my mom has a strange compulsion to hammer things at 7am. she did it again. 7:30, pounding brazil nuts. i told her to seek professional help.

we went to junction for lunch. exciting. i’m not driving out to get my uniform pants today because i’m sure they’re not the right size still. i have the guys cell phone number so i could call and ask, but that’s just really weird. they don’t have a phone at the mall to call directly. he’ll be like, uh how do you have my phone number? lol.

i bid on a portable cd player to send to nate on ebay. 7 hrs left, 9.99 for a 75$ cd player…which now seems kinda odd. but…oh well. it’s PANASONIC SL-SX289V. cd, am/fm tuner, anti skip, cdr/cdrw…auction says it is 100% functional except the headphones might not work. no big deal. i have 0982086 pairs of headphones. they break all the time. haha. even if it’s 10 bucks shipping it’s cheaper than anything i can find on sale around here that has cdr capabilities. hopefully it works and everything. suddenly i’ve become real skeptical about buying things on ebay. i don’t know why. i’ve never been burned. one thing was lost in the mail (or never sent) and i got my money back. another thing the guy never got my check, and it was never cashed, so i didn’t lose out on any money. he did say he’d still send the thing to me (nin closure vhs) but didn’t. but that’s ok. lol. i signed up for paypal cuz this auction only took paypal. so now i want to go buy a bunch of stuff with it. cuz i can afford it. *update* i hate ebay…was overbid, now bid more than i want to pay just cuz i wanted to push the price up for the other person lol. 2 hrs left.

who wants to go to vegas with me? maybe in the fall? no wait, i might be in school then…hmm…i dunno. nevermind.

lost the auction. didn’t want to spend more than 21$ cuz i didn’t know what shipping was. did nothing tonight. continued to read more irc logs. i found this.

Mystify: HAHA you know what he wished for me in the wishing game?? For me to be a paraplegic by the time I’m 21

now i don’t remember what the wishing game was, but that was about psycho. i don’t remember being told he wished that of me, and i don’t know why i’d know that since the log was from a year after we broke up…but he was still stalking me at this point. well too bad for him, i’m not a parapalegic.

now i MUST must must start/write my grad school essay tomorrow. and get my uniform unless i go early wednesday (i might), have nachos. now i need something to eat.