” at work today *ahem*

and speaking of work. i think it’s possible that ppl at work have found my site. ppl other than jeff and jenn. a comment was made when i was leaving about it. so if so, hello. stop reading please  YOU FUCKING SUCK. haha just kidding. i love my job.

i left early cuz i figure…i deserve it, on my friday, after 4 days flooring. i was going to go grocery shopping but the roads were starting to get slick so i nixed that. i’ll do that tomorrow, along with laundry, dry cleaning, and getting my new badge for work. i forgot to do it today.

i think i’ll go clean the bathroom now.

oh yeah, metropolis night might be changing. will let you know.

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since i haven’t posted…

“things i learned with brian”
1. brian had a… “phase”
2. if someone offers to break you into the “glamour photography” business, say no. it’s not what you think.

other
1. i upgraded mt to add comment spam blocking (since i got 5 comment spams in a matter of a few hours), hope this works.
2. i started writing something in college called “plastic happiness”. i was recently inspired to go back to it. even tho it’s only 2 pages long, i think it is the best shitty story i’ve ever written. whether i go back to it or not remains to be seen.
3. orgy makes me wanna be a rock star all over again.

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floored tonight. started off with intentions to open and supervise 2 carribean stud tables. nixed that, and they put me in the 3card poker section for about 20 minutes while they waited for the person to show up. 3card is considered the 2nd hardest section to floor in the casino, so i was relieved when they sent me to roulette , but that got changed. had to find shawn who said i was going to mini bacc.

my favourite phrase of late is “holy crap”. shawn said i was going to mini bacc, i said “holy crap”. i asked if he was serious. the mini bacc section is regarded as the hardest section to supervise in the whole casino. i seriously was like, stunned, that they were sending me there.  got there, and i kept saying i couldn’t believe they put me there, on my 3rd night of flooring. robert said it was his idea, that he had faith in me.

turned out to be not so bad. i tried to keep up with things as much as possible, so that it would be easy for me to roll at 2. shawn came back to help me during the roll, and everything went pretty good. i had to “scold” players and they actually listened to me. so things were cool.

brendan gave me a break one of the times, and my one dealer danielle came up on break when i was on break too. she was like, you need to get down there right now, i’m going to rip brendan’s eyes out. i was like ?!?!? she said brendan chastised her for dealing too slow. she was really pissed, because she was doing 1 hour shoes, and that’s a really decent pace for mini bacc. she was livid. i was like, tell him to fuck off, he’s just being an ass cuz your a lesbian and won’t sleep with him. hahah it was funny.

massive headache now tho. hah. oh well.

i’m kinda freaked out, because i came home and both door locks were locked. i never lock my 2nd lock. i thought maybe my parents had come in, but nothing is different in my apt…they didnt bring anything, no notes. maybe the landlord, but i’d expect him to leave a note too. so i’m sorta freaked. gah.

hanging out with bri sometime tomorrow. so tired now, need sleep.

 

it’s the end of the world. it has to be. there’s just no other explanation.

our denny’s closed!!!!!!!!!!!

me and brian just drove by and it’s dark, all the signs are gone…

what are we going to do now?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i swear it was open on friday.

*whine* i don’t want to find another denny’s….it’s tradition, scummit dennys..

this is like, the last page in the final chapter of our youth. the fab four is over, we’re all spread out, we never see eachother anymore and now our denny’s is closed.

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work was fantastic because i went on break before i had to do the roll!! yay. my relief had to do it for me, woo hoo. and i got out earlier than normal, cuz the guy who took over my section is always super early. woo hoo.

came home to that whole vertical beams of light phenom again. since tonight is practically balmy compared to last week, i went out and snapped a few shots. maybe something will turn out, who knows.

i am now exhausted, good night.

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