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nights like tonight are the reason i love winter. it’s not too cold out, it’s not windy, and the snow is just gently falling all sparkly and light. it’s beautiful.

they played nkotbs “please don’t go girl” at work today *ahem*

and speaking of work. i think it’s possible that ppl at work have found my site. ppl other than jeff and jenn. a comment was made when i was leaving about it. so if so, hello. stop reading please  YOU FUCKING SUCK. haha just kidding. i love my job.

i left early cuz i figure…i deserve it, on my friday, after 4 days flooring. i was going to go grocery shopping but the roads were starting to get slick so i nixed that. i’ll do that tomorrow, along with laundry, dry cleaning, and getting my new badge for work. i forgot to do it today.

i think i’ll go clean the bathroom now.

oh yeah, metropolis night might be changing. will let you know.

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since i haven’t posted…

“things i learned with brian”
1. brian had a… “phase”
2. if someone offers to break you into the “glamour photography” business, say no. it’s not what you think.

other
1. i upgraded mt to add comment spam blocking (since i got 5 comment spams in a matter of a few hours), hope this works.
2. i started writing something in college called “plastic happiness”. i was recently inspired to go back to it. even tho it’s only 2 pages long, i think it is the best shitty story i’ve ever written. whether i go back to it or not remains to be seen.
3. orgy makes me wanna be a rock star all over again.

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floored tonight. started off with intentions to open and supervise 2 carribean stud tables. nixed that, and they put me in the 3card poker section for about 20 minutes while they waited for the person to show up. 3card is considered the 2nd hardest section to floor in the casino, so i was relieved when they sent me to roulette , but that got changed. had to find shawn who said i was going to mini bacc.

my favourite phrase of late is “holy crap”. shawn said i was going to mini bacc, i said “holy crap”. i asked if he was serious. the mini bacc section is regarded as the hardest section to supervise in the whole casino. i seriously was like, stunned, that they were sending me there.  got there, and i kept saying i couldn’t believe they put me there, on my 3rd night of flooring. robert said it was his idea, that he had faith in me.

turned out to be not so bad. i tried to keep up with things as much as possible, so that it would be easy for me to roll at 2. shawn came back to help me during the roll, and everything went pretty good. i had to “scold” players and they actually listened to me. so things were cool.

brendan gave me a break one of the times, and my one dealer danielle came up on break when i was on break too. she was like, you need to get down there right now, i’m going to rip brendan’s eyes out. i was like ?!?!? she said brendan chastised her for dealing too slow. she was really pissed, because she was doing 1 hour shoes, and that’s a really decent pace for mini bacc. she was livid. i was like, tell him to fuck off, he’s just being an ass cuz your a lesbian and won’t sleep with him. hahah it was funny.

massive headache now tho. hah. oh well.

i’m kinda freaked out, because i came home and both door locks were locked. i never lock my 2nd lock. i thought maybe my parents had come in, but nothing is different in my apt…they didnt bring anything, no notes. maybe the landlord, but i’d expect him to leave a note too. so i’m sorta freaked. gah.

hanging out with bri sometime tomorrow. so tired now, need sleep.

 

it’s the end of the world. it has to be. there’s just no other explanation.

our denny’s closed!!!!!!!!!!!

me and brian just drove by and it’s dark, all the signs are gone…

what are we going to do now?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i swear it was open on friday.

*whine* i don’t want to find another denny’s….it’s tradition, scummit dennys..

this is like, the last page in the final chapter of our youth. the fab four is over, we’re all spread out, we never see eachother anymore and now our denny’s is closed.

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work was fantastic because i went on break before i had to do the roll!! yay. my relief had to do it for me, woo hoo. and i got out earlier than normal, cuz the guy who took over my section is always super early. woo hoo.

came home to that whole vertical beams of light phenom again. since tonight is practically balmy compared to last week, i went out and snapped a few shots. maybe something will turn out, who knows.

i am now exhausted, good night.

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maybe it’s only me but….whenever i get a package from someone i don’t know, and i can’t remember why anyone should be sending me something…i think it’s a mail bomb. it happened today. i got a package from fedex (which usually it’s ups and usps) and i had no clue who it was from or what it would be.

it wasn’t a bomb. it was my hands i bought on ebay. 2 aluminum hands and one porcelain. yay. they are so rad. i really need to get a bookcase soon, cuz i have so much crap i want to display.

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omg it’s so cold in here. i have ice INSIDE my apartment. along the window legdes. i havent had the heat on in the spare room since leighanne was here, and it’s no colder than my bedroom. holy crap.

in other news. i think i’m gonna get a cell phone and ditch the home phone. i was looking at plans and things tonight, and it’s only like 5$ more for the cell plan i’d get. and that way people could reach me when i’m at work and shit. not like anyone calls me but whatever. i’m paying for a phone either way, i might as well have it with me all the time, right? i am gonna talk to the cingular people at the store tomorrow, then order online, cuz that way my phone is free. unless they give me a free phone at the store. all i know is, if i do this, i’m totally getting the “personal jesus” ring tone. it’s fabulous. some of the u2 ones are really good, like lemon was really nice, but omg bullet the blue sky…funniest thing ever. maybe get the mario theme too

and speaking of mario, i got both my nintendos and set them up. then went ordering games on ebay hahaha. yay for nintendo. weird, cuz the first nintendo has those red and yellow jacks, for sound and video, to hook it to the tv…but the super nintendo doesn’t…u have to use the rf adapter thing, and then plug the digi cable into it blahblahblah. the red and yellow things are so much more convenient.

 

Bush seeks Xbillion$ for the iraq war
Bush seeks Xbillion$ for iraq rebuilding
Bush seeks Xbillion$ for NASA moon and mars missions
Bush seeks $1.5billion to support marriage
Bush seeks $3.7 billion for religious groups

ok seriously. where the hell is he getting all this money, and why the fuck do we need ONE POINT FIVE BILLION DOLLARS to support marriage?!?!?!?!?!?

GAH I HATE HIM.

and in other news, i did indeed get a real cell phone. i will send out the number to those who need it later today. i’ll cancell my current home phone at the end of the month. of course, i’m already having an issue. trying to download ringtones, but for whatever reason i don’t think it’s working. so after the board meeting gotta call customer service about it. i gotta have my phone play personal jesus when i get a call. damn straight.

 

HOLY CRAP. danielle is THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i can’t say why. sorry

but GAH

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i’m really irritated and pissed off right now. i’m glad that my “friends” care so much about me that they follow through with plans.

the only consolation is that i’m not alone in this feeling.

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slept til 4, went back to work LOL. we had 2 hours of dual rate training, got manuals, super speedily went through them, and started our shift. spent about an hour and a half on pai gow, and then i got to shadow the supervisor in roulette for the rest of the night. ended up flooring 2 games, doing the player ratings, and stuff, closing a table. the end of the night roll, to switch from swing to grave shift…ug. i don’t get it. so that’s gonna be the really only hard part, that’s gonna take some getting used to. but it was cool.

i feel like crap though. i felt like i was getting sick the past few days, sneezing alot. felt like crap yesterday, almost didn’t go to the party. anthony gave me cold meds before the party that made me feel better. today my head doesn’t feel as stuffed up but, it’s still all wacky and blah. i hurt all weird in my head and mouth. i don’t get it.

apparently the party got really rowdy with fights, and throwing chairs off the balcony and people getting fired. sucks ppl ruin stuff for everyone by acting like idiots. it’s like, hello…you are still at work, and you are still representing the casino with your actions. people are asses.

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i forgot tonight was the work holiday party….24 hours long…i was gonna go for A drink and go home….*looks at watch* 4 hours later….

it’s funny what ppl say when they’ve been drinking. i was told a handful of times that i’m the best dealer in the place, and how happy various people are that i got promoted. i had my boobs checked out by a girl who lifted up my shirt, and whoever else was standing around. i had my tongue checked out for it’s piercing ability. i licked chocolate off of this one kid’s head for 5$ hahaha. it was fun. and i’m totally not drunk.

i really need to sleep now. the party was loads of fun.

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went shopping again. bought 200$ worth of new clothes. 2 more “blazers” and 3 pairs of pants. i think i might take back one of the blazers i bought yesterday, cuz the DKNY one i bought today is so much more amazing. my jacket fetish is gonna get me in trouble hahah. i still need shirts but i figure i can buy nice shirts at target and stuff.

i was contacted by the kid who’s conquored the marine star *jealous*. he is the one who took the crappy picture out the windows of bob’s tower. lol

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